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Gigantic Wrecking Ball Headed Toward Earth

2012-01-01T18:00:00.003-05:00

"The very word 'secrecy' is repugnant in a free and open society, and we as people, inherently and historically, are opposed to secret societies, secret oaths and secret proceedings."

-- President John F. Kennedy, shortly before he was assassinated by a secret society known as the Freemasons

As a free and open society, we are also opposed to our government withholding vital information from us, including the presence of a 10th planet in the solar system that threatens to destroy civilization as we know it sometime in the near future.

With no help from our government, I recently discovered that a gigantic celestial wrecking ball known in ancient times as Nibiru, The Destroyer, Wormwood, The Frightener, the Terrible Comet and various other names, is headed toward Planet Earth once again, and in all likelihood will spawn a series of global catastrophes sometime this year or next year. In modern times, this rogue planet has been known by the name of Planet X.
Ancient civilizations warned us that Planet X would return in the future and wreak havoc on Earth, because it takes about 3,600 years to orbit the Sun. As a consequence of The Destroyer's impact on Planet Earth, we'll experience increasingly severe earthquakes, volcano eruptions, hurricanes, tornadoes and tsunamis, and we'll be bombarded by intense solar flares, asteroids and other forms of cosmic debris that will make it extremely difficult to survive.

Those who do survive the initial onslaught, possibly 10 percent of the population, will then be faced with the challenge of how to get by with no electricity, no grocery stores, no gasoline and none of the comforts of home to which we've all become accustomed. There's also a good possibility that the north and south poles will shift locations, which has happened many, many times throughout history. Read "The Path of the Pole" by Charles Hapgood.
As depicted in the movie "2012," released in November 2009, the U.S. government and other governments around the world have been building arks and underground bases because they've known about this impending event for a long, long time. In fact, Freemasons and other secret societies have known about this for centuries. They've been hiding the truth from us so the elite can secretly make their plans to survive the cataclysm. Jesse Ventura's program on the 2012 conspiracy is here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=vRYpc52PfjY&feature=related

The events depicted in "2012" are real. That's one reason why the economies of the world are deliberately being run into the ground. The U.S. government knows it will never have to pay back all the money it has borrowed because there will be no one left to pay back! And a lot of the money that was stolen from the U.S. Treasury has gone into constructing underground bases and purchasing supplies for the self-appointed select few who think they deserve to survive and you deserve to die.
Only if you understand the truth about Planet X will you be able to understand the seemingly incomprehensible events taking place today. The news about what is happening has been leaked by a number of credible sources, including an anonymous Norwegian politician who has described in a letter what's going on in the world as a result of Planet X. You can find the letter here: projectcamelot.org/norway.html
Dr. Robert Harrington of the U.S Naval Observatory was assassinated in the 1990s for his part in trying to disclose the reality of Planet X to the American people. I myself have been threatened by gang stalkers not to talk about this subject, as evidenced by the pictures attached to this post that I took on Interstate 26 north of Asheville.
Vehicles with the letter X in the license plates are constantly positioned in front of me in an effort to intimidate me into keeping quiet about this subject. But this matter is simply too important to cover up. Everyone needs to know the truth about what is about to transpire on Planet Earth before it's too late to prepare.
There were some articles published in the press in the early 1980s, before the Planet X cover-up was formally launched by NASA and other government agencies. For example, The New York Times published an article on June 19, 1982, that began as follows: "Something out there beyond the furthest reaches of the known solar system is tugging at Uranus and Neptune. A gravitational force keeps perturbing the two giant planets, causing irregularities in their orbits. The force suggests a presence far away and unseen, a large object, the long-sought Planet X."
One year later, the newly launched Infrared Astronomical Satellite (IRAS) discovered Planet X. The Washington Post reported that "a heavenly body as large as Jupiter and part of the solar system has been found in the direction of the constellation Orion by an orbiting telescope.
"A few years ago, the U.S government installed a gigantic telescope at the South Pole that was designed to track Planet X as it approaches Earth. Someone who worked in the facility leaked some photos of Planet X on the Internet in an attempt to warn humanity. You can see the photos here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Nw5zcE07Os
Why would the already-broke U.S. government spend millions of dollars on a telescope and install it at the South Pole -- one of the most uninhabitable places on the planet? The answer is that Planet X is visible only from the southern hemisphere as it approaches Earth.
"Global warming" and "climate change" are cover stories for the effects that Planet X is causing on Earth and all the other planets in the solar system. All the planets are experiencing drastic changes as a result of the electromagnetic and gravitational forces exerted by this rogue planet. Arctic ice and ice on top of the Himalayas is not melting because of global warming, it's melting because the Earth is heating up from the core outward. These disturbances are also causing earthquakes and volcano eruptions, and they will continue to increase in severity as Planet X approaches.
NASA and other government agencies have hired professional debunkers and other disinformation specialists to go on the Internet and convince you this is all a hoax, but it's not a hoax. The government just wants to lead you down the garden path because it wants people not to panic and to continue working and paying taxes (at least the 75 percent or so who still have a job).
Don't let the disinfo crew throw you off track. There's no reason to panic, just get educated on what to expect and how to survive it. And even if you don't survive, it's not that big of a deal. We're all spiritual beings who live forever, and we incarnate many, many times. Evidence for this is available in a wonderful book called "Journey of Souls," written by Michael Newton. You can read about the "Journey of Souls" here: http://www.spiritualregression.org/
Here are a few Planet X web sites worth checking out:www.bibliotecapleyades.net/hercolobus/esp_hercolobus_44.htm
www.bibliotecapleyades.net/hercolobus/esp_hercolobus_3.htm#contents
www.bibliotecapleyades.net/hercolobus/esp_hercolobus_2_01.htm
http://www.planetxforecast.com/http://www.returnofplanet-x.com/

http://poleshift.ning.com/
http://www.planetxvideo.com/
http://surviveplanet-x.com/
Also, the following books should be available on amazon.com: "The Return of Planet-X" by Jaysen Q. Rand; "Planet X Forecast and 2012 Survival Guide" by Jacco van der Worp, Marshall Masters and Janice Manning; "Blindsided" by Mark Hazlewood; and "Delicate Earth" by Mark Hazlewood. "The Return of Planet X" was published in 2007 and is probably the most comprehensive and up-to-date book on this subject.

These books are packed with accurate information from reliable sources that will help you discern the truth. You can read "Blindsided" here: http://bibliotecapleyades.net/hercolobus/esp_hercolobus_44.htm

I also post a lot of Planet X updates on my Facebook profile at http://www.facebook.com/mjbeal
Many sources predict Planet X will pass by in 2012 or in 2013 but the truth is, no one really knows exactly when to expect Planet X, except maybe NASA, and they're not talking. One way to know for sure that the final cataclysms are imminent is that you should be able to see Planet X in the daytime sky for several weeks before it makes its closest passage to Earth. It will appear as a second sun in the sky.
The main thing is to be prepared, because what do you have to lose? Even if it doesn't happen right away, you can still use your emergency supplies for all the other catastrophes that occur, such as power outages, hurricanes, tornadoes, and so on."The Return of Planet-X" has some excellent advice on how to survive the impending catastrophes. And here are a couple useful web sites with information on how to survive:http://www.howtosurvive2012.com/
http://surviveplanet-x.com/

Comet Elenin or Planet X?

2011-05-06T16:57:00.000-04:00

On December, 10, 2010, a comet was allegedly discovered by a Russian astronomer allegedly named Leonid Elenin, who allegedly had remote access to a telescope in New Mexico. I say allegedly because there are some indications this may be an elaborate cover-up for Planet X.

It's been pointed out by several researchers on the Internet that "Comet Elenin" could be some kind of code name for Extinction Level Event (ELE), as in the 1998 movie "Deep Impact," which was about the threat to Earth caused by a comet named ELE. Since Hollywood movies often foreshadow actual events, some people have concluded that the name of this comet is fraught with hidden meaning. See this

Some people think Comet Elenin is a cover story for Planet X, but even if it's just a comet, it could still present aserious threat to mankind. The first test will occur sometime around March 15, when Comet Elenin is supposed to be in alignment with the Earth and the Sun. It's possible this alignment will cause an electrical discharge between the Sun and the comet, and if it does, Earth could be in the path of some dangerous solar flares, which could cause earthquakes, volcano eruptions, violent storms and various other phenomena.

If it really is a comet and the information about its projected orbit provided by NASA is accurate, it will pass through the Earth's orbit in October 2011, just a few weeks before Earth reaches that point in its orbit. That means we could pass through the comet's tail, which might mean we'll get bombarded by asteroids, meteorites, flammable gases such as methane, and other dangerous forms of cosmic debris.

It's interesting that http://www.spaceobs.com/ has been taken down. It was one of the few web sites that information about Comet Elenin. Here's an update thatdiscusses that situation: http://www.scribd.com/doc/50642156/Comet-Elenin-and-the-Hopi-Blue-Star-Prophesy

More interesting facts about comets:

* Comet Holmes ignited to become the largest object in the solar system, even larger than the Sun:
[link to www.thunderbolts.info]

* Comet NEAT caused a coronal mass ejection in 2003 when it passed by the Sun: [link to www.thunderbolts.info]

* A comet caused the Great Chicago Fire and several other epic fires in the Great Lakes region on Oct. 8, 1871:

[link to www.thunderbolts.info]
[link to www.thunderbolts.info]

* And then there was the famous Tunguska explosion in 1908:

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So as you can see, whether it's a comet or Planet X, it could present some serious problems for Planet Earth and its inhabitants this year.

How to Read This Blog

2011-05-06T16:30:00.000-04:00

"All truth passes through three stages. First, it is ridiculed. Second, it is violently opposed. Third, it is accepted as being self-evident." -- Arthur Schopenhauer

The original purpose of this blog when I started it more than four years ago was to document my lifelong ordeal as the victim of an illegal, top secret, government-sponsored, trauma-based, mind-control program known as Project Monarch। Essentially, it covers two phases of my life, the first being from 1965, when I was 10 years old, to 2004. The second phase covers the period since 2004, when I was introduced to gang stalking, microwave harassment, a slander campaign, poisoning of my food and drinks, remote neural monitoring and various other forms of torture sponsored by the national security state. See this After considering an overwhelming amount of evidence, I've concluded that my father sold me to the CIA when I was a young boy, probably around 3 years old, and I've been the property of the CIA ever since.I don't have any memories of the abuse because extreme forms of trauma cause the mind to dissociate and the memories are stored in a different part of the mind so they don't intrude into one's consciousness and cause more trauma. It's a defense mechanism. However, afew years ago, an agent confirmed to me that I had been used in Project Monarch, which was a trauma-based project designed to split the victim's mind into multiple personalities. See this

Somehow I was able to break away from my programming, but I was then targeted by the next phase of the project, which involved the gradual destruction of my life. At any rate, after I launched my blog in 2005, I discovered some information about the impending world cataclysm, how to cure virtually any disease and other important subjects that I thought I should also share with everyone on this blog. The very next post on this blog, titled "gigantic celestial wrecking ball headed toward earth," is all about the impending cataclysm that will be caused by the arrival of Planet X.I would also encourage you to check out the links that are posted on the right-hand side of my blog। Many of them contain documentation for subjects addressed in my posts.
And my Facebook profile contains links to important stories that are updated on a regular basis. There's a link to it on the top of the right-hand column of this blog in the links section.As I'm sure most of you already know, just about any subject can be researched on the Internet by entering a few keywords into a search engine. For example, you could find information about the impending cataclysm by searching for "Planet X global catastrophe." I found some information on the manmade earthquake weapon that allegedly caused the Haiti earthquake by searching for "Haiti earthquake weapon." Another good one to look into would be "chemtrails depopulation plan," about the aerosol spraying of the skies by military aircraft. See this.

It makes sense that if the government knew the Earth was about to be devastated by a gigantic cataclysm, it might take steps to reduce the population significantly before that time. See this And there's lots of evidence here that the disaster in the Gulf of Mexico was intentionally engineered as part of a depopulation agenda.Certainly the most recent posts are more urgent, but the story of what happened to me should be of concern to you also because the objective of mind control is to turn you, your children and everyone else you care about in the whole, wide world into a slave in the impending global fascist दिक्टातोर्शिप। See thisPerhaps the best way to read this blog would be to start with the most recent posts and then go into the archives and start reading my first few posts, which started in October 2005।

A good place to start there would be with the first post, titled "how it all started."Most of the original posts deal with the situation I've encountered since 2004. Another good post to read right away would be "the hidden evil," which describes the gang-stalking phenomenon.Most of the information about my life prior to 2004 is covered in the mind-control series, "bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed," all written in February 2008. More installments will be added as time permits -- that is, if I'm able to post them before being hauled off to a concentration camp, mental institution or जेल.

Since all our institutions are corrupt, it would be easy to frame me for some ridiculous offense, even though it would have no basis in रिअलिटी

I'm not sure what lies they've been spreading about me in the community, but I'm not a child molester, pornographer, terrorist, drug dealer or anything like that. I was targeted for extermination because I'm an honest person who was doing my job as a journalist to expose corruption in the FBI, CIA, military and other government agencies. Also, I pose a security risk to the CIA because of my background in Project Monarch.I think the event that may have brought on the gang stalking was something I posted on the Internet on the day of the 9-11 attacks to the effect that there was no way they could have been accomplished without the complicity of traitors in the CIA and the military. I thought that should have been obvious to everyone, but apparently it wasn't. Now the evidence seems to indicate the Twin Towers were brought down with nuclear weapons and there were no airplanes involved. All the TV footage of airplanes crashing into the buildings was faked. You can read about that here. One of the most important points I'm trying to get across in this blog, for those of you who aren't already doing so, is never to trust the FBI, the CIA, the military, NASA or any other government agency। The refusal of most people to question authority has ruined this country and it has ruined my life. And that passion for conformity is something that our children learn at a very early stage in life, thanks to our corrupt school systems. See
thisWhat we need is more citizens who have moral courage. See this

What happened to me could never have been accomplished without the complicity of naive people who place too much trust in authority figures। I learned this lesson in 1974 when I was 19 years old and saw the Zapruder film for the first time. Up until then, I always trusted the government. When I found out the CIA killed President Kennedy and the FBI covered up the truth, I stopped trusting government. If more people had the courage to take a stand against authority, we wouldn't be in the mess we're in today.Speaking of the mess we're in, the economy is not going to get better, and the main reason why is that it isn't supposed to get better. The Freemasons have been planning to dissolve the United States into a global fascist dictatorship for hundreds of years, and the events that are transpiring in the world today are the culmination of those plans. See this: www.overlordsofchaos.com/html/planned_takedown_of_financial_.htmlThat's another important point I want to get across। Don't trust the Freemasons. If you know anyone who is a Freemason, make sure they understand that at the highest levels, all Freemasons worship Satan and they've been working for hundreds of years to destroy this world so the Antichrist can rule. Most low-level Masons are not aware of the full truth. They think it's just a harmless fraternal organization, but it's not. The high-level Masons are behind most of the political assassinations that prevent honest people from gaining power. There's lots of information about The Brotherhood here:
www.theforbiddenknowledge.com/manipulation/index.htm
and here: www.savethemales.ca/000166.htmlThe deliberate crashing of the global economy is one of several major events planned for the next few years। Other possibilities are a deliberately engineered flu pandemic (possibly using a vaccine), more terrorist attacks carried out by the intelligence agencies and blamed on Al Qaeda or some other patsy, and nuclear war. Evidence suggesting that Al Qaeda never existed and is just a convenient patsy for the CIA is here:
http://www.infowars.com/articles/terror/al_qaeda_does_not_exist_bin_laden.htmA phony alien invasion designed to scare people into accepting the one-world government is another possibility। It's probably too late to do anything about any of this, but it doesn't hurt to be aware of what's being planned so you can take it with a grain of salt when it happens.
We could also see an increase in manmade earthquakes such as the one used by the U.S. military to cause the "earthquake" in Haiti:
www.sfbayview.com/2010/are-they-that-sick-did-u-s-weather-weapon-destroy-haiti/
www.legitgov.org/DoD_1997_set_off_earthquakes_280210.htmlLately they've been threatening to kill me in a car accident। Other possibilities would be a heart attack, which was the method they used to kill my mother in October 1991, or possibly some type of cancer, which they've tried to induce through poisoning of my food and drinks since 2005। They killed my brother in 2006 with that method. Or they might kill me and try to make it look like suicide. If that happens, don't believe it. I would never resort to that, and one of the main reasons why I wouldn't is because they want me to do that and have been trying to get me to do that for years. I don't want to give them the satisfaction.

Death by Grocery Store

2010-10-17T15:25:00.006-04:00

Something is going on the United States today that has grave implications for freedom and democracy in this country, and the only reason I even know about it is that it's happening to me. I'm not sure if this is happening to anyone else, but even if it's just happening to one person, it's still something that shouldn't be allowed to happen in an allegedly free country.

I am being poisoned to death by grocery stores and restaurants in the community where I live, and everywhere I travel across the U.S., I find it almost impossible to buy food and drinks that are not spiked with some unknown substance that apparently is designed to cause cancer or some other dreadful disease.

Just to give you an example, I stopped at Frank's Roman Pizza, 339 Sardis Road in Asheville, N.C., and ordered a draft beer yesterday, but before serving me, they had to change the tap. Apparently they weren't fully prepared for my arrival and had the untainted tap still in place. Sure enough, when I finally got my beer, it tasted awful and gave me a headache.

That's usually what happens when I order beer in a bar or buy it in a grocery store.It really doesn't seem to matter where I go, everyone participates in the conspiracy. I don't know about you, but I find it alarming that thousands of employees of grocery stores and restaurants are accessories to murder and seem to have no compunction whatsoever about it. That does not bode well for the furture of this country.

Since no one has ever explained to me why I've been singled out for this particular form of harassment, I can only guess. From what I've read on the Internet, other people who have been targeted for state-sponsored harassment have discovered that a slander campaign has been conducted against them in the community where they live. They're accused of being a child molester, terrorist, drug dealer or something of that nature. I can only assume that's what's happening to me as well.

In my case, there's not an ounce of truth to any of these allegations. I think I was targeted because I'm an honest person who was doing my job as a journalist and exposing corruption in the CIA, the FBI, the military and other government agencies.

Instead of being poisoned to death, my fellow citizens should hold me in the highest esteem and give me a parade down Main Street with marching bands, female baton twirlers dressed in skimpy outfits and lots and lots of confetti. I should be honored with medals at city council meetings and thanked profusely by ordinary Americans for helping to protect their rights. Mothers should ask me to kiss their babies. Instead, I get gang stalking and death by grocery store.

But the point I'm making is that even if I were guilty, or even suspected, of having committed a crime, I would still have the constitutional right to face my accuser. We already have a perfectly good system available in this country to deal with people who are suspected of having committed a crime. They're supposed to be formally charged and then put on trial. And if there's not enough evidence to charge them, they're supposed to be left the fuck alone.

The way things are now, if you do something that pisses off the criminals in government, such as exposing their illegal activities in the press, on the Internet or in conversations with other people, you're targeted for destruction. See this: www.examiner.com/human-rights-in-national/human-target

And the naive, "patriotic" idiots known as gang stalkers who do the government's dirty work for them are only expediting their own enslavement. Pretty soon, it won't be just political dissidents such as myself who are targeted for destruction. The morons who helped to destroy my life will soon find out that they will also be targeted in the impending global fascist dictatorship known as the New World Order.

the fugitive -- from a satanic cult

2010-10-15T18:34:00.000-04:00

Apparently, next to Jesus Christ, I am the most important person in the history of the world. How else can you explain the extraordinary and bizarre lengths the Freemasons have gone to in their attempts to discredit me, make fun of me or make my already pathetic life even more miserable than it was the year before?

In addition to planting all the significant people in my life in an effort to keep me under surveillance and subject to an endless array of soul-destroying strategies, they've used movies and television programs to document their efforts to destroy me.

One of the prime examples is the popular 1960s television series "The Fugitive," about a doctor who was wrongly accused of killing his wife. Who can ever forget William Conrad's narration of the opening scenes, with his deep voice intoning, "Reprieved by fate when a train wreck freed him from the death house." A popular movie by the same name, loosely based on the TV series and starring Harrison Ford, was released in the 1990s.

The protagonist's name was Richard Kimble, but each week, he had a new name and a new identity as he fled from police and searched for the elusive one-armed man he saw leaving the scene of the crime on the night of his wife's murder.

I remember watching "The Fugitive" when I was a kid growing up in the 1960s in Niles, Michigan. It aired from 1963 to 1967, and Dr. Kimble's quest to to find the one-armed man was a source of never-ending fascination for me.

At any rate, one of my uncles also professed to be a fan of the show, and we would talk about it sometimes when we got together during the 1980s, 1990s and the 2000s. Now I realize why he wanted me to remember the show.

At the beginning of 2000, I met a woman named Monica Kimball through an old friend of mine who I used to work with at Veterans Cab Co. in Ann Arbor while I was attending the University of Michigan. Even though we hadn't been in contact with each other for decades, we started e-mailing each other around that time, and when he found out I was single and looking for a girlfriend, he introduced me to one of his former girlfriends, the infamous Monica Kimball.

Monica and I hit it off right away, and after a few weeks of chatting on the Internet and talking on the phone, we made plans to get together. She was living in Oregon at the time, and I bought a plane ticket for her. She was supposed to fly to Chicago and spend a weekend with me, but she canceled at the last minute, saying that she and Dean, my "friend" from Ann Arbor, were getting back together.

Needless to say, after seven years of striking out on the girlfriend front, that was a devastating setback for me. In other words, everything went as planned.

The connection between Monica Kimball and Richard Kimble didn't hit me until years later when I rented some old episodes of "The Fugitive" from Netflix. One of the first episodes from 1963, when the program debuted, was titled "Fear in a Desert City."

Kimble checks into a hotel in Tucson, Arizona, and goes up to his room to start looking for a job. He has been assigned Room 26, which was the date of my ill-fated wedding. Actually, it was June 26, 1976, or 6-26-76, which corresponds to 666 -- symbol of the Devil. In other words, I believe it was no accident that I was married on that day, because my wedding was meant to be a satanic ritual.

Since I had chosen to break away from the cult as a young boy, a campaign was undertaken at that point to sabotage my life in countless ways. It was decided that all my "friends" would be cult members, and that I would marry into the cult without even realizing it.

So getting married on that day not only made the 666 connection, it also connected to Room 26 in this particular episode of "The Fugitive." My story is similar to Dr. Kimble's in that I am also a fugitive -- from a satanic cult.

Kimble ends up getting a job as a bartender at "The Branding Iron," where the lovely Vera Miles is working as a piano player. Her name is Monica Wells. Brian Keith plays her estranged husband, who has tracked her down at the bar and wants her to move back to Phoenix with him. His name is Ed Wells. As he's leaving the bar, Ed waves at Monica and flashes her the satanic hand symbol, also known as the devil's horns and various other names -- you know, with the little finger and the forefinger pointing up, and the two fingers in between curled under.

Kimble hits it off with Monica, and they spend some time together at an amusement park with her son. While there, they encounter a group of clowns, which is a familiar theme in the movies and TV programs that relate to my life. There was also a clown scene in the 1981 movie "Body Heat," which I've described in another post on this blog. I'm not sure why -- maybe because I was being "clowned" by the people in charge of destroying my life. Or perhaps since clowns are often associated with the macabre or sinister aspects of life, and they were planning to make my life a macabre nightmare.

At any rate, Kimble tries to intervene to keep Ed away from Monica, and at one point he says to Ed, "Don't you ever think about what you're doing to your boy?" That's something that could easily have been asked of my father after he sold me to CIA for use in Project Monarch. See this: www.whale.to/b/patton.html

Something else Kimble says to Ed Wells is, "You should see a psychiatrist," because he can't let go of Monica. One time my dad said the exact same thing to me when we were arguing about politics. I think it was because he thought I was too obsessed with "conspiracy theories." But I think he knew they weren't just "theories," they were facts. And since he was directly involved in some of those conspiracies, such as mind control, he had to put on a front and pretend to believe they didn't exist.

Later, Kimble gets picked up by the cops and taken for a ride in a squad car. They tell him they've had a complaint against him, and they start grilling him about his personal life. At one point, one of the cops says to him, "I wouldn't want you to think I was sadistic." You mean, like my father and all the other Freemasons in charge of destroying my life?

Referring to Ed Wells, one of the cops tells Kimble, "He belongs to all the right social organizations," meaning he has powerful connections, and that's why Kimble is being harassed by the police. They want him to leave town because that's what Ed Wells wants, and he has friends in high places. You mean like the Freemasons?

I've watched dozens of episodes of "The Fugitive" in recent years, and virtually all of them have some connection to my life. I think that's why my uncle kept bringing up the topic. He wanted me to make the connections.

To summarize, here are the name connections from that single episode of "The Fugitive":

Richard Kimble -- The Fugitive, played by David Janssen.
Monica Wells -- Played by Vera Miles.
Monica Kimball -- Played the familiar part of the femme fatale in my life.

Wells Electronics -- South Bend, Indiana, company where my dad worked at the time "The Fugitive" was launched in 1963.
Jason Kemble -- Played shortstop on the Little League baseball team I coached in South Bend, Indiana, in 1994.
Justin Kemble -- Jason's brother, played outfield on the same team.
Isaac Janson -- Pitched and played infield for that same team. His name corresponds to David Janssen.

Do you really think it's just a coincidence that there are so many connections between my life and the TV series "The Fugitive?" Or is it possible that these connections were deliberately made throughout the course of my life so that I would see the connections myself one day and realize that I had been "clowned" by a cabal of sadistic, devil-worshipping Freemasons?

Since my dad worked at Wells Electronics in 1963 when "The Fugitive" was launched, and since Ed Wells flashed the satanic hand signal in "Fear in a Desert City," I think I was supposed to associate my dad with Ed Wells, and thus with Freemasonry and satanism. I think I was supposed to figure out that like Richard Kimble, I am also a fugitive -- from the satanic cult that orchestrated the gradual destruction of my life.

notre dame-usc: great comeback or hoax?

2010-08-08T19:11:00.000-04:00

On Nov. 30, 1974, Notre Dame lost to Southern Cal 55-24 in what was thought to be one of the most incredible comebacks in college football history. The Irish jumped out to a 24-0 lead before USC ran off 55 unanswered points.

But was it really an amazing comeback, or was Notre Dame required to throw the game? Thanks to ESPN Classic, I can now provide the answer, and the answer is that it was all a hoax.

You see, something truly amazing was going on at the same time of the Notre Dame-Southern Cal game, and that was the burgeoning (and ill-fated) romance between yours truly and the girl I was destined to marry and who was destined to divorce me as part of the preconceived plan to destroy my life.

We were both sophomores in college, home for Thanksgiving weekend, and one of my "friends" suggested that we go out on a double date. Our dates were two girls who had graduated from Niles High School with us in June 1973, and we went to see a double feature at the U.S. 31 Drive-In. The movies that were showing were "Gimme Shelter," the story of the satanic rock and roll band, the Rolling Stones, and their ill-fated Altamont concert, at which a fan was stabbed to death while Mick Jagger sang "Sympathy for the Devil," and "Jimi Plays Berkeley," a documentary about a Jimi Hendrix concert in Berkeley, Calif.

At any rate, my future bride was the daughter of the president of the local Notre Dame fan club. Notre Dame football had always been a big part of her family's life, and by the time we arrived to pick her up, there was already a somber atmosphere in the home. As I recall, USC had already taken the lead and was pouring it on. Her dad was in no mood to socialize.

I wasn't much of a Notre Dame fan at the time, and I didn't think much about it. I was more interested in the daughter. I started to fall in love with her that night, and we were married a year and a half later. That's another story, addressed elsewhere on this blog.

Also addressed elsewhere is the fact that I was born into a satanic cult, somehow escaped, and was then targeted for destruction by the cult. My "romance" with the young lady in question was a key element in the grand scheme of things. So that first date was all part of the set-up.

What I'm alleging is that Notre Dame was required to throw that game as part of the satanic ritual that was to become my life.

For example, after Notre Dame jumped ahead 24-0 in the second quarter, USC scored just before the end of the first half and deliberately missed the extra point. Actually, it was blocked, but the kicker deliberately hooked a low line drive into the Notre Dame defense to make it appear accidental.

I know this because I recorded the game when it was shown on ESPN Classic recently. If I hadn't had a chance to watch the game again, I probably never would have figured it all out.

By missing the extra point, that left the halftime score 24-6, and since 6 is a satanic number, the message was that this game is going to be turned upside down as part of a satanic ritual. The score of 24-7 just wouldn't do.

To start the second half, Notre Dame kicked off to Anthony Davis, who was widely known to be the most dangerous runner on the USC team, if not the nation. He had scored six touchdowns against the Irish in their last visit to Los Angeles in 1972, and Notre Dame had avoided kicking to him in the first half. Why would they deliberately kick to him to start the second half unless they intended to throw the game?

Davis took the second-half kickoff and ran it back 102 yards for a touchdown to cut the Notre Dame lead to 24-12. The Irish kickoff coverage was uncharacteristically terrible, as Davis sailed along virtually untouched.

After a lousy punt, USC took over on the ND 38-yard line, and Pat Haden completed a long pass to John McKay. Then Davis scored again, and the extra point made it 24-19.

On the ensuing possession, Tom Clements completed a pass to Pete Demmerle on third down and eight for an apparent first down, but Demmerle uncharacteristically coughed up the ball despite not being hit very hard at all. Now USC had a first down at the ND 36.

Three plays later, Davis ran it in for another touchdown, and also ran in the two-point conversion to give USC a 27-24 lead. All this against a defense that had effectively contained USC in the first half with no trouble whatsoever. Are we to believe that Notre Dame's vaunted defense just collapsed in the second half?

On the next series, Jim Lampley was reporting from the sideline, and USC offensive tackle Otis Page was mugging for the camera in the background. This was significant because Otis had been a high school classmate of mine in 1970, 1971 and 1972 at Saratoga High School in Saratoga, Calif. He was one year behind me in school, so he would have been a freshman at USC that year. I noticed that he got into the game in the fourth quarter after USC had taken a commanding lead.

I believe Page's national TV appearance was deliberately engineered by ABC to further emphasize that this game was being orchestrated specifically for me.

Notre Dame was then forced to punt and gave up a 54-yard return, again with uncharacteristically poor coverage. Haden then connected with McKay on another touchdown pass, as Notre Dame's secondary again fell apart and left him all alone. The extra point made it 34-24.

After Clements threw an interception, Haden completed another bomb to McKay against blown coverage to put USC ahead 41-24 just before the end of the third quarter. Notre Dame had given up a school-record 35 points in the third quarter.

Erick Penick fumbled to start the fourth quarter, and Haden immediately exploited Notre Dame's suddenly pathetic secondary for a 16-yard touchdown pass to Shelton Diggs and a 48-24 lead.

Clements' third interception of the day was returned for a touchdown, and the extra point made it 55-24. The number 55 was significant because both my future bride and I were born in 1955. I believe the number was intended to further stamp this particular game as part of the satanic ritual that was to destroy my life.

Late in the game, Dennis Thurman fumbled a punt return for USC, which helped ensure that the Trojans wouldn't score again and erase the magic number 55.

About two weeks later, Ara Parseghian resigned as the Notre Dame coach. You figure it out.

all my favorite teams take a dive

2010-08-01T17:13:00.000-04:00

As I've pointed out countless times on this blog, the people who are in charge of destroying my life will do just about anything to make my life more miserable than it already is. Fixing of athletic contests involving my favorite teams is just another example of this.

The primary victims of this in the past few years have been the Chicago Cubs, the Chicago Bears, and the University of Michigan football, basketball and baseball teams. Notre Dame football and basketball have also been adversely affected, and even professional golfers.

Most of the games the Michigan football team has lost since 2006 were deliberately sabotaged as part of the massive campaign to destroy my life. They've been trying to get me to kill myself for years, and apparently they're hoping something like that will push me over the edge.

I'll admit, it does disappoint me, and I feel bad for the players and coaches who are co-opted into the conspiracy, but in the final analysis, it's not that important to me. I have other things I'm far more concerned about, and all their silly games are just a blip on the radar screen of my life. I have nothing to do with the outcomes of these games.

When I realized the games were being fixed, I stopped watching. For a while, that seemed to help a bit, but sometimes when I don't watch the games, my team deliberately throws the game anyway, especially if I'm on the Internet during the game or doing something else they disapprove of, such as playing golf. Or maybe I was on the Internet before the game.

The first one I noticed was the Fiesta Bowl on Jan. 2, 2006, when Notre Dame lost to Ohio State 34-20. I remember I had a bet on Notre Dame, which I believe was either a slight underdog or a slight favorite. It was Charlie Weis's first year at the helm, and the Irish had a pretty successful season. They just missed knocking off archrival USC in October 2005.

The Fiesta Bowl was marred by several uncharacteristic defensive lapses, as the Irish gave up some big plays because of missed tackles and missed assignments in the secondary. Later that year, when I moved into my apartment in South Bend, there was a guy on the first floor who had the newspaper account of the game plastered across his front door, which was adjacent to the mailbox. I had to see that every time I went down to the mailbox, and this was more than two months after the game had been played.

I believe that was a psychological operation designed to remind me of an event that had been disappointing to me. By then I had figured out the game was fixed, so it was also a reminder that they had the power to sabotage my favorite teams.

Another obvious hoax was the Ohio State-Michigan game in 2006, the day after Bo Schembechler supposedly died of a heart attack. I have my doubts about whether "natural causes" resulted in that heart attack, because the timing of his death on the day before the big game was suspicious, and the CIA has had the capability to cause a heart attack remotely for many years. I believe that was the method they used to kill my mother in 1991, and there's an excellent chance it will soon be the method used to kill me.
After I posted this, I received some threatening e-mail messages.

At any rate, Michigan was moving the ball at will against Ohi State, but the defense gave it all back at every opportunity. As I recall, the giveaway was all the blown assignments in the secondary and missed tackles. Michigan never used to give up 75-yard touchdowns, and it happens all the time now.

On offense, deliberately thrown interceptions, dropped passes and fumbles are easily concealed as an "off day" or whatever. But it's all a hoax. And totally out of character for Michigan teams through the years.

Perhaps the most blatant example was the season opener against Appalachian State in 2007. I'm telling you right now, if they had wanted to, Michigan could have won that game if Chad Henne had had one hand tied behind his back. But they were under strict orders to lose.

The Michigan basketball and baseball teams also have deliberately thrown games in recent years. All it takes is one or two key players to screw everything up. Notre Dame is forced to do the same thing, even though I'm not really a Notre Dame fan. I take an interest in their football and basketball teams because I grew up in South Bend and Niles, but it doesn't cause me any great anguish to see them lose. I think Charlie Weis would have been successful there, but he had to throw games, too.

Michigan's basketball team had virtually everyone back last season from a team that made the NCAA Tournament, but they were plagued by blatant mistakes such as intentionally missed shots, defensive lapses, turnovers and various other intentional gaffes.

And although Notre Dame had a fairly successful basketball season, the Irish took a dive in the first round of the NCAA Tournament, losing to unheralded Old Dominion when star play Luke Harangody deliberately had probably the worst game of his career.

Just last week, the Chicago Cubs set a record for futility in a 17-2 loss to the Colorado Rockies when they gave up 12 runs after two were out in the eighth inning, giving up an astounding major-league record 11 straight hits in the process. And this wasn't exactly Murderers Row they were facing, it was a mediocre Colorado team.

What I'm alleging is that it wasn't just a fluke. If a hitter knows what type of pitch is coming and its approximate location, it's a lot easier to get a hit. There could have been a signal of some sort communicated to the Colorado hitters.

Another tainted moment in Chicago Cubs history was the Wrigley Field opener of the playoff series against Arizona in October 2007. The Cubs were down 2-0 in the series, even though I hadn't watched the games, so I decided what the hell, I was going to watch some of this one. I was in my car headed to a bar to watch some of the game and had the game tuned in on the radio. Sure enough, the very first pitch of the game was tagged for a home run by the Diamondbacks, who went on to sweep the series.

Sometimes the screw-ups are numerical, built around the number 33, which is a sacred number to Freemasons. There are 33 degrees in Scottish Rite Freemasonry, and they like to use the number to communicate their influence on events.

For example, on Oct. 25, 2008, my ex-wife's birthday, Notre Dame defeated Washington 33-7 in a game I purposely did not watch. I believe the signature 33 was to show Freemasonry's connection to my ex-wife's family. The following week, Notre Dame lost to Pittsburgh, 36-33, because I was listening to the game on the radio on my way home.

The next year, they defeated Michigan State 33-30 and lost to Connecticut 33-30. The Connecticut game went into overtime, and there were some machinations necessary to achieve the final score of 33. I believe it was a deliberately engineered score because I was watching the game.

The Cubs have had several games this year in which they gave up three runs in successive innings, usually the second and third. When you read the linescore for the first three innings, it looks like this: 033. I believe those scores were deliberately engineered to send me a message.

And what would that message be? I don't know for sure, but a few ideas come to mind: stop reading about the Gulf of Mexico oil spill, stop reading about Planet X, stop reading about chemtrails, stop posting to your blog and kill yourself or we'll ruin the Cubs' season.

A couple weeks ago, I tried an experiment to see if I could improve the Cubs' fortunes. They had a big series against the first-place Cardinals at Wrigley Field, and I stayed off the Internet Friday and Saturday. The Cubs won both games. On Sunday, I "relapsed," and the Cubs lost the third game of the series in extra innings. It's ridiculous, because the Cubs have more talent than anyone in their division, and they would be leading the division by 10 games if they'd been allowed to play to win.

I know this is hard to believe, but what I'm alleging is that certain players are required to deliberately screw up to influence the outcome of a game, and their lives depend on keeping quiet about it.

Before you dismiss my allegations as the ravings of a lunatic, check this out. Brian Tuohy was written a book about the fixing of professional sporting events called "The Fix Is In." His web site is here: http://www.thefixisin.net/

College sports is just as big a business as professional sports, so it's clearly within the realm of possibility that some college games are fixed for whatever reason. One blatant example that comes to mind is the defeat of the Kentucky men's basketball team in the NCAA Tournament this year. We're talking about a team whose entire starting five were drafted by the NBA, some in the first round (or was it all five, I can't remember).

The motive for having Kentucky take a dive? Coach John Calipari was already tainted by NCAA violations at his previous school, Memphis. And with all the Kentucky players leaving early to join the NBA, the NCAA might have felt it would cast college basketball in a bad light to have Kentucky go all the way. Why not engineer a Cinderella story like the Butler Bulldogs instead?

I could write an entire book about my observations from the last few years, including Chicago Bears quarterback Rex Grossman fumbling the snap in the Super Bowl and throwing interceptions to help Indianapolis win, but I think you get the idea.

If sporting events can be engineered by the NFL and the NCAA, they can certainly be influenced by the men who run those organizations and every other corporation in the world -- the Illuminati.

P.S. After I posted this on Aug. 1, the Cubs got clobbered by Milwaukee in their next game the following night, 18-1, and they gave up five runs in both the fourth and fifth innings. Here was Milwaukee's line score for the first six innings: 000 551.

Since I was born in 1955, I interpreted this to mean that this disaster was choreographed specifically for me in response to my blog post, especially since the Brewers also had 26 hits. I was married on 6-26-76 in a satanic ritual (666), and they often use the number 26 in their psychological warfare campaign aginst me, discussed elsewhere on this blog. (See "the fugitive -- from a satanic cult")

obama is not a liberal, he's a fascist

2010-01-28T14:36:00.000-05:00

President Obama seems to be getting a lot of criticism from right-wingers for being a liberal, but the truth is, he's not a liberal, he's a fascist.

Personally, I'm glad the government regulates how much toxic waste corporations are allowed to dump into our oceans, rivers, lakes, streams and air. And I'm more than happy to pay my fair share of taxes for roads, bridges, sewers and all the other infrastructure we need in this world. I think Social Security and Medicare are good programs. And I wouldn't mind paying a monthly tax for a single-payer, government-run health care system like they have in Europe and Canada. So I'm proud to be called a liberal.

What I object to is having to pay for illegal, immoral wars and unnecessary military bases all over the world. The U.S. military now spends more each year than the combined budgets of all 50 states. And that's just the publicly announced budget. It doesn't include black operations, which probably amount to even more than the annual budget, which is now approaching $1 trillion.

I also approve of government agencies that (theoretically) protect consumers, such as the EPA, the SEC, the FDA and so on. The problem is, these agencies are so corrupt that they enable the very abuses they are designed to prevent. The Reagan Revolution took a major step toward our path to financial ruin when it deregulated the banking industry, which led to the wholesale pillaging of the savings and loans. Now we have credit-default swaps, derivatives and other financial disasters enabled by the repeal of the laws that prevented commercial banks from engaging in shady investment practices.

So, it seems to me that the real question is not whether to have lots of government or no government, it' s whether the government is going to be used to protect Americans or to exploit them. If we had honest, ethical people in charge of our government, it would probably work just fine. The problem is, everyone in government has a gun pointed at their head by the Illuminati. They are the reason for most of the problems in our society. All the chaos, injustice and senseless killing does not happen by accident, it happens by design.
See www.texemarrs.com/022010/rothschilds_plan.htm

There has long been an effort by the right wing in this country to make people believe "liberal" is a dirty word. One example of this during the 2008 campaign was when Republican candidates Mitt Romney and John McCain both tried to label each other as too "liberal."

Even more ridiculous is Jonah Goldberg's latest book, "Liberal Fascism," in which he argues that liberals are fascists. Apparently that idea resonates with some people, because his book was on the best-seller list. What a sad commentary on the intellectual state of affairs in this country.

All you have to do is look up the words in the dictionary to realize the two concepts are mutually exclusive. According to the definitions I found on dictionary.com, liberal means "favorable to progress or reform; favorable to or in accord with concepts of maximum individual freedom; free from prejudice or bigotry; tolerant; open-minded; and not bound by conventional ideas."

Why anyone would not want to be associated with those qualities is beyond me.

On the other hand, fascism is defined as "a system of government marked by centralization of authority under a dictator, stringent socioeconomic controls, suppression of the opposition through terror and censorship, and typically a policy of belligerent nationalism and racism."

Why would someone who advocated maximum individual freedom support a system that suppresses individual freedom -- especially the right to dissent? People who support fascism of the kind practiced by Hitler and Mussolini may be many things, but they are not liberals. There hasn't been a truly liberal president in this country since President Kennedy was assassinated by the Freemasons and the CIA in 1963.

Goldberg's effort to link liberalism with fascism is another in a long line of right-wing attempts to brainwash the American people into thinking there's something wrong with being a liberal. People need to wake up and realize we have the right to criticize our government without being subjected to illegal surveillance, slander and other forms of harassment for exercising that right. I have been a victim of the covert war on dissent since 2004, and I have posted some information about my ordeal on this blog.

Unfortunately, the FBI and CIA both have a long and disgraceful history of spying on and harassing Americans for no reason other than the fact that they oppose rampant militarism, unjust economic policies and other betrayals of the values expressed in the Constitution.

These abuses first came to light in the 1970s when The New York Times exposed Operation CHAOS, the CIA's illegal campaign to infiltrate and discredit the anti-war movement. The FBI's ongoing counterintelligence program, COINTELPRO, also saw the light of day for the first time during this period.

After Senate and House committees investigated abuses by the intelligence agencies in the 1970s, oversight committees were established, but these were and still are ineffectual in preventing those agencies and others from illegally cracking down on dissent by law-abiding Americans.

That aspect of our government certainly has more in common with fascism than it does with liberalism. Obama has pepetuated the fascist policies of his predecessor, George W. Bush.

According to the late, great political researcher Steve Kangas, in the wake of the scandals of the mid-1970s, the CIA, which has always been an instrument of the elite, started to organize a system to help the wealthy consolidate their power and turn the country sharply to the right.

In an essay titled "Origins of the Overclass," posted on the Internet at www.huppi.com/kangaroo/tenets.htm, Kangas explains how the CIA and its allies in corporate America put together an organization of advocacy groups, lobbyists, think tanks, conservative foundations and PR firms that "hurtled the richest 1 percent into the stratosphere. "

That was reflected in data released by the Internal Revenue Service that showed the wealthiest 1 percent of Americans earned 21.2 percent of all income in 2005, compared to 11 percent of all income in 1986. And it's gotten a lot worse since then.

One of the movement' s most effective strategies was to saturate the airwaves with conservative talk-show hosts. This phenomenon, which gained momentum in the early 1990s and is even more pronounced today, debunks once and for all the myth of the so-called liberal media.

"Using propaganda techniques it had perfected at the Voice of America and Radio Free Europe, the CIA and its allies turned American AM radio into a haven for conservative talk show hosts," Kangas wrote. "Yes -- Rush Limbaugh uses the same propaganda techniques that Muscovites once heard from Voice of America."

The merger of military and corporate interests is another consequence of this country's sharp turn to the right.

One of the worst examples of this problem is the conflict of interest involving the companies that own the electronic voting systems used throughout the United States.

In "9/11 and the American Empire," edited by David Ray Griffin and Peter Dale Scott, it was revealed that Election Systems & Software (ES&S), Diebold and Sequoia all had strong ties to the Bush administration. And the largest investors in those companies are government defense contractors Northrop Grumman, Lockheed Martin, Electronic Data Systems (EDS) and Accenture.

Since those companies have a vested interest in election outcomes, this conflict of interest threatens the integrity of our electoral process. Electronic-voting fraud enabled George W. Bush to be illegally "elected" in 2000 and 2004.

Goldberg claims fascism will come to America in the guise of something "progressive. " But the truth is, it has already gained a foothold here under the guise of "neoconservatism."

In fact, fascism has been making inroads in America since the 1930s, when DuPont, General Motors, Standard Oil (now Exxon), Ford, ITT, National City Bank and General Electric all helped to build Hitler's war machine.

After the war, the United States recruited hundreds of Nazi war criminals, intelligence officers and scientists into the CIA, universities and various other institutions. Christopher Simpson, author of "Blowback," pointed out that this had a disastrous effect on both the foreign and domestic policies of this country.

Vice President Henry Wallace warned about the dangers of American fascism in an article published by The New York Times on April 9, 1944. His remarks apply as well to Clinton, Bush and Obama as they did to the Americans he was talking about in 1944:

"They claim to be super-patriots, but they would destroy every liberty guaranteed by the Constitution. They demand free enterprise, but are the spokesmen for monopoly and vested interest. Their final objective toward which all their deceit is directed is to capture political power so that, using the power of the state and the power of the market simultaneously, they may keep the common man in eternal subjection."

Ultimately, the real enemy is not liberals or the conservatives, it's the secretive cabal of criminally insane mass murderers known as the Illuminati. This world is rotten to the core because they want it that way. And The Ultimate Truth about who controls the Illuminati is here: http://www.anonymous-physicist.blogspot.com/

the cure for all diseases

2010-01-15T14:00:00.000-05:00

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the move to north carolina

2009-12-01T16:02:00.000-05:00

It's been a while since I've posted anything about my situation because not much has changed, even though I moved from Indiana to North Carolina in May 2009. However, there have been a few developments that are worth discussing.

The situation at Irish Hills Apartments in South Bend, Ind., became intolerable for everyone involved, so my lease was not renewed after three years. I lived there from March 2006 to May 2009. All my neighbors were perps, so there was a constant barrage of door-slamming, trunk-slamming and other harassment strategies. Sometimes I would slam my front door in response, which apparently offended some of the perps involved, and I got in trouble with the apartment management for that. I had pretty much decided to move out at the end of May anyway, so I was more than happy to comply with management's request.

Last December, I drove through Western North Carolina on my way back home from a trip to Florida, and I really liked what I saw, so I decided to move there. I found a house up in the hills in a small community called Arden, just outside Asheville. It has several advantages over the situation I faced in South Bend.

For one thing, since I no longer live in an apartment complex, people can't slam their doors within a few feet of my home. Sometimes my next-door neighbors slam their car doors, but they're probably 50 yards or more from my front door, so it's not nearly as bad. Also, I have a nice view of the mountains from my back yard, and the winter is a lot milder down here. It snows only about 15 inches a year compared to 75 inches in South Bend, and it never gets down below zero, whereas that happens a lot in South Bend.

On the other hand, I live just a few miles from the airport now, and we get a lot of airplanes flying nearby. Often it will be timed to coincide with my daily walk to the mailbox at the end of my driveway. They'll try just about anything to intimidate me, but I just let it roll off my back like everything else.

Even though I don't have anyone living in extremely close proximity like before, the walls still make a lot of strange noises. I believe this is done with some type of acoustical weapon, but I'm not sure how it works. It could be fired by my neighbors, but I'm not sure. Usually when the walls start talking to me, it's timed to coincide with something I'm reading on the Internet or with a line in a movie I'm watching on TV.

Since they're contstantly trying to get me to kill myself, usually it involves a refernce to suicide or something to that effect. For example, a character in a movie might say something like, "I feel so lonely today," or something like that, and at the insant the sentence is completed, I'll hear the wall make a noise or someone will start a car or a lawn mower nearby within hearing range.

Being under surveillance 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 52 weeks a year is really a drag, but the biggest problem I face is still finding food and drinks that are not contaminated. Almost everything I buy at the grocery store or in restaurants is spiked with some toxic chemical or another. Not only does the food taste bad, it often has some unpleasant side effects. I feel sharp pains in my abdomen sometimes, which could be the onset of cancer or some other dreadful disease.

The amazing thing to me is how many people are complicit in the poisoning of an innocent person. For example, I ordered a glass of water in a restaurant recently, and it tasted OK, so I drank about half of it. Then the waitress poured more water into the glass, even though I didn't request it, and I noticed it had a funny taste after that.

There must be hundreds and hundreds of employees at local grocery stores, drugstores and restaurants who are aware of what's going on, because the shelves have to be stocked with certain items when I'm headed to the store. And whoever controls the music in the store has to be ready to play certain songs when I walk in the door.

Often the songs will be really sad, depressing songs, played at an unusually high volume -- the type of music that's totally inappropriate for a public place. Or sometimes the song will contain a reference to some aspect of the mind-control project.

As I've explained in other posts on this blog, the intelligence agencies have had the capability to read people's minds at a distance for many, many years. Although I'm pretty sure I've had micochips implanted in my brain and in other places throughout my body, it might not be necessary to have an implant in order to have your mind read. I think the current satellite technology might be sufficient.

At any rate, one day when I was in Walgreens, they played "If You Could Read My Mind" by Gordon Lightfoot. Funny thing is, I always liked that song until all this happened to me. You know, the one that goes, "If you could read my mind, what a tale my thoughts would tell ... "

Now, it's possible that I just happened to be in there when that song was playing, but it's not very likely. One way I can tell is, the volume at which the music is playing is way louder than usual. Another giveaway is how often this happens. If it just happened once in a blue moon, that would be one thing, but when it happens all the time, it's pretty obvious something is up.

Another one of their favorite tricks is when I get in line to pay for my stuff, there will be two or three customers in front of me with extremely complicated and time-consuming transactions. This could involve an unusually large order, difficulties with payment, the need to send someone back to check on the price of an item or any number of bogus reasons.

What I'm saying is that the customers and the employees are in collusion with each other. It's something that is agreed on in advance and carried out at the appropriate time. Then, when I finally get to the front of the line, the employees always try to act so sincere when they apologize for the long wait.

This wouldn't be that big of a deal except that it happens so often. Usually I expect it to happen and just shrug it off, but occasionally I surprise myself and blurt out a comment that lets them know that I know it's all part of the game plan.

One time when that happened, I said to the clerk, "Don't worry, it happens all the time. Matter of fact I expect it. It's called state-sponsored harassment, and it's been happening to me for five years." They didn't like that.

I wonder if there are other people in the community who are subjected to the same treatment. It seems hard to believe they go to all that trouble just for me. But whether I'm the only one or there are many, many others, it all amounts to the same thing -- the arrival of fascism in the United States. One definition of fascism is the merger of the corporations with the state. And when retail establishments in the community are carrying out mind-control operations at the direction of the intelligence agencies, that's exactly what you have.

Doesn't anyone ever object to this sort of thing? Doesn't anyone ever say, "You want me to do what?" Apparently not, because it might cost them their job.

Another thing they don't like is when I play golf. Often, when I get to the course, it will be backed up with players on a weekday, even though I usually avoid playing courses that are busy. And the players in front of me will be especially slow, and they'll pretend to be looking for a lost ball or wahtever. Or when I take a backswing on a putt, I'll hear the crack of a drive from the adjacent tee. Little things designed to throw me off my game. Airplanes flying by overhead as I line up a putt, lawn mowers starting up, whatever.

Or shotguns going off. That was about the most extreme thing I've had to deal with in terms of noise. One day I must have heard 10 shotgun blasts from a nearby farm, each time as I was about to line up a putt or take a swing.

Rock bands get into the act, too. At the last live show I attended, the instant I walked in the door, the band started playing. Anything to let me know that I'm under surveillance and that everyone around me is participating.

avoid financial ruin by investing in gold, silver

2009-11-01T05:30:00.000-05:00

The greatest wealth transfer in the history of mankind is about to unfold. By taking action now, you can avoid becoming a casualty of the dollar's collapse and possibly get rich in the process.

Michael Maloney has spelled it out for you in his book, "Guide to Investing in Gold and Silver," and on his web site at http://www.goldsilver.com/

Basically what's happening now is that the Federal Reserve has been printing so much money out of thin air that the value of the dollar is being gradually eroded. Already the dollar's value in relation to other currences in the world has dropped significantly, and there has been talk of replacing the dollar as the world's reserve currency.

But that's just the beginning. When all those dollars finally come home to roost in the next year or two, we'll have hyperinflation in the United States, just as Germany did after World War I.
When that happened, a loaf of bread cost a million marks. It could get that bad or worse in this country. A loaf of bread might cost $1,000 or more as the value of the dollar plummets. If you have $100,000 in the bank, it might be worth less than $1,000 after hyperinflation starts.

One way to avoid financial ruin is to take your money out of the bank now and invest it in gold and silver. When hyperinflation starts, people will scramble to buy gold and silver, because they are real money. Throughout history, paper currences have always collapsed eventually, and when that happens, gold and silver increase in value dramatically.

If you invest now, you'll profit as the price of gold goes from $1,000 an ounce to $5,000, $10,000 or much, much higher.

But first, do some research. A good place to start would be http://www.goldsilver.com/ .

After doing your research, if you decide to invest in gold and silver, consider www.goldmoney.com. You can store your gold and silver in a vault in the United Kingdom or Switzerland, and whenever you need some cash, you can sell some of it back at the going rate.

Silver was $14 an ounce when I first bought some last year, and already, as I write this on Nov. 6, 2010, it's increased to almost $27 an ounce -- an increase of nearly 100 percent in a little more than a year.

Mike Beal, 1957-2006

2009-10-15T18:23:00.001-04:00

Perhaps nothing better sums up the tragic life of my little brother, Mike Beal, than the fact that he died about one month before his two favorite teams, the Chicago Bears and the Indianapolis Colts, played in the Super Bowl in February 2007. That would have been an important event in his wretched life.

He loved the Bears because we grew up in Niles, Michigan, during the 1960s, when Gale Sayers and Dick Butkus played for the Bears, and all the Bears' games were on local television every Sunday. Our dad used to make us work in the yard on Sunday mornings, so there was even more reason to like the Bears, because we would always knock off in time to watch the Bears on TV.

After he moved to Indianapolis in the early 1980s, Mike adopted the Colts as a second favorite team, mainly because he could no longer get the Bears' games on TV with any degree of regularity. Instead, he was consigned to an inferior product -- indoor football on artificial turf under the Hoosier Dome.

In so many ways, Mike was absolutely my best friend in the whole world until I got "targeted," and then, like everyone else, he became my worst enemy. After I was forced out of my career by the illegal covert operation in August 2004, Mike invited me to live with him at his house in Indianapolis. Unfortunately, it was so he could subject me to a thousand different petty humiliations, not out of brotherly affection or any sense of duty.

Acting on his orders from the satanic cult we were born into -- the one that rules the world -- Mike tried to get me to commit suicide, but it didn't work, and he died in vain. He was posioned to death.

His so-called "girlfriend" introduced him to Corona beer around 2004, and since he was an alcoholic, he drank himself to death in the last few years of his life. I don't know if he didn't realize he was drinking poison or if he just didn't care anymore. How would you feel if you were forced to drive your brother to suicide because you were a member of a multi-generational satanic cult, and your brother wasn't?

Mike was about two years younger than me, and like many brothers, we fought like cats and dogs when we were young, but when we moved to California in August 1970, we became the best of friends. We remained that way until 2004, when I was first "targeted" by the illegal covert operation that destroyed my life.

I'm not sure why Mike agreed to participate in the conspiracy to destroy my life, but I have a feeling he was blackmailed into it. Perhaps he was threatened that there would be dire consequences for his children if he didn't cooperate. At any rate, he made it clear to me in thousand different ways toward the end of his life whose side he was on.

Both my dad and Mike were alcoholics, and I think the reason why was that they couldn't live with the fact that they had betrayed me and sold me out to the CIA. I believe Mike was my "handler," which means his job was to pretend to be my friend while constantly informing on me and betraying me.

I think it's entirely possible that he knew he was being poisoned to death toward the end of his life, but that he willingly continued to drink himself to death to escape the horrible reality of the world in which he was forced to "live."

At one point during the time we lived together at his house in Indy, probably in 2005, I expressed to Mike that I believed in reincarnation. He told me that he hoped it wasn't true.

Could there be any more damning indictment of the world in which he was forced to "live?"

the satanic cult that rules the world

2008-02-28T19:41:00.000-05:00

If you've read the mind-control series on this web site, you might have already deduced this yourself, but just in case, I want to spell it out clearly. Basically, what I'm alleging is that I was born into a satanic cult and somehow escaped, apparently by refusing to engage in the activities they wanted me to engage in.

I think this probably happened sometime between 1958, when I was 3 years old, and 1964, when I turned 9. Whenever it was, I'm alleging that a campaign was undertaken at that point to gradually destroy my life. It was decided that I would marry a member of the cult, and that all my "friends" would be members of the cult, so that I would have no real support system to rely on when the time came to pull the rug out from under me in 2004.

One time the controllers told me, "You were used for a purpose." I think they communicated that message to me by zapping me with electric current at the time that line was uttered in a movie I was watching on TV. Or it could have been the refigerator kicking on or off in an exceptionally noisy manner, timed to coincide with that message. Or perhaps someone across the hall slammed a door at that instant, I don't remember. Anyway, I got the message.

And what was the purpose I served? Several possibilities come to mind. One was to use me in a lifelong mind-control project, designed, among other things, to test an individual's reactions to various instances of emotional trauma. Another way I was useful was by marrying into the cult and helping to raise two children for the cult.

There was a line in "The Franklin Cover-Up" that struck me as relevant to my own life. One of the satanic cult members says to someone who is trying to break away from the cult, something to the effect of, "If you try that, you'll end up married to one of us, and you won't even know it."

That is exactly what happened to me.

What I'm alleging, and what I'm trying to show on this web site, is that my life was essentially a cruel hoax. People who I thought were my friends weren't really my friends. The woman I loved and who I thought loved me did not love me. My children did not love me, at least after they were old enough to know the score. My brother and sisters did not love me. My mother and father did not love me. Well, my father, anyway. I'm still not sure about my mother. She died mysteriously in 1991 before I learned about all this.

I'm not saying they weren't nice to me. Sometimes they were. Usually, they acted as though they loved me. But when it came time to pull the rug out from under me, it became apparent that none of them would support me. I realized, as my roommate Kevin McCready used to say, "My man got played."

What else besides membership in a satanic cult could explain the fanatical devotion to the cause exhibited by my ex-wife? Who else would voluntarily marry someone she didn't love, just so she could inform on him his whole life and undermine his life in a thousand different subtle ways? Who would give up their chance at happiness, just so they could wreck someone else's?

Again, it wasn't obvious. That's how they were able to keep it secret for so long. Many of the people in my life, including my ex-wife, have a lot of wonderful qualities. But what they did to me was not wonderful.

It's pretty clear from the evidence presented on this web site that I was targeted by a mind-control operation at a very young age, at least by 1964, when I turned 9 years old. And it's also apparent that children played a prominent role in inflicting the emotional abuse that was one of the hallmarks of the atrocity.

So, how can one explain something as bizarre as that? The most likely explanation, as far as I can determine, was revealed in Alex Constantine's book on mind control, "Psychic Dictatorship in the U.S.A." He says, on page 56, "Rather than terminating MKULTRA, the CIA shifted its programs from public institutions to private cult groups."

On page 61, he continues, "Dr. Corydon Hammond, a professor at the University of Utah School of Medicine, says the cult underground has roots in Nazi Germany, and that the CIA's cult mind control techniques were based upon those of Nazi scientists recruited by the CIA for Cold Warfare."

Here's more:

"For 30 years, Agency scientists have collaborated with cults (many of them founded by the government) to conceal the development of mind control technology." (page 81)

"The Agency uses the cults to further the techniques and technology of mind control. In exchange, the CIA provides behind-the-scenes legal assistance and public relations. A perpetrator of ritual abuse, when nabbed, is often treated to friendly press coverage. In contrast, ritually abused children and their therapists have been targeted for harassment because they threaten perps, cults and the Agency alike with exposure." (page 99)

What I'm saying is that cult members involve their children in various activities, including emotionally draining dramas directed at their enemies -- innocent children, for example.

One telltale sign that someone charged with child abuse or ritual abuse is a cult member is the involvement in the case of the False Memory Syndrome Foundation, whose board is almost exclusively composed of former CIA and military doctors currently employed by major universities.

FMSF founder Ralph Underwager testified in 1985 at the trial of Richard Barkman, who was charged with sexually abusing children at Small World preschool in my hometown of Niles, Mich. But the charges against Barkman were just the tip of the iceberg. Therapists who interviewed the children discovered that dozens of them described being subjected to ritual abuse by Barkman and others at the school and in the community. Some of them talked about having seen animals sacrificed and other bizarre activities.

The ritual abuse aspects of the case were left out by the prosecuting attorney. Barkman was the only one charged, and he was charged only with sexual abuse. He was convicted on that charge and served five years in prison before he was resleased on a technicality.

The fact that Underwager was called as an "expert witness" is revealing. This was before the FMSF was formed to brainwash the American people into believing ritual-abuse allegations were figments of the imagination, part of the "satanic panic" hysteria that was allegedly sweeping the country off its feet. But the truth is, the allegations were almost always true, and the FMSF was set up to misinform the public about the scandal.

Underwager was forced to resign from the FMSF in 1993 after he remarked in an interview that appeared in an Amsterdam journal for pedophiles, that it was "God's will" that adults engage in sex with children.

More confirmation that satanism is rampant in Berrien County, where Niles is located, came in a front-page story that appeared in The Herald-Palladium, a daily newspaper published in St. Joseph, Mich., on April 8, 1989. The article was headlined, "Worship of Satan leaving its 'marks' on Berrien County."

"It's getting worse and worse across the nation," said Benton Harbor Police Detective Milt Agay, referring to the problem of satanic crime. "I think it's got the potential to get serious."

Folks, that was almost 20 years ago. Imagine how bad it is by now. In case you haven't noticed, since that time we've had Columbine, Virginia Tech and countless other examples of satanic crimes perpetrated on innocent people by victims of mind control.

Henry Makow has written a brilliant essay titled, "Does a Satanic Cult Rule the World?" You can read it here and decide for yourself: http://www.savethemales.ca/211002.html

Remember when I said my friends weren't really my friends at all? They tried to tell me that back in 1973, when my dormitory neighbor across the hall at the University of Michigan used to play the song "Dear Abby" by John Prine all the time, turned up loud. I always thought that was strange until one day a few years ago when I heard the song again for the first time in years. Here's how it starts out:

"Dear Abby, Dear Abby ... my feet are too long. My hair's falling out and my rights are all wrong. My friends they all tell me that I've no friends at all. Won't you write me a letter, Won't you give me a call. Signed, Bewildered."

Yes indeed. A bewildering state of affairs, to say the least.

attempted sexual frame-ups fail

2008-02-28T17:52:00.000-05:00

As I have mentioned numerous times, since my wife divorced me in 1993, all my relationships have been sabotaged. At first, I had no idea this was going on, but then, a familiar pattern began to emerge in which a woman would indicate that she was interested in pursuing a relationship with me, and then break off the relationship abruptly with no explanation.

During this time, which was extremely frustrating, even heart-breaking at times, another strange phenomenon began to manifest itself. When I was out in public, for example in a bookstore or at a concert, women would deliberately brush up against me and rub their tits against my arm or my back or my chest. And sometimes they would be extremely YOUNG women -- teenagers ranging from 13 to 19.

After having had no success with women for so long, I finally got curious about this phenomenon, and I joined an Internet group that advertised itself "Younger Women for Older Men." Since I wasn't having any luck with women who were my age, I decided to try for a younger woman.

Sometime in the spring 2004, I contacted one of the women in the group and started to have an online conversation with her via instant messaging. It immediately became clear that she was a teenager -- probably a high school student or younger, because she started talking about being a cheerleader. It was just harmless fun to me, because I was curious about why all these teenagers were so interested in me, and I wanted to find out why she felt the way she did about older men.

I think she claimed she was from Utah or somewhere out west, so obviously, it was never going to amount to much, but I wanted to chat with her, just the same. Then, all the sudden, the conversation started turning to sex. She started talking about how she liked to watch pornographic movies and she was feeling horny, etc. It was apparent to me at that point that "she" was probably a cop, so I politely excused myself, ended the conversation and never chatted with "her" again.

Shortly after that, I was targeted by gang stalkers, electromagnetic weapons and other atrocities committed by the covert fascist police state called the United States of America. This involved daily encounters with underage girls, women pushing babies in their strollers and other strange incidents that seemed designed to make me feel guilty for having shown an interest in younger women.

Honestly, I never felt guilty about what happened, and I still don't. It never occurred to me to try dating teenagers when I joined the Internet group. I was thinking more along the lines of women in their 20s and 30s. As far as I know, it's still legal for a man in his 40s to date a woman in her 20s and 30s.

Anyway, I pretty much gave up on the idea after that, because by that time, I was starting to wake up to the fact that I was the target of a psychological-warfare operation.

Another tipoff was my roommate Adam and his 8-year-old "daughter," Ashley. She would come over and spend the night sometimes, although she allegedly lived with her mother most of the time. It was a disconcerting state of affairs, to say the least, because Adam and his "daughter" would sleep in the same bed. I thought that was a little strange. And they would often engage in physical contact, such as wrestling, that sometimes bordered on sexual behavior.

Ashley also made disgusting sexual overtures toward me. One time she was sitting across from me in the living room and spread her legs apart so I could see her underwear.

As July faded into August and I accepted a job offer with the Indianapolis Star, Adam found another place to live. On one of the last days he was there, he and Ashley went out to run an errand or something, and then she returned all by herself. She said she was going to go into her room and change her clothes, which I interpreted as an invitation for me to be alone with her and take advantage of her. In other words, an entrapment scheme.

I was so disgusted by that, I immediately left the apartment and went out to run some errands. I realize now that Adam was an informant and so was his so-called daughter. I doubt that they were even related.

At the time, I was shocked and disgusted that they would recruit a little girl only 8 years old and train her to be bait for a sexual entrapment scheme. I certainly would never have permitted my daughter to get involved in something like that, and anyone who does is certainly a very sick individual.

Since that time, after reading "The Franklin Cover-Up" and various other books, I have discovered that peophilia is rampant in this country and that the CIA engages in the sex trade for blackmail and other purposes. Many of the children who "run away from home" are kidnapped off the streets and forced to become sex slaves for the Illuminati.

Poor Ashley. I think she was probably another victim of the illegal pedophile rings that have connections to the CIA and the upper levels of the power structure in America.

A very similar incident happened to me back in the early 1980s. My wife started baby-sitting for a neighbor girl named Sarah who was just like Ashley. This was long before I was aware that there was a pedophile ring operating with impunity in the Unied States, sanctioned by judges, prosecutors, police officers, intelligence operatives, newspaper editors and other members of the elite.

On several occasions, my wife left me alone with Sarah, who made blatant sexual overtures toward me in an attempt to entrap me in improper sexual behavior. Needless to say, she failed.
But in looking back on it, it is now apparent to me that that incident and many other similar incidents in my life were designed to entrap me.

I believe it was because of my success in breaking away from the satanic cult that I was born into. Either they wanted to blackmail me or have me put in prison, I'm not sure which. After 50 years of failure to find something they could nail me with, they finally resorted to gang stalking, electromagnetic harassment and various other strategies designed to destroy my life.

the hidden evil

2008-02-28T17:14:00.001-05:00

I recently discovered an excellent web site put together by one of my fellow targeted individuals by the name of Mark Rich. You can find it here: http://www.thehiddenevil.com/

From reading the information on his web site, it's apparent to me that Mark is being targeted in a similar fashion to the way I am targeted. I experience almost all the symptoms he experiences.

From The Hidden Evil:

This website is devoted to explaining a global program of torture, murder and persecution which I call the Hidden Evil. It includes a vast network of plain-clothed citizen informants, which is used for public stalking and the use of Directed Energy Weapons on targeted individuals. All core factions of the community are involved, and everyone, from seniors to children, participates in gang stalking.

Governments have used these groups in some form since the Roman Empire. The Hidden Evil is an example of this pattern repeating itself.

The citizens' network controls the streets of your neighborhoods. The evidence suggests that this network is not just part of a sub-culture within society, but that it literally permeates all aspects of it, and is therefore, part of the mainstream. As I'll demonstrate, this has happened before. The network is the creation of supra-governmental Think Tanks, which are made up of people of tremendous wealth. These Think Tanks manipulate your government like a puppet. So, in essence, these wealthy individuals control your streets.

The citizen gang stalking portion of the program is done under the guise of keeping an eye on internal threats to state security and cleaning up neighborhoods. As I'll demonstrate, this is exactly what the informant networks in East Germany and Russia were told when they were recruited into these state-sponsored programs.

On the neighborhood level, despite claims of patriotism, the main reasons for their participation are empowerment and adventure. Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP) and other behavior modification tools are used as weapons during public harassment. These attacks are combined with military-grade, silent, through-the-wall Directed Energy Weapons (DEW), and advanced electronic surveillance equipment. Many targets are attacked night and day with these weapons.

I have found that this program is a symptom of a heavily corrupted society under psychopathic rule. The program, in its basic form, is part of a re-occurring historical theme, which includes psychopaths gaining control of governments and using a percentage of the population to destroy their enemies. This is done to pave the way for an overt dictatorship, and is always done under the banner of righteousness. In its current form, it is part of a political movement known as the New World Order. On this site, I'll describe what Think Tanks are behind it. From top to bottom, the Hidden Evil is about power and control.

The mainstream news media, Congress and politicians will openly deny that this exists. Organizations under the control of the financial elite will also deny it, and may be used to discredit anyone who exposes it. The media will also be used in this manner. In the future, when the authorized historians write the official history books, this part of it will be left out or whitewashed.

So this site will also serve as a record. It will be a testimony for anyone who wants to learn the truth about how the streets of the NATO nations were taken over by multinational corporations, that used federally sponsored harassment groups to gang stalk their opposition, in order to pave the way for a corporate-fascist dictatorship.

Detailed information regarding the harassment explained below will appear in an updated harassment log. As new status reports are posted, outdated ones will be appended to the log.
Friends and relatives, who have been participating in the harassment, have recently been used to stalk me out in public as well.

In addition to the stores and businesses I often visit that are participating in gang stalking, usually at least one (or more) clerks is brain tapped with a type of voice-to-skull technology that allows real-time communication between the agency orchestrating this part of the harassment and the informant. (Editor's note: Another term for this is silent sound -- that is, a type of sound that can be heard only in the head of the individual targeted with the technology. It is used to harass targets as well as to relay instructions to gang stalkers.)

I have noticed this since 2005, and have recorded specific instances of it in a harassment log which I will post. More details about this technology will appear in an upcoming article or book. Most family members and friends of targeted individuals are fitted with this technology.

This brain tapping technology is obviously intended to maximize the trauma, and presumably portray me as mentally ill if I were to explain it. Like fingerprints, each person has their own unique brain print. Presumably, each of these individuals has visited a clinic where their specific brain pattern was cataloged and attuned to a type of a remote biofeedback computer. In all likelihood, this is being done by the CIA, FBI, other federal agencies, or a private security firm with national security privileges.

I've concluded that silent sound is used as a synchronization weapon.

Other electronic harassment includes a type of attack known as Phantom Touch, where it feels as though someone is running their fingers on top of my head. There are also burning attacks and sharp, pulsed pains, frequently aimed at my ears. I've run tests, indoors and out, where I make a drastic move in the opposite direction, and the attacks have almost always stopped.

A type of acoustic projectile weapon is used on surrounding walls, ceilings and surfaces, which produces a "ping" noise. I've noticed that the intensity of these noises can be as low as something that sounds like someone flicking their finger against a wall, to as loud as something that sounds like a bat hitting wall. This happens very frequently and has occurred in almost all of the structures I've been in. It follows me wherever I go on the farm.

Popping noises frequently occur in my ears (often while trying to sleep). I have reason to believe that HAARP or a Scalar Wave technology has been used to send at least one storm to this area. My reason for this suspicion will be covered in the harassment log in more detail. This may have also been used while I was in Malden.

Involuntary limb movement also occurs. This is often used when I'm next to a solid object as a physical attack, by forcing my limb into the object. For instance, if I'm putting an item away in the cabinet my arm will move abruptly to the top shelf, banging my hand against it. This also occurs with my legs, while walking through doorways, where my knee may frequently smash into the door or doorway. These movements are completely involuntary.

I also have reason to believe at this point that my dreams are being manipulated by having degrading themes implanted. More on this technology will be covered in future status reports and articles.

I continue to study this phenomenon and record their tactics whenever possible. In future books, or articles I'll use mainstream science to describe how the military is in possession of a biofeedback computer which consists of a multitude of electronice weapons. A person's individual brain pattern is first cataloged. Then, simply, like flicking a switch, they can be hooked into this computer without their knowledge. It then works in a round-the-clock, rotational manner, using one weapon, then switching to another.

Its obvious purpose is to break the person down. This technology is definitely being used on an enormous amount of people. I have been recording specific attacks and patterns of attacks which this computer uses, and will post them in the future.

Every single person so far that has entered this farm, from guests, to friends and family of the host, to postal workers and utility workers, have all indicated that they are part of this program. This program is much more extensive than I originally thought. It would seem that their admitted target goal of recruiting one-third of the population is close to being met. Around the beginning of January 2008 I noticed an increase in certain types of attacks such as Voice-To-Skull. I am under attack night and day. Usually, every waking minute.

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 13

2008-02-25T18:18:00.001-05:00

Last night I was looking through the index of Robert Blair Kaiser's book on the Robert Kennedy assassination, and I found more than 30 names that connect to people in my life. What this means is that the CIA has been trying to tell me all my life that the RFK assassination has its fingerprints all over it.

The multi-part series on my lifelong mind-control ordeal, posted here, shows how my life is connected to the JFK assassination, the Franklin scandal, the Small World preschool child-sexual-abuse scandal in Niles, Michigan, ritual abuse, satanism, Freemasonry and much more.

I didn't realize until last night that the RFK assassination has also been woven into the fabric of my life. Here are some of the "concidences" that I discovered last night.

Dr. Henry Cuneo -- Brain surgeon who treated RFK in Los Angeles in June 1968.
Kevin Cuneo -- Sports editor of the Erie (Pa.) Daily Times who hired me away from the Grand Rapids (Mich.) Press in May 1988. I always thought there was something fishy about it, because Kevin and his brother, Pat Cuneo, who was a reporter at the paper, told me they chose me from a field of more than 300 candidates. Let's face it, I wasn't that good of a sports writer. Now I realize that this particular job change, as well as several others -- maybe all of them, for all I know -- were based more on the needs of the mind-control project than they were on my journalistic abilities. One way they were able to sweeten the pot was, when I flew in for the interview, they took me straight to a bar in downtown Erie called the Docksider. That bar just happened to be the local Dead Head hangout, and while we were there, Grateful Dead music was playing constantly. I proceeded to drink beer with the rest of the sports staff, and by the time we got out of there, it was pretty clear I was going to fit in just fine. Since I had never mentioned anything to Kevin about being a Grateful Dead fan, it's pretty clear that he learned this through his connection to the mind-control project. I always thought it was just a coincidence until I saw the way the rest of the puzzle pieces fit together. When I finally discovered his name was a reference to the RFK assassination, that was the clincher. One possible reason why Kevin hired me away from the Grand Rapids papaer is that I was working as a copy editor on the news desk at that time, and I had been giving front-page play to stories about George Bush's involvement in the Iran-Contra scandal. Another time I was hired away from the Michigan State University journalism department by the Roanoke Times & World-News after I proposed doing my master's thesis on Jim Garrison's investigation of the JFK conspiracy.

Laurence W. Sloan -- Handwriting expert who testified at Sirhan's trial.
Tom Sloan -- One of my father's business associates from South Bend who stayed with us for a while in California, sometime around 1971.

Carol Breshears -- In charge of the "Kennedy girls" at the Ambassador Hotel on the night RFK was shot. She told a guard to keep an eye on the infamous "girl in the polka-dot dress."
Ellen Brashears -- Neighbor who lived across the street from us on Sunnymede Avenue in South Bend from 1990 until I moved out in 1992.

Richard Buckley -- Public defender who initially counseled Sirhan after his arrest.
Bonnie Buckley -- My father's secretary in 1970 when we moved to California, and later my stepmother. She previously worked at Lockheed, the CIA-connected defense contractor where Thane Eugene Cesar worked prior to his involvement in the RFK case. Cesar, who was armed with a gun in the pantry and was positioned behind RFK at the time of the shooting, is suspected by researchers of having fired the fatal shots. The autopsy showed the fatal shots were fired at point-blank range from behind RFK, and Sirhan never got closer than 2 or 3 feet, and was at all times positioned in front of Kennedy. What appears to have happened is that Sirhan was a mind-controlled patsy who fired blanks from his revolver as a distraction while the fatal shots were fired by someone else -- probably Cesar.

Everett Buckner -- Rangemaster where Sirhan practiced firing a pistol, shortly before the RFK shooting. Buckner initially told reporters about seeing Sirhan with a girl whose description matched the girl in the polka-dot dress. Later, after being pressured to change his story, he said he had been mistaken, and that Sirhan was there alone.
Everett's Drive-In -- Ann Arbor greasy spoon where my wife worked while we were in college, 1977 or 1978.
Carole Buckner -- Night police reporter at the Daily Southtown when I was the night copy editor. We worked closely together and socialized quite a bit outside the office.

Frank Burns -- Attorney and close friend of Jesse Unruh who was in the pantry with the RFK party at the time of the shooting.
Scott Burns -- Member of the Grateful Dead cover band called High Street that played at various bars and other venues in the South Bend area around 1996-97. His sister Dawn Burns was also a member of the band. Both went to Niles High School when I was working as the sports editor of the Niles Daily Star, 1979 to 1982.

Charles Calvert -- Los Angeles police detective who questioned Sandy Serrano, the woman who saw the girl in the polka-dot dress run out of the hotel and down the stairs, shouting, "We shot him! We shot Senator Kennedy!"
Bob Calvert -- Former Niles Daily Star sports editor who worked for me part time as a stringer while I was working as sports editor of the paper.

Grant Cooper -- Sirhan's lawyer, who did everything he could to make sure the accused assassin did not receive a legitimate defense.
David Cooper -- South Bend Tribune photo editor who worked closely with me in 1990-92.

Richard Drew -- Pasadena Independent Star-News reporter who was in the pantry when RFK was shot.
Sean Drew -- Niles native, son of former mayor Mowitt Drew, who invited me to room with him and fellow Niles native Bill Landgraf in an apartment in Ann Arbor while we were all attending the University of Michigan in 1974-75. I thought it was odd at the time, since I really didn't know them that well, but now I understand, their assignment was to keep an eye on me for the mind controllers. Here's an example of what I'm talking about. In November 1974, before I had a clue about the CIA's involvement in the JFK and RFK assassinations, I saw a flier on campus advertising a lecture that was scheduled for that night on campus. Jeff Cohen of the Assassination Information Bureau was scheduled to show the Zapruder film and talk about the JFK case. I decided to go, and when I got home that afternoon, I told Bill Landgraf about it. He insisted on accompanying me to the lecture, even though he had never expressed any interest in political assassinations up to that point. After the lecture, I was convinced, especially after watching the Zapruder film, that shots were fired from at least two different directions, which was blatant evidence of a conspiracy. Landgraf was not convinced, and never once brought up the subject again. Shortly after this happened, the entrapment scheme to get me involved with Mary Pat Dowling began to take shape. Two years later, we would be married and I would be set up for the D'enouement in 1993 -- divorce and the gradual destruction of my career and what remained of my life.

Bette Eby -- Nurse who attended Robert Kennedy in the hospital after the shooting.
John Eby -- Dowagiac Daily News editor when I was sports editor of the Niles Daily Star. Since the two papers were both owned by the same company, we worked closely together at times and socialized some outside the office. Later, around 1998, he wrote an article on the JFK assassination that was based on a lecure given by my fellow assassination researcher Tim Smith at Southwestern Michigan College.

Bruce Elliott -- Foreman of the jury in Sirhan's trial.
Kristi Elliott -- Design editor who worked closely with me at The Times of Northwest Indiana.

Richard Goodwin -- Former JFK speech writer who was on RFK's campaign staff and was with him at the time of the shooting.
Pat Goodwin -- Manager of the Grateful Dead cover band called High Street. I went to see the band many times in the South Bend area in 1996 and 1997, and often spoke to Pat at the shows. I even wrote a story on the band for the South Bend Tribune.

Booker Griffin -- Helped subdue Sirhan in the pantry after the shooting.
Laura Griffin -- Friend of my sister-in-law, Sheila Dowling, and a colleague at the Niles Daily Star when I started working there in 1978. Her father, Lou Griffin, was assistant principal at Ballard Junior High when I was a student there 1967-70. Laura and I saw each other many times through the years as a result of her friendship with Sheila Dowling.

Willimay Harrison -- Introduced Sirhan to her granddaughter at a meeting of the Rosicrucians.
Don Harrison -- Veterans Cab owner who hired me to drive for him in May 1976.

John Howard -- Prosecutor who sought the death penalty for Sirhan.
Pat Howard -- Erie Daily Times editorial writer when I worked there from 1988 to 1990. He would often stop by the sports department to chat with us, and we socialized some outside the office as well.

Amadee Richards -- Wrote FBI report on the RFK assassination.
Dave Richards -- Erie Daily Times sports writer who worked closely with me from 1988 to 1990. We socialized quite a bit outside the office, and stayed in touch for many years. I last saw him at a Bettie Serveert concert in Cleveland Heights in April 2003.

Dr. Bert Meyers -- Surgeon who treated RFK at the hospital.
John Meyers -- Saratoga (Calif.) High School classmate who was my best friend from 1970-72.

Dr. O. Roderick Richardson -- Psychiatrist who testified at the Sirhan trial.
Patricia Richardson -- Daily Southtown reporter who worked closely with me in 1998-99.

Bill Barry -- Ex-FBI agent who was RFK's body guard in the pantry.
Lee Berry -- Detroit native who lived in the same residence hall I did at the University of Michigan during the 1973-74 school year. One time he invited me up to his room to get high and listen to "Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders from Mars," by David Bowie. In one of those strange "coincidences" that I now realize were not merely coincidental, but part of the mind-control project, I happened to "bump into" Lee as he was getting out ofa taxi in Cambridge, Mass., in August 1978. At the time, my wife and I were visiting my U of M classmate, Ellen Green. It was amazing that Lee was getting out of the taxi at the exact same time that we were leaving a store and walking out onto the street. Then again, maybe it wasn't so amazing.

Bill Jordan -- Los Angeles Police sergeant who questioned Sirhan.
Terry Jordan -- Neways distributor from Colorado who joined my downline.

Tom Collins -- This was Sirhan's drink of choice on the night of the RFK assassination at the Ambassador Hotel in Los Angeles. He was seen in the company of the notorious "girl in the polka-dot dress" throughout the evening as he was drinking his Tom Collinses.
Tom Collins -- Mindy Burge's drink of choice on the night we went to see a band at Shula's nightclub in Niles, probably around 1974. Mindy was a Niles native who later figured in another amazing "coincidence." It was the spring or summer of 1976, and my wife and I decided to go to a lake near Ann Arbor to write our wedding vows. This was a place we had never been before. While we were there, we "just happened" to bump into Mindy. This was another example of one of the aims of the mind-control project, which seemed to be directed toward making me feel conflicted in my mind about my decision to get married, and later my marriage. Since I still had some unresolved feelings toward Mindy, I remember feeling some doubts in my mind when I saw her, especially since we were there to write our wedding vows. I was plagued by the same type of feelings in 1978, when my wife insisted that we visit Mindy in Philadelphia when we went on a trip to the East Coast. We also visited Ellen Green in Massachusetts on that trip, which was another set-up for similar reasons.

Albert Ellis -- Witness to the RFK shooting who heard a girl shout, "We shot him!" in the pantry of the Ambassador Hotel.
Jim Ellis -- Niles Daily Star photographer who asked me one time how I felt about divorce, sometime around 1908-81. I remember telling him, since my wife and I already had a child at that point, that I would not consider divorce to be an option until after my children were grown. Since I hadn't ever brought it up or thought too much about it, I thought it was strange at the time that he would ask me that. Now I think it was another case of foreshadowing. In other words, I think the controllers wanted me to connect his name to the RFK assassination, and that conversation to my divorce and the planned destruction of my life.

William Bailey -- FBI agent who questioned Sandy Serrano, the woman who saw the infamous "girl in the polka-dot dress" run out of the hotel after the RFK shooting.
LaDonna Bailey -- Arkansas femme fatale whom I met on the Internet. She invited me to visit her, then pulled the usual disappearing act.

strange deaths

2008-02-17T20:24:00.001-05:00

During the past few years, there have been a lot of strange deaths in the news that pertain to my situation.

The most recent example occurred on Feb. 2, 2008, when five women were shot to death in the Lane Bryant store in Tinley Park, Ill. One of the victims was a South Bend woman named Jennifer Bishop who was a nurse. Another was a counselor at Homewood-Flossmoor High School. Her funeral was held at a Homewood church. I lived in Homewood when I worked at the Daily Southtown.

When I first heard about it, I thought it was probably another Manchurian candidate gone haywire, especially since the location was Tinley Park. I worked in Tinley Park at the Daily Southtown from 1998 to 2001.

At the time of the shooting, I had been reading a book called "A Citizen's Dissent" by Mark Lane. It's the story of how the news media attacked him after he published his indictment of the Warren Report, "Rush to Judgment," in 1966. A soon-to-be published book called "The Franklin Scandal" exposes the Franklin Credit Union case, which was first brought to national attention by Nebraska State Senator John DeCamp in his landmark work, "The Franklin Cover-Up," discussed in the mind control series on this web site. The author of "The Franklin Scandal" is Nick Bryant. For more information about the new book: http://www.trineday.com/paypal_store/product_pages/Franklin.html

Then I heard a South Bend woman was killed in the shooting, and her last name was Bishop. Paul Bishop was the name of a CIA agent who was involved in the Johnny Gosch case. Johnny was the 12-year-old boy who was abducted while he was doing his paper route in West Des Moines, Iowa, on Sept. 5, 1982. I had been reading about the case around the time of the Lane Bryant shootings.

Johnny Gosch was kidnapped by a pedophile ring that is supported at the highest levels of the FBI, CIA and Justice Department. These are the perverted criminals who run our so-called "government." Johnny's mother, Noreen Gosch, wrote a book about her struggle for justice in the case. It's called "Why Johnny Can't Come Home," and you can order it at http://www.johnnygosch.com/.

The boys who are abducted by this pedophile ring sometimes end up committing mass murders because they are subjected to mind-control programming by the CIA.

So let's review the "coincidences" involved. Mark Lane/Lane Bryant; Nick Bryant/Lane Bryant; Tinley Park/Daily Southtown; South Bend woman (Bishop)/South Bend man (me); Jennifer Bishop/Paul Bishop; Homewood-Flossmoor High School/former Homewood resident (me).

This was a CIA operation all the way, designed to send me some kind of bizarre message. Who knows what? Stop reading about the JFK assassination? Stop reading about Johnny Gosch? Stop living your life? You are causing all these things to happen?

If so, here's my response: I am not causing ANY of the these things to happen, YOU ARE! I am just trying to live my life and find out what the hell is going on in this country.

In her landmark book, "Mind Control Within the United States," published in 1997, Kai Bashir talked about being a lifelong victim of a bizarre mind-control experiment similar to mine. She, too, was plagued by strange deaths, including one of her best friends and a close relative, as well as seemingly random deaths that were designed to convey a message to her.

She talks about how mind-control technology can be used to influence people's thoughts and arrange for a "chance encounter," such as the confluence of people who were victimized by the Lane Bryant shootings. It can also be used to influence a programmed individual to commit mass murder. This happens all the time now. The Virginia Tech shootings and the Northern Illinois University shootings were two more recent examples of this mind-control atrocity.

Here's another case. Last April, I was reading a book by JFK researcher Larry Hancock titled "Someone Would Have Talked." It's about all the people who DID talk about the JFK conspiracy.
While I was in the process of reading the book, St. Louis Cardinals pitcher Josh Hancock was killed in a car "accident." The Cardinals were playing the Chicago Cubs in St. Louis at the time of the Hancock assassination, and the Cubs have always been my favorite major-league team, so the controllers knew I would be paying attention.

How could something like this be accomplished? The CIA has been staging "accidents" for so long, they have it down to a science. It's a convenient way of getting rid of people without drawing too much attention.

In my own case, my car has been tampered with, and it can be steered by remote control. It's possible that Hancock's car was tampered with, or the accident could have been "arranged" by other means.

What was the message? Stop reading about the JFK assassination or we'll kill someone else? If you're wondering what kind of monsters would do something like this, do a search for Illuminati on the Internet.

A New York Yankees pitcher also succumbed to an Illuminati mind-control operation. In September 2006, Cory Lidle was killed when his plane "accidentally" crashed into an apartment building in New York City. The intelligence agencies have had the the capability to cause airplane crashes for decades. That's how JFK Jr., his wife and his sister-in-law were assassinated.

The day before Lidle crashed his plane into the building, I had been in a local retail establishment discussing the 9-11 attacks, and I expressed my opinion to the store's owner that the hijacked airplanes could never have been allowed to fly around for so long without the complicity of the FAA and NORAD. If normal procedures had been followed, the planes would have been intercepted by jet fighters within minutes and either shot down or escorted to safety.

The next day, Lidle crashed into the apartment building. What was the message? "Oh well, accidents happen?" Sorry, I am not convinced.

And how about Heath Ledger? Do you really think he died because of the interactions of his anti-depressant medications with other drugs in his system?

I'll tell you why Heath Ledger died. Because he had a part in a movie that was used in my mind-control atrocity. He played Billy Bob Thornton's son in "Monster's Ball," co-starring Halle Berry. My ex-wife invited me to attend this movie with her, and if there's one thing I've learned from being a lifelong target of mind control, when someoneone invites me to see a movie, there is a message in it for me.

The character played by Heath Ledger was treated badly by his father, played by Billy Bob Thornton. He was always running his son down, telling him he was worthless. So one day, the kid shoots himself to death in front of his father.

That is what the controllers have been trying to get me to do for years. My father also inflicted a lot of emotional abuse on me as part of the mind-control operation. So the message was, "We want you to do what Heath Ledger did in that movie. His father never loved him, either. It's the only sensible thing to do."

Another thing about Heath Ledger, he starred in "Brokeback Mountain," the story of the gay cowboys who were in love with each other but couldn't show it in public. It was a terrific movie, and I was honestly touched by Heath Ledger's performance. Since I admired him so much, killing him was another form of ritual abuse against me.

current state of the atrocity

2008-02-17T18:49:00.000-05:00

After writing 12 installments of the mind-control series, I feel like taking a break from all that ancient history and giving you an update on the current state of the atrocity.

Not a whole lot has changed since last July, when I posted "murder in progress." I am still being slowly poisoned to death by retail establishments in the South Bend area and southwestern Michigan. As far as I know, I am the only mind-control target being dealt with in this way.

To say the least, the level of corruption that would allow an atrocity like this to be perpetrated against an innocent American citizen is mind-boggling. If I could trust a lab to give me truthful results, I would attempt to find out what they're putting in my food and beverages, but there is absolutely no hope of this ever happening.

I suspect the chemical might be chlorine, which breaks down into the highly carcinogenic byproduct known as dioxin. It smells like chlorine, but there's no way I will ever find out from a lab test. That is how widespread is the influence of the national security state.

Essentially, everyone who comes into contact with me has a gun pointed at their head. In a sense, they're all accessories to murder, but I guess to them, it beats the heck out of getting targeted themselves.

What I am alleging is that almost all the products I buy at the grocery store are contaminated with a pesticide or some other toxic chemical. This has been going on for about a year and a half, and I am now starting to feel the effects. I feel strange pains in my internal organs, and my digestive system is starting to act up.

One of the prime examples is the soymilk I buy to pour on my breakfast cereal. For years, I had been buying 8th Continent soymilk, and until the food poisoning began, it always came with a cardboard lid that had a design on it. Now, when I unscrew the cap, there is a blank lid on it, as though the original one had been removed so the product could be tampered with.

I have tried driving 50 miles or more away from home to do my shopping, but it doesn't seem to matter, they're always ready for me. One of the reasons for this is that the controllers have been reading my mind for years. They see what my eyes see, hear what I hear and know what I am thinking at all times.

This phenomenon has been confirmed by other mind-control victims. John St. Clair Akwei described it in a lawsuit he filed against the National Security Agency, which is posted on the Internet. You can find it by searching for Akwei vs. NSA.

Here is an excerpt:

"For electronic surveillance purposes, electrical activity in the speech center of the brain can be translated into the subject's verbal thoughts. Remote neural monitoring can send encoded signals to the brain's auditory cortex, thus allowing audio communication direct to the brain (bypassing the ears). NSA operatives can use this to covertly debilitate subjects by simulating auditory hallucinations characteristic of paranoid schizophrenia.

"Without any contact with the subject, remote neural monitoring can map out electrical activity from the visual cortex of a subject's brain and show images from the subject's brain on a video monitor. NSA operatives see what the surveillance subject's eyes are seeing."

So, let's say a thought pops into my head that I will drive to a certain far-away town to do my grocery shopping. That would give the mind controllers a head start of up to an hour to be prepared for my visit. Since there are certain products that I tend to buy regularly, all they have to do is switch out a few of those products, and they can be fairly confident that I'll purchase at least SOME contaminated products when I do my shopping.

Who helps the NSA carry out its mind-control operations against a targeted individual?
According to Akwei, tens of thousands of persons in each area work as spotters and neighborhood/business place spies (sometimes unwittingly), following and checking on subjects who have been identified for covert control by NSA personnel.

Agents working out of offices can be in constant communication with spotters who are keeping track of the NSA's thousands of subjects in public. NSA agents in remote offices can instantly identify (using RNM) any individual spotted in public who is in contact with surveillance subject.

A distressing state of affairs, to put it mildly.

The technology possessed by our so-called "intelligence" agencies is far more advanced from the sanitized version publicized in the news media. I have personally witnessed some amazing things during the past year.

For one, they obviously have a great deal of control over the weather. They have the ability to intensify storms and even tornadoes. Hurricane Katrina certainly was created with the assistance of weather tampering.

I have seen a nice day turn into a cold, blustery, overcast day with no warning many times. Usually this happens when I try to play golf. Several times last fall, I checked the forecast and saw it called for a sunny day with temperatures in the 60s. Not ideal golf weather, but tolerable. But by the time I got to the course, the temperaure had plummeted abruptly, it suddenly got windy as hell, the sky became overcast and it started to rain.

Another strange phenomenon that has become apparent to me is their ability to control the actions of animals, especially birds. Since they have been trying to get me to kill myself for several years, one of their favorite tricks is to surround me with vultures. Last fall when I was on my way to play golf, I would invariably encounter vultures hovering over my car, and then again on the golf course.

One day I was playing with a guy I met at Paw Paw Lake golf course in Watervliet, Mich., and as the buzzards hovered overhead, I asked him, "Is that a buzzard or a hawk?" He said he thought it was a buzzard. Later, as I was walking from a green to the next tee, a hawk came flying overhead and landed in a tree, then started squawking at me, as if to say, "This is what a hawk looks like, dummy!"

I have had flocks of crows do the same thing. The mind-control technology sometimes drives them batty, and the entire flock will start squawking like hell when I walk by. Sometimes they even get violent. I've seen this in the news recently, where people talked about being attacked by aggressive birds, like in the Hitchcock movie, "The Birds."

Pets often act up around me. My brother, before he was poisoned to death, had a cat named Whitey. One day as I was driving over to my brother's house, I saw Whitey bolt from across the
street at full speed in front of my car so he could greet me at the door. Another time he walked into the room and used one of his front paws in an effort to stop me from typing something on the Internet that they didn't want me to type.

Military planes fly overhead and try to intimidate me when I'm reading something they don't like. Or the refrigerator will kick on at the precise instant that I'm reading something they want me to notice. Or maybe it will be a line from a movie on TV. Or a strange wind will blow through the ventilation system at the same instant that a thought pops into my head that they don't approve of.

My furnace makes strange clicking sounds, usually timed in such a way as to convey a message about something I'm reading. Or someone will turn on the shower in a neighboring apartment, and the plumbing will be tampered with in such a way that a deafening roar will emanate from the pipes, coinciding with a sentence I'm reading that relates somehow to mind control or another topic they don'l like me reading about, such as ritual abuse or satanism.

Every single day, dozens of times daily, people will slam their car doors at a time that coincides with something I'm reading or a line from a movie or a newscast. Hallway doors are also slammed with great regularity, usually timed in such a way as to convey a message to me.

For example, one time I was watching a movie, and one of the characters said, "His mother is the only one who ever loved him." At the exact instant that sentence was completed, a hallway door slammed so hard that it shook my apartment.

I also get a lot of rude treatment in restaurants, so I don't go out to eat very often anymore. The last time I did, my order was screwed up so badly that I had to send it back. Then, even the second version was so badly cooked, I could barely eat it.

Long, unexplained delays are common at fast-food restaurants. One time the party in front of me ordered $35 worth of food, waited for 10 minutes and then drove off. The drive-through window employee made a half-hearted apology for the delay, but it was obviously a set-up. Just another bogus excuse to annoy me.

Sometimes I wonder how they keep all this stuff secret. I guess the gun pointed at everyone's head explains a lot of it.

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 12

2008-02-12T16:15:00.001-05:00

Thomas Kirby -- Pen named used by the late Walter Bowart when he was editor of Palm Springs Life magazine in the late 1980s. Bowart was the author of "Operation Mind Control," first published in 1978 and later updated. It was one of the first books to document mind control.
Kirby Sprouls -- South Bend Tribune editor who worked closely with me from 1990 to 1992. Also a neghbor and "friend." We carpooled to work and back for two years.
Rick Kirby -- Copy editor who worked closely with me in 2003-04 at The Times of Northwest Indiana in Munster, Ind. He sat directly across from me, and we even socialized outside the office. One time he introduced me to his wife's sister and encouraged me to ask her for a date. I did, but the relationship followed the familiar pattern already described twenty-five thousand times on this blog.

Adam Walsh -- Six-year-old boy abducted from a Sears department store at the Hollywood Mall in Hollywood, Fla., on July 27, 1981, and later found murdered in a satanic crime. Adam was born on November 14, 1974 , so -- coincidentally, I'm sure -- he shared a birthday with my father. Though convicted serial killer and satanist Ottis Toole confessed to the boy's murder, he was never tried for the crime. Adam's death received a lot of national publicity, and Adam's father, John Walsh, later became an advocate for victims of violent crime
Wendell Walsh -- South Bend attorney whose sons, Colin and Evan, were on the same Little League team as my son, Michael, in the early 1990s. My daughter Caroline did some baby-sitting for the Walshes, so we had a lot of contact with the family.

Cathy O'Brien -- Co-author of "Trance Formation of America," published in 1995, about her experiences in Project Monarch as mind-controlled sex slave.
Bill O'Brien -- Roseland Cab driver who worked closely with me in 1996-97. He rode around with me for his "training" on his first day, and we shared many meals together in South Bend restaurants. He was definitely planted in my life so I would make the connection.
John O'Brien -- Daily Southtown editor who worked closely with me from 1998 to 2001 (see part 1).

Charles Denton "Tex" Watson -- Former member of Charles Manson's "Family," he was convicted of the satanic murders of movie star Sharon Tate and six other people that took place in the early morning hours of Aug. 9, 1969, and the following night.

Terry Watson -- One of my classmates at Ballard Junior High in Niles, Mich., in 1969-70. I had verry little contact with him and barely knew him, but for some strange reason, he walked up to me one day in the hall and shoved me, knocking the books I was holding all over the floor in front of a crowd of people. One of those people was Cherie Gaedtke, a "friend" who later became my sister-in-law when she married my wife's brother. Since Watson was about twice as big as me and 10 times as mean, I declined the opportunity to get my ass kicked. Now I realize, this incident had two purposes. One was to humiliate me in front of one of my girlfriends. Another was to make me remember Terry Watson all my life, and later to connect his name with Tex Watson of the Manson Family. Terry Watson also had a connection to Robert Willis, who was another important person in the bizarre scenario that was unfolding all around me.

Phil Willis -- Filmed the JFK assassination in Dealey Plaza.

Robert Willis -- Ballard Junior High classmate who beat up Terry Watson after Watson shoved me that day, in between classes in the crowded hallway. Willis also beat up another kid who was trying to bully me. In the fall of 1970, after we moved to California, Robert Willis was "accidentally" shot to death by his friend Taylor Askew as they were messing around with a gun, allegedly in preparation for some coon hunting. I found out about this in a letter from my old buddy Jim Scott. This was the first of many "strange deaths" that have happened to people in my life. At least, it's the first I can recall at this time. I plan to describe some of these deaths in a separate post. The effect of this one was to make me feel sad, especially since Robert had been so good to me at Ballard. Of course, his death may well have been an accident. But if it wasn't, one possible message it could have been designed to send was that "No one will be able to protect you. If anyone tries, we'll kill them." There was also a reference to the shooting incident in the movie "Body Heat," which was discussed earlier in this series. Ned, Oscar and Lowenstein are all sitting around having a bite to eat at Stella's, and Oscar is talking about the heat and how it affects the crime rate, causing violence to increase. Oscar then says to Ned, "Look at Lowenstein. Everything's just a little askew. That happens when it gets hot outside."

O.J. Simpson -- Who can forget the made-for-TV murder trial that lasted for months in 1995? The case had some connections to mind control, not the least of which was the entire media spectacle, which diverted the American public from other, more important issues, like the fact that America was becoming a covert fascist police state. On June 17, 1994, the day of the infamous slow-speed chase involving the Ford Bronco, my ex-wife invited me to join her for dinner at a restaurant that had a TV in the bar. As we discussed possible reconcilation, the Bronco chase was being broadcast on CNN. That incident and many others have led me to believe that my ex-wife's family and my family both have connections to the Illuminati, or at least to the CIA. Other examples of foreknowledge of CIA operations include 9-11 and the JFK Jr. assassination. These are discussed in a post titled "foreshadowing" in the January 2006 archives.

Brett Simpson -- CIA operative who posed as a fellow Green Party activist and "friend" from 1995-97. I also let him stay at my house for a couple months while he was in the process of buying his own house. He introduced me to another femme fatale named Diana Mendelsohn who was my girlfriend in 1997 and then later pulled the usual disappearing act.

Jerry Lowe -- Former Lincoln (Neb.) cop hired by a committee of the Nebraska legislature to investigate the Franklin Credit Union scandal in 1989.

Harold Lowe -- South Bend Tribune wire editor who worked closely with me from 1990-92.

Karin Lowe -- Design editor at The Times of Northwest Indiana who worked closely with me from 2001-04.

Joseph Schott -- FBI agent in charge of the Fort Worth office and Mac Wallace's roommate at the University of Texas. He gave Wallace the gun that Wallace used to kill one of LBJ's enemies. Later, Wallace's fingerprints were found in the "sniper's nest" of the Texas School Book Depository.

Kate Schott -- Daily Southtown reporter and femme fatale who suggested we go out to see a concert together in 2000. Then, when I tried to set up a date, she acted like I was harassing her. This was part of a pattern of harassment that replayed itself many times in the years following my divorce in 1993.

J. Thornton Boswell -- One of the Navy pathologists in charge of falsifying the JFK autopsy.

The Boswells -- Family that lived across the street from us on Topinabee Road in Niles, Mich., from 1965 to 1970. One night, my sister Jenny staged an incident that I believe was designed to make me remember the Boswells. She was cooking something in the oven, and it caught on fire. Since I was sitting at the kitchen table, she told me to run acros the street to the Boswells' house and get their help. After I burst through the front door and told them what was happening, Mr. Boswell ran across the street with me and helped us put out the fire.

Cindy Thornton -- My sister Jenny's best friend when we were growing up in the house on Topinabee Road.

Pam Thornton -- Niles classmate who stayed in touch with my wife through the years.

Lee Thornton -- Pam's father and a golf enthusiast who berated me one time when I was covering a golf tournament at Plym Park in Niles. He claimed I was distracting the players when I was taking pictures for the newspaper, but I wasn't. He just did that to make an impression on me, so I would remember him.

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 11

2008-02-09T18:12:00.000-05:00

Harold Hodge -- University of Rochester professor who did LSD research for the CIA as part of the MKULTRA program.
Jean Hodges -- Daily Southtown editor who worked closely with me from 1998 to 2001.

Harold Wolff -- Organized the Society for the Advancement of Human Ecology, one of three known funding fronts for MKULTRA. He was also the director of the Cornell Medical Center.
Valerie Wolf -- Therapist who helped victims of satanic ritual abuse and testified at a hearing in Washington about nonconsensual human experimentation in 1995.
Carrie Wolfe -- Daily Southtown reporter who worked closely with me in 2000.
Valerie Vedral -- Daily Southtown reporter who worked closely with me in 2000.

Claudia Mullen -- Mind-control victim who testified before the President's Advisory Commission on Human Radiation Experiments on March 15, 1995. She told the commission about being subjected to torture by Dr. L. Wilson Greene at Tulane University.
Linda Mullen -- South Bend Tribune reporter who worked closely with me when I was assistant state editor from 1990-92. After Claudia Mullen's testimony, in the summer of 1995 or 1996, she called me and invited me to have lunch with her. Since I had last seen her, she had gotten divorced and changed her last name from Jones back to her maiden name of Mullen. I think the purpose of our meeting was to make the connection in my mind to Claudia Mullen.
Michelle Mullins -- Daily Southtown reporter who worked closely with me from 1998-2001. She even invited me to her wedding, which I believe was intended to help me remember her.

Morton Prince -- Harvard psychiatrist who wrote "The Dissociation of Personality" in 1905. He was the first shrink to identify Multiple Personality Disorder.
Steve Prince -- South Bend Tribune copy editor who worked closely with me from 1990-92.
Mary Prince -- Wife of Steve Prince who worked as a typist in the obituary department of the South Bend Tribune. Since I was responsible for editing obituaries, we worked closely together.

Candy Jones -- America's first supermodel, she was hypnotized and used as a courier by the CIA in the 1960s as part of its mind-control program. Her story was featured in the book, "The Control of Candy Jones," by Donald Bain, published in 1976.
Linda Jones -- See Linda Mullen, above.

Frank Olson -- Biochemist who worked at the Army Chemical Corps' Special Operations Division at Fort Detrick in Frederick, Md. He fell to his death from a New York City hotel room in 1953. His death was ruled a suicide, but some people believe he was murdered by CIA agents to cover up his involvement in the LSD experiments. He had been given a dose of LSD without his knowledge, and it drove him crazy. His family later received a settlement from the government for his wrongful death.
Karen Olson -- New Haven (Conn.) Register editor who worked closely with me in 1997. The night before I was offered a job at the Daily Southtown, Karen invited me to a party after work where a few of us smoked marijuana. It was the first time I had smoked marijuana in months, and now it was in my system. The next day, the Daily Southtown editor called me and told me the job was mine if I could pass a drug test. That presented a problem, which I solved by drinking Golden Seal tea before I went in to take the urine test.

Dr. Robert G. Heath -- Brain-electrode researcher, chairman of the Department of Psychiatry and Neurology at Tulane University, and military/CIA contractor in the 1960s.
Will Heath -- Son of my parents' friends from Purdue University who visited us in Niles in 1966. We watched the epic Notre Dame-Michigan State game on TV and later went to see "The Dirty Dozen" at the Ready Theater in Niles.

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 10

2008-02-09T16:39:00.000-05:00

William Bryan -- Los Angeles psychiatrist who hypnotized Sirhan Sirhan, who was framed for the assassination of Sen. Robert Kennedy in 1968. Bryan was a brainwashing specialist for the Air Force in Korea, and later served as an adviser to the CIA on its mind-control programs. ("Psychic Dictatorship in America," by Alex Constantine, p. 13)
Jenny Bryan -- One of my daughter's friends from school. She used to spend the night at our house, and sometimes I would drive up to her house in Michigan to pick Caroline up, which, it turns out, helped ensure sure I would remember her name.

Dr. Allan Frey -- A biophysicist at General Electric's Advanced Electronics Center at Cornell University and a contractor for the Office of Naval Research. His work on microwaves was useful in covert operations. My father, Jack Le Roy Beal, a Mason and Air Force lieutenant with a top-secret security clearance while working on the hydrogen bomb project in the early 1950s, worked for General Electric in Holland, Mich., from 1957 to 1960. My father sold me out to the CIA when I was a child for use in a lifelong mind-control experiment.
Charlie Frey -- Owner of WNIL radio in Niles when I was sports editor of the Niles Daily Star. Sometimes I hosted "Coaches' Corner" at the station when the regular host was on vacation. I interviewed local high school football coaches on the air.

Robert O. Becker -- Co-author of "The Body Electric: Electromagnetics and the Foundation of Life," published in 1985. He did research on EM for the government and was later dropped from the program and harassed by the government for speaking out about the dangers of EM projects.
Robert Becker -- Sports editor of The Grand Rapids (Mich.) Press who hired me away from the Niles Daily Star in 1985.

Sue Hutchinson -- Founder of SAFE, an organization based in England that helps people escape from satanic cults. She was subjected to satanic ritual abuse as a child in Wiltshire, England.
Sue Hutchison -- Intelligence operative from South Africa who befriended me on a dating web site in 2006. Another femme fatale who set me up for a fall. She even paid for my air fare to New York, where we spent a few days together in February 2006. On the return trip to Indianapolis, my plane landed at Gate 28, which has Masonic significance. President Kennedy landed at Gate 28 at Love Field in Dallas on the day he was assassinated. According to James Shelby Downard, the number 28 is one of the correspondences of Solomon in kabbalistic numerology, and the Solomonic name assigned to 28 is "Beale." My flight landed about midnight, and Gate 28 appeared to be the only gate open at the airport at the time. Since it was a long way from the baggage claim, it was clearly not chosen for the convenience of the passengers. It was chosen to reinforce in my mind the Masonic connections to the JFK assassination and my own lifelong mind-control project.

Martin Orne -- Senior CIA researcher based at the University of Pennsylvania's Experimental Psychiatry Laboratory. Orne's forays into hypno-programming were financed in the 1960s by the Human Ecology Fund, a CIA front at Cornell University. He also worked on dissolutuion of memory and later was a founding member of the False Memory Syndrome Foundation advisory board, which was dedicated to brainwashing the American public into disbelieving claims of ritual-abuse survivors.
Dr. Peter Oren -- Surgeon who removed a cyst from my ear in 1964 at Memorial Hospital in South Bend.

Jeanette Martin -- Unlicensed day care operator in White Plains, N.Y., who was accused of molesting children and urinating on them. A total of 18 children testified during the 11-month trial. One perp was convicted on felony charges and sentenced to 25 years in prison.
Jennifer Martin -- South Bend Tribune reporter who worked closely with me in 1990-92.

Arlis Perry -- Victim of satanic ritual murder at a church at Stanford University in 1974. She was killed because she tried to persuade members of a satanic cult to convert to Christianity.
Perry Farrell -- Classmate of mine in the Journalism Department master's program at Michigan State University in 1982. We socialized outside the classroom and kept in touch for a while after I moved to Virginia. Again, this was another example of an extra effort being made to make sure I would remember his name.

Una McManus -- Co-author with Joihn Charles Cooper of "Dealing With Destructive Cults," published in 1984 by Zondervan Publishing Co. of Grand Rapids, Mich. McManus is mentioned in "Black Mask: Satanism in America Today," published in 1990. Also mentioned in this book is a front-page story on satanism that appeared in The Herald-Palladium on April 8, 1989. The Herald-Palladium is a daily newspaper published in St. Joseph, Mich., that covers Berrien County, which is where my hometown of Niles is located. The headline on the article was "Worship of Satan Leaving Its 'Mark' on Berrien County."
Ken McManus -- Copy editor who worked closely with me at the Roanoke (Va.) Times & World-News in 1983.
Linda McManus -- South Bend Tribune copy editor who was in charge of the book page when I worked there in the 1990s. Surprisingly, she allowed me to review a number of books about the JFK assassination, the RFK assassination and the October Surprise scandal.

Harold Abramson -- Did LSD research for the CIA at Mt. Sinai Hospital in New York and also at Columbia University.
Curt Abramson -- Neways distributor from Utah who worked closely with me in the 1990s.

Thomas Powers -- Wrote the introduction to "The Search for the Manchurian Candidate" by John Marks, originally published in 1979 and then updated with the new introduction in 1988.
Lyn Powers -- Covered the Small World preschool scandal for the Niles Daily Star when it first broke in 1984. I was also working there at the time. Later, we worked together in the Mishawaka office of the South Bend Tribune from 1992 to 1994, after she had married and changed her last name to Stegemiller.

George White -- Army officer who ran CIA safehouse used for drug experimentation in San Francisco. Unwitting subjects were taken there and dosed with LSD asnd other drugs.
Mike White -- My first "friend" in Niles when we moved there in 1965. He lived down the street, and we used to race sticks in the creek that flowed through our neighborhood.

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Lee Harvey Oswald -- Framed by the CIA for the assassination of President Kennedy. Sometimes used "Oswalt" as an alias.
Miss Oswalt -- She was my music teacher at Ballard Junior High in Niles, Mich. Since Oswalt is not a very common name, this increases the chance that her being my music teacher was not just a coincidence.

Jesse Curry -- Dallas police chief who was in charge of transferring Oswald from the city jail to the county jail. Despite telephone threats that Oswald would be killed unless he were transferred secretly, Curry went ahead with plans to transfer him at the announced time, and Jack Ruby shot Oswald to death.
Lisa Curry -- Niles resident who hosted a baby shower for my wife and me after our first child was born in 1980. She married a friend of ours named John Donahue who went on to become a judge, and we socialized with them often.

William Jurek -- Rented an apartment to Oswald in Fort Worth.
Phil Jurik -- Editor I worked with at the Daily Southtown. Again, not a common name.

Harry Holmes -- Dallas postal inspector and FBI informant who sat in on Oswald's interrogation after he was arrested for the slaying of Dallas Police Officer J.D. Tippit.
Ed Holmes -- Niles resident who visited us at my dad's house in California in the summer of 1973 or 1974 when I was staying there. He was part of my circle of "friends" in Niles, so I saw him many times through the years. He "just happened" to be at the local west-side bar on June 29, 2006, on the same night I was there to meet my ex-wife for a beer. Several other people from my past with connections to my lifelong mind-control project also "just happened" to be there that night. Hmmm ... what a coincidence.

Judge Patrick J. Fogarty -- Presided over Lee Oswald's truancy hearing in New York City in the fall of 1953.
Luella Fogarty -- Green Party member who befriended me in 1995-96.

Erwin and Velda Schmutz -- Occupied the duplex at 2220 Thomas Place in Fort Worth where Harvey Oswald later lived when he attended Stripling Junior High.
Jerry Schmutz -- Married my cousin, Betsy McShane.

Ralph Yates -- Gave Lee Oswald, who was hitch-hiking, a ride to the Texas School Book Depository on Nov. 20, two days before the assassination.
Kathy Yates -- Ann Arbor femme fatale who cast me under her spell from 1976 to 1978 when I was attending the University of Michigan and working as a cab driver. She was working as a cocktail waitress and I gave her rides to work and back home on many occasions. She led me to believe she was interested in me but later broke off the relationship with no explanation. I was already married when we met, but she was so beautiful, sexy, charming, intelligent and funny that I was seriously interested in her. I even arranged to meet her one time when I was in Ann Arbor on business, but she wouldn't answer the door.

July 20, 1933 -- Marguerite Frances Claverie (Pic) married Robert Edward Lee Oswald on this date. Marguerite later gave birth to Lee Harvey Oswald. This was not the same Lee Harvey Oswald who was framed for President Kennedy's assassination. That man was a European-born spy named Harvey Oswald. Marguerite's son impersonated Harvey on several occasions in the days leading up to the assassination.
July 20, 1980 -- My daughter Caroline was born seven weeks early on this date after my wife unexpectedly went into labor. Since dates are very important to the Illuminati, there's no doubt in my mind that this was no coincidence.

September 1, 1983 -- KAL Flight 007 was shot down over the Soviet Union in a deliberately engineered incident that served at least two purposes. One was to provide an excuse for the escalation of the Cold War, and another was to kill one of the people on board, Congressman Larry McDonald of Georgia. In the 1970s and the 1980s, McDonald was the one who spearheaded efforts against the Bush version of the New World Order.
September 1, 1983 -- My son was born unexpectedly, several weeks early, on the exact same date as the crash of KAL Flight 007.

Beckley Street -- Harvey Oswald was renting a room at 1026 N. Beckley St. in November 1963 and went there to retrieve a pistol after the assassination.
Beckley, W.Va. -- We stayed at a motel there in January 1983 on our way from Michigan to Roanoke, Va., where I had accepted a job at the Roanoke Times & World-News. My ex-wife claims our son was conceived in that motel room. Was it a coincidence that we happened to stay in Beckley? You decide. The coincidences are beginning to add up. My wrist is getting sore from all this typing.

Rambler -- Make of getaway station wagon that Lee Oswald got into in front of the Texas School Book Depository after the assassination. Lee Oswald had been in the building to impersonate Harvey Oswald as part of the frame-up.
Rambler -- Station wagon owned by Niles native Bill Hahn when we lived in the same Ann Arbor neighborhood during the 1974-75 school year. He often mades references to "The Rambler," as though he wanted me to remember the specific make of the car.

Gunnison Facility -- Utah State Prison where hundreds of inmates were subjected to mind-control experiments in the early 1970s. (Volume II of "The Universal Seduction," p. 392)
Gunnison Street -- Grand Rapids street where Niles residents Mike Neesley and Mark Elledge lived in 1974. This was the scene of one of my epic "bad trips" on LSD. A bunch of us attended a Frank Zappa concert that night and returned to the Gunnison residence afterwards to "come down." It took a while, because we were all so stoned. In fact, some of us got separated from the others after the concert, which resulted in a long delay before we finally found them and departed from the concert venue. That night followed a pattern of my being "turned on" to a bad acid trip by my so-called "friends" from Niles. Mae Brussell wrote an article about this titled "Operation Chaos: The CIA's War Against the 1960s Counterculture," posted here:
http://www.maebrussell.com/Mae%20Brussell%20Articles/Operation%20Chaos.html
In the article, she addresses the strange deaths of Brian Jones, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Mama Cass Elliott, Gram Parsons and other rock stars from the 1960s and 1970s. "Almost every death was shrouded with unanswered questions and mystery," Brussell wrote. "Persons around the musicians had strange backgrounds and were often suspect. All of these musicians were at the peak of a creative period and success at the time they were offered LSD. Their personalities altered drastically. Optimism and gratification were replaced with doubt and misery." That describes exactly how I felt when I was on a bad trip. It was pure hell -- mental and physical torture. But maybe it wasn't an accident. Brussell describes how the LSD distributed by the CIA had checmical agents added to it that caused depression and other problems. Maybe my "friends" got some of that "bad acid" through their CIA connections.

John Charles Cooper -- Author of "The Black Mask: Satanism in America Today," 1990.
David Cooper -- South Bend Tribune photo editor who worked closely with me in 1990-92.

Carolyn Adams -- Member of the board of directors of Small World preschool in Niles at the time of the Richard Barkman scandal. Barkman was the co-owner of the preschool, along with his wife, and he was convicted on child-abuse charges in 1985.
Patrick Adams -- My roommate in an apartment we rented on Winchester Avenue in New Haven, Conn., in 1997.

Wanda Davis -- Small World board member at the time of the Barkman scandal.
Ken Davis -- South Bend Tribune music critic who posed as a "conspiracy buff" when I met him in 1990. Later, he got involved with my ex-wife and supposedly was "stalking" her after she broke off the relationship. She called me several times, almost hysterical, asking for advice on how to stop him from stalking her. I believe it was all a hoax to make me feel jealous and inadequate, and to condition me to the concept of stalking. This was shortly before I was first targeted by gang stalkers in 2004.

John Armstrong -- Author of the 2003 classic "Harvey and Lee: How the CIA Framed Oswald." He worked on the book for 10 years before it was published, and spoke at JFK conferences many times during the 1990s. This is important because even though his book hadn't yet been published, he was already well known in the research community by 1999.
Jennifer Armstrong -- Daily Southtown reporter who worked closely with me around 1999-2000. Even though John Armstrong's book had not yet been published when Jennifer started working at the Southtown, since he was already well known by the CIA, her arrival could well have been a reference to him. She sat right next to me.

J.D. McConnell -- Montreal Star editor who helped finance Ewen Cameron's mind-control experiments at the Allan Memorial Clinic in Montreal.
John McConnell -- Reporter at The Times of Northwest Indiana when I worked there in 2001-02. His sister, Phyllis Mahoney, was my immediate supervisor on the copy desk, and we socialized outside the office on numerous occasions.

Dr. Stephen Aldrich -- Headed up the CIA's Office of Research and Development (ORD) in 1962 after the departure of mind-control pioneer Sidney Gottlieb. According to researcher John Rappoport, MKULTRA was a CIA mind-control project that lasted from 1952 to 1962-63. After it ended, supposedly in 1963, the ORD took it over.
Professor Aldrich -- English professor at the University of Michigan whose course I took. One time I gave him a ride home from campus in my cab, just to make an extra impression on me. I also picked up Washington Post reporter Bob Woodward and musician Warren Zevon in my cab. Woodward used his connections to Naval intelligence to help bring down President Nixon in the Watergate scandal. That was a coup d'etat orchestrated by the CIA with help from its media assets, including the Washington Post.

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Susan E. Devine -- Co-editor of "Out of Darkness: Exposing Satanism and Ritual Abuse," published in 1992.
Jill Devine -- CIA operative, mind-control agent or whatever you want to call her, she was posing as a liberal activist when I met her in 1993. We went on a few dates, then she ended the relationship abruptly, establishing a pattern that would grow into an epidemic in the ensuing years. At first, she feigned interest in me, but it was just to set me up for the big fall. The daughter of former Notre Dame football coach Dan Devine.

Ann-Marie Germain -- Wrote master's thesis on ritual abuse while studying at Southern Illinois University in 1992. She herself was subjected to ritual abuse as a child, and in her master's thesis, she told how her father apologized to her near the end of his life and how he regretted having been a Mason. He told her a lot of evil things go on in Masonic temples and discouraged her from joining the Order of the Eastern Star, a Masonic organization for women.
Ann Marie Cox -- Editor at Time magazine online who made it a point to chat with me at a copy editors conference in Chicago in March 2003. Time magazine has long been one of the CIA's major assets in the news media.

Croton Reservoir -- Westchester (N.Y.) County site used in satanic cult activities, according to "The Ultimate Evil" by Maury Terry. This book shows that the Son of Sam killings in the 1970s were not the work of a lone assassin named David Berkowitz, but were perpetrated by Berkowitz and several other members of a satanic cult based in Westchester County.
Croton Pond -- Site of resort in Newaygo, Mich., where I spent a weekend with longtime "friends" Jim Scott, Mike Neesley and Rick Morch in August 1991. Now I know why they chose that particular location.

Wicker Street -- Street in Yonkers, N.Y., where David Berkowitz lived.
Wicker Park -- Chicago neighborhood that was a popular hangout for Daily Southtown reporters. One of them made a special effort to impress on me what a wonderful neighborhood it was when she gave me a ride from the Southtown office to the airport after my job interview in November 1997.

Galaxie 500 -- Model of the car Berkowitz drove when he allegedly committed the Son of Sam murders.
Galaxie 500 -- The name of Dean Wareham's first band. Wareham, who went on to form Luna, makes satanic references in his lyrics. My roommate, Kevin McCready, introduced me to Luna's music around 2000, and I became a big fan, seeing them six or seven times in concert before I realized their connection to satanism.

Jay Baldwin -- Veterinary student at the kennel in Westchester County where some of the animals used for sacrifice by the satanic cult were obtained.
Jim Baldwin -- Niles resident whom I hired to cover local sports when I was sports editor of the Niles Daily Star in 1979. Another of my so-called "friends," he was planted in my life by the mind-control team.
David Baldwin -- Public relations director for the International Trade Mart in New Orleans when Clay Shaw was director of the Trade Mart. Shaw was charged in 1967 by New Orleans District Attorney Jim Garrison with conspiracy to assassinate President Kennedy. He was later acquitted after the FBI, CIA and their friends in the news media sabotaged Garrison's case.

Jim Duffy -- Rented a room in Staten Island that was a hub of activity for the Son of Sam cult.
Jim Duffy -- One of my fellow drivers at Veterans Cab Co. in Ann Arbor, he introdced me to some bookies he knew in 1976, and I started gambling on sports. Another example of my "friends" introducing me to destructive habits.

Tony Catalano -- Owned animal shelter in Yonkers where the Son of Sam cult obtained animals used in sacrifices.
Sue Catalano -- Scorekeeper at FOP Park in Niles when I was sports editor. We worked closely together on publicizing the Little League games, sometime around 1979-80.

Father Lars -- Name of cult member Berkowitz hung out with.
Lars the Cabbie -- I can't remember his last name, but we both drove for Roseland Cab Co. around 1996-97. We used to go out for breakfast together at the end of our night shift.

Harliss -- Last name of satanic cult member in Minot, N.D., who had connections with the Son of Sam cult.
Tricia Harless -- Rented my house on Wall Street in South Bend in 1998-99, causing me a lot of headaches because she hardly ever paid the rent on time. I had her evicted when I sold the house in 1999, and even then she wouldn't move out. I had to hire a moving company to pack up her belongings and put them in storage. Later, I realized it wasn't just random bad behavior, it was harassment. Her daughter Sally was one of my daughter's best friends, which was the main reason why I rented the house to her.

Stanford University -- Arlis Perry was murdered in a satanic ritual at a church on the Stanford campus in Palo Alto, Calif., in 1974. The murderer had connections to the Son of Sam cult, according to "The Ultimate Evil." Apparently she was targeted because of her efforts to convert some of the North Dakota cult members to Christianity.
Stanford Research Institute -- Site of mind-control research for the CIA as part of MKULTRA. My family went to the Stanford-Purdue football game in 1970 on the Palo Alto campus, and my wife and her sister arranged for us to visit the campus when we were vacationing in California in 1992. I believe that was to reinforce my connection to Stanford.

Jack Graham -- Investigator killed when his car collided with a semi truck in Michigan in the 1970s. He was looking into the Son of Sam connections with the North Dakota cult at the time of his death.
Dave Graham -- Grateful Dead fan and friend of Jim Scott's who attended a concert with us at the Indianapolis Sports Arena in 1984. I think it was on my birthday, June 30. Jim had me sit with his friend Greg Metz, way up in the bleachers, because he and Dave were on the main floor taping the show. During the concert, two assholes who were sitting behind us kept up a running negative commentary on Greg and me, making comments such as, "What a couple of losers," and so on, for no apparent reason. The problem was, Greg and I were both so high on LSD that we were unable or unwilling to respond. I now realize this was a setup, because I experienced a similar setup at a Notre Dame football game I attended with my son, where we were harassed throughout the game by an agent who was sitting behind us. It wasn't until years later that I realized these were not just random events.

Pamela Mumford -- Witness on the bus that Oswald allegedly took to Mexico City in the fall of 1963.
Lou Mumford -- South Bend Tribune reporter who worked closely with me in the 1990s when I was the Michigan editor and he was in the Niles bureau. He still works at the Tribune, and frequently uses trigger words in his articles that make it apparent he is part of the mind-control project.

Sgt. W.B. Funk -- Knew Harvey Oswald when they were both stationed at the Marine base in Santa Ana, Calif.
Larry Funk -- Niles resident, golfing buddy, Michigan fan and another so-called "friend."

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James Anderson -- Presbyterian minister and Freemason who was commissioned in September 1721 by the Grand Lodge of London and Westminster to write a history of the Freemasons. It was published in 1723 as "The Constitutions of the Freemasons."
Father Anderson -- Pastor of Trinity Episcopal Church in Niles, Mich., where my family went on Christmas, Easter and once in a blue moon. We weren't very religious, but when we did go to church, we went to Trinity.
Harold Andersen -- Former publisher of the Omaha World-Herald who was implicated in the satanic ritual abuse scandal that rocked Nebraska in the 1980s. Not only was he personally involved in molesting children, his paper also did its best to cover up the scandal. The child-sex ring he was involved in had connections to the most powerful elements of society in the United States, including the CIA and President George H.W. Bush. Former state senator John DeCamp documented the facts of the case in "The Franklin Cover-Up," published in 1996. The facts of the case are spelled out here: www.franklincase.org.
Mark Anderson -- Part-time correspondent who covered Michigan news when I was Michigan editor of the South Bend Tribune in the early 1990s. He used to talk to me about the John Birch Society and plans by the Council on Foreign Relations to bring about one-world government. Another example of the controllers steering me in the direction they wanted me to go. I "just happened" to bump into Mark as I was leaving the office on the afternoon my mother died, allegedly of a heart attack, on Oct. 3, 1991. She was only 62 years old at the time. I had just heard the news and left the office when I met Mark walking in my direction on the sidewalk. Again, I don't believe this was a coincidence. There are a number of suspicious aspects about my mother's death, not the least of which is that she died on the anniversary of Mae Brussell's death, which occurred on Oct. 3, 1988. Mae Brussell (http://www.maebrussell.com/) was a conspiracy researcher who had her own radio show in Carmel, Calif., in the 1970s and '80s. Even though I didn't find out about her until years after her death, I am a great admirer of her work, so I named this blog in her honor. Since my mother died on the same date as Mae Brussell, I believe this was the controllers' way of telling me that my mother was murdered because of my involvement in conspiracy research. The CIA has long had the capability of inducing heart attacks with technology and/or drugs. Bumping into Anderson was the the controllers' way of leaving Freemasonry's fingerprints on my mother's death.

Jerry Lowe -- Former chief investigator for the special committee appointed by the Nebraska state legislature to investigate the Franklin Savings & Loan scandal.
Harold Lowe -- South Bend Tribune wire editor who worked closely with me from 1990-92. Harold, myself, and several other newsroom employees ate lunch together almost every day in the company's cafeteria.
Karin Lowe -- Design editor at The Times of Northwest Indiana who worked closely with me from 2001-04.

Albert Pike -- Famous Freemason who published a book called "Morals and Dogma of the Ancient and Accepted Scottish Rite of Freemasonry" in 1871. Pike is still sometimes regarded in America as an eminent and influential Freemason.
Pike Township -- My sister Mary Ann and her husband purchased a house in Pike Township, which is located in northwest Indianapolis, back in the 1980s. They ended up selling it to my brother Mike, and I lived there with Mike from 2004, when I was first targeted by gang stalking, electromagnetic harassment and other mind-control atrocities, until 2006, when I moved back to South Bend.

David Atlee Phillips -- CIA officer who helped frame Lee Harvey Oswald for the JFK assassination. According to Larry Hancock, author of "Someone Would Have Talked," just before his death in 1988, Phillips told Kevin Walsh, an investigator with the House Select Committee on Assassinations: "My final take on the assassination is there was a conspiracy, likely including American intelligence officers."
Rebekah Phillips -- One of my daughter's friends while she was a student at John Adams High School in South Bend. John Adams was one of many founding fathers who opposed Freemasonry. Others included John Hancock, James Madison and John Quincy Adams. My children's friends were often used to connect me with JFK, Freemasonry, ritual abuse and related topics because I was around them frequently at home, in the car or at various school-related events in the 1990s. It wasn't until later that I made the connections between their names and the names of people associated with the mind-control project.

Butch Karp -- New York City prosecutor who tried to solve the JFK assassination in Robert Tanenbaum's novel, "Corruption of Blood," published in 1996.
Sarah Karp -- Daily Southtown reporter whom I worked closely with in the late 1990s.

Ken O'Donnell -- JFK political aide who was riding in the motorcade when the shots rang out.
Donna O'Donnell -- Close friend of my sister-in-law Sheila when she was in high school in Niles, Mich., in the 1970s.

Charles Spalding -- Kennedy family friend who was at the White House to console the family on the night of the assassination.
Dr. Michael Spalding -- Mishawaka dentist who had a Grateful Dead sticker on his car when he was driving in front of me one day. Since I was also a Grateful Dead fan, I followed him to his office and became a patient of his. Again, it's possible it was just a coincidence that I happened to be in a position to see that sticker, but since I have been under some form of surveillance my entire life, it would have been easy to "arrange" that chance meeting. Kai Bashir talks about mind control by arrangement of "chance encounters" in her book, "Mind Control Within the United States," published in 1997.

Joseph Meyer -- Department of Defense surveillance expert who proposed that electromagnetic mind-control devices "surround the criminal with a kind of externalized conscience." (Psychic Dictatorship in the U.S.A., p. 17)
John Meyers -- My closest friend when I was a sophomore and junior at Saratoga High School in Saratoga, Calif., from 1970 to 1972. He was a Mormon, and since Mormons have much in common with Masons, I don't think it was an accident that my closest friend during that period was a Mormon.

Alden Pyle -- Fatally naive do-gooder in Graham Greene's novel, "The Quiet American," based on Ed Lansdale, a U.S. Air Force officer who also worked for the CIA and served in Vietnam in the 1950s. According to L. Fletcher Prouty, Lansdale was in Dealey Plaza on the day of the JFK assassination, most likely to coordinate various covert operations related to the assassination.
Amy Pyle -- Another one of my daughter's friends from John Adams High School.
Alden Street -- Grand Rapids street where we were scheduled to move in May 1988 when I received a job offer from the Erie Daily Times in Erie, Pa. Instead, we moved to Erie. Street names and addresses often had hidden meanings in my life. For example, when we moved to Erie, we bought a house at 366 E. 36th St. Notice that there are three sixes in the address, or 666. That is a common satanic symbol. Another example of this was our wedding date, 6-26-76.

William Patterson -- Secret Service agent in the motorcade when the crossfire killed President Kennedy in Dealey Plaza.
Paul Patterson -- Daily Southown mailroom employee who posed as a Michigan fan and "conspiracy buff" to win my "friendship." Our association with each other started when I walked past the mailroom one day and noticed he had a University of Michigan flag on the wall. We stayed in touch for several years, even after we both left the Southtown. He was always calling me up to talk conspiracy, and I think one reason for this was to find out how much I knew.

Wendy Hoffman -- Author of a study on Multiple Personality Disorder published in 1992.
Wendy Strickland -- California schoolteacher and Bettie Serveert fan club member who used to exchange mix tapes with me. We became "friends" and e-mailed each other frequently for years until, like so many of my so-called "friends," she ended the relationship abruptly with no explanation. One of the tapes she sent me had a song on it by the Lemonheads called "If I Could Talk I'd Tell You." There's a line in that song that goes, "You are far and away ... my most imaginary friend." That pretty well sums it up, don't you think? If she could have talked, she would have told me that I was only an IMAGINARY friend, but since she was an agent, she was not ALLOWED to talk about that. So she did the next-best thing -- she sent me a cassette tape with a message on it. I always wondered why she put certain songs on my tapes that weren't the type of songs I liked. Later, I realized it was because those songs had messages in them that she wanted me to get as part of the mind-control project. Song lyrics, book passages and lines from movies have been commonly used to communicate messages to me throughout my lifelong ordeal.

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As I mentioned before, the Masons' obsession with the science of names is evident by the way they surrounded me with people whose names were identical or similar to the names of people involved in the JFK assassination, mind control, ritual abuse and other Masonic-influenced atrocities.

Certainly it's possible that some of these could be coincidences, but what makes me think there's something more to it than that is the sheer number of "coincidences." At some point, in the face of so much evidence, it becomes impossible to attribute all these examples to "coincidence," especially when there's so much other evidence of mind control in my life.

Jerry Rose, editor of the JFK assassination research journal The Third Decade, made the same point in an article titled "Jack Ruby and J.D. Tippit," published in the March 1985 issue:

"The question, as always, is that of the point at which the reasonable mind rebels at accepting a host of coincidences and begins to demand that we look for the conspiratorial agency behind all these 'coincidental' happenings."

Here are some more examples of the type of "coincidences" I'm talking about:

Pierre Finck -- JFK autopsy doctor who helped cover up the truth about the president's wounds.
Ron Fink -- Junior high classmate who made an updated impression on me when he came over to my house years later to sell me some Amway products. This shows the pattern of an incident being engineered in my life with the purpose of making me remember someone better than I otherwise would have.

Harold Russell -- Witnessed "Lee Harvey Oswald" leave the scene of Dallas Police Officer J.D. Tippit's slaying on the afternoon of the JFK assassination. Like hundreds of other witnesses involved in the case, he later died mysteriously. One reason Russell was killed could have been that his description of Oswald did not match the description of the man who was charged with the Tippit slaying and the assassination. That man was Harvey Oswald. The man Russell saw leaving the scene was Lee Oswald, whose job was to impersonate Harvey in order to help frame him for the murders.
Joyce Russell -- Reporter in the Portage bureau of The Times of Northwest Indiana, whom I worked closely with from 2001 to 2004.

George McGann -- Husband of Beverly Oliver, the woman known as the "babushka lady" who saw shots fired from behind the wooden fence on the grassy knoll. He was later murdered.
Jack McGann -- Publisher of the South Bend Tribune when I worked there, from 1990 to 1994.

Bill Waters -- Tried to talk Lee Oswald out of getting involved in the JFK assassination.
Mike Waters -- Editor of the Daily Southtown in Tinley Park, Ill., when I worked there from 1998 to 2001.

D.L. Moody -- Founder of Moody Church in Chicago, he was a prominent opponent of Freemasonry.
Jon Moody -- Reporter in the Mishawaka office of the South bend Tribune with whom I worked closely from 1992 to 1994. He also claimed to be a JFK "assassination buff," but I think he was just an agent pretending to be interested so he could gain my trust and friendship. In a pattern that would repeat itself many times in the years that followed, he abruptly ended our friendship in 1994 for no good reason. This was part of the process of causing me emotional trauma that has been a hallmark of the lifelong mind-control program directed at me by the CIA.
John Wesley -- Eighteenth centuryAnglican clergyman who denounced Freemasonry.
John Wesley Harding -- British musician who performed at a Chicago club in 2003 or 2004. I had never even heard of him, but some of my so-called "friends" at the newspaper where I worked, The Times of Northwest Indiana, talked me into going. I thought it was odd, because I had never socialized with these people outside the office, but now I realize the purpose of it was to make me remember the name and connect it to John Wesley. As we've seen, this was a common tactic used by the controllers when they wanted me to make a connection related to my mind-control targeting.

Charles Appel -- FBI handwriting expert involved in New Orleans District Attorney Jim Garrison's case against Clay Shaw for conspiracy to assassinate President Kennedy.
Marty Appel -- Neighborhood kid who used to play football, baseball and basketball over at our house in Niles, Michigan, in the 1960s.

Sheila Ostrander -- Wrote "Psychic Discoveries Behind the Iron Curtain," published in 1970. Her research was later used in CIA mind-control projects.
Sherman Ostrander -- Niles High School baseball coach whom I worked closely with in the 1980s when I was sports editor of the Niles Daily Star.

Douglas Dean -- American who did research on telepathy that was used for mind control.
Danny Dean -- Publisher of the Niles Daily Star when I worked there in the 1980s.

Martti Koski -- Finnish mind-control victim whose story was told in "Whistleblowers," a book on mind control that was edited by Elizabeth Russell-Manning and published in 1996.
Ken Kosky -- Reporter in the Valparaiso office of The Times whom I worked closely with from 2001 to 2004.

John Bowden Connally -- Texas governor injured in the JFK crossfire in Dealey Plaza.
Keith Bowden -- One of my brother's best friends, he drove from Texas to visit us in Indianapolis in 2005, after my career was destroyed and I had to move in with my brother.

Mark Lane -- JFK researcher and author of "Rush to Judgment," published in 1966, who spoke at the University of Michigan in Ann Arbor when I was a student there in 1975. Earlier in this series, I told the story of being implored to attend the lecture by one of my roommates.
Susan Lane -- Next-door neighbor when we moved to Saratoga, Calif., in 1970.

P.A. Lindstrom -- UC-San Diego professor who helped Swedish mind-control victim Robert Naeslund by verifying that he had transmitters implanted in his head.
David Lindstrom -- Indianapolis Star music critic whose name was dropped on me by Jim Betzold, one of my "friends" at the Daily Southtown. He made it a point to bring up Lindstrom's name several times, as though he wanted me to remember it.

Arnold M. Ludwig -- Author of a paper titled "The Psychological Functions of Dissociation," published in the American Journal of Clinical Hypnosis in October 1983. The deliberate inducement of dissociation to create Multiple Personality Disorder is one of the primary methods of mind control.
Robert Ludwig -- Grand Rapids Press editor who moved on to take a job as editor of the Jackson (Mich.) Citizen-Patriot while I was working at the Press in the 1980s. Later, Ludwig interviewed me for a job at the Jackson paper. I believe this was arranged so I would remember his name.

Charles Harrison -- One of the references Lee Harvey Oswald listed on his application for a job at Mason Marble and Granite in New Orleans in July 1963.
Don Harrison -- Veterans Cab Co. owner who hired me to drive for him in May 1976.

To be continued ...

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 5

2008-02-06T19:19:00.000-05:00

A lot of people, especially Masons and their friends, deny there is anything sinister about Freemasonry. They claim critics of Freemasonry are deluded by "conspiracy theory."

Now, there is no doubt Masons do some good things for charity and so on. And it's true there are many good people involved in "the craft," especially at the lower levels. But the higher levels of Freemasonry are where the dark, sinister forces dominate.

All you have to do is read the Masonic literature to see that Freemasonry is incompatible with a democratic society.

Here are some excerpts from "An Inquiry into the Nature and Tendency of Speculative Free-Masonry," by John G. Stearns, published in 1829. The criticisms apply as well today as they did back then:

"Masonry is a MURDEROUS institution. It is based on laws which require murder. Those laws which support the system, demand and take the life of a fellow creature, without any reference to the laws of God or the land."

"Those who join the institution, solemnly swear that, if they violate 'any part' of their oaths, they will submit to be executed in the manner the oaths prescribe. . . . What a disgrace to the dignity of man; that in this land of bibles, and dear bought independence, a society should exist which claims the prerogative of sacrificing human beings, without any reference to the God of the Bible, or to the laws of our boasted freedom! Such, I am bold to say, is the Masonic society."

"The Masonic society is inconsistent with our free institutions. Every Mason's life, according to the oaths he has taken, is the property of Masons; consequently not that of his country. Is this consistent with a Republican Government?"

"Some sentiments embraced in Masonic oaths deserve particular notice. . . . If a murderer or any other criminal who is a Master Mason is brought before the bar of justice to be tried, and gives this signal of distress; if the judge or prosecutor or any of the jurors are Master Masons, and see him give this sign, they are under the solemnities of an oath, to risk their lives to save his."

These quotes were taken from a web site that discusses the Masonic influence in Mormonism. There is a lot more to the story, and you can read about it here:

http://www.utlm.org/onlineresources/mormonkingdomvol1ch13masonicinfluence.htm

Want something more up to date? David Icke's books, "Tales from the Time Loop," "The Biggest Secret" and "Children of the Matrix" all contain a lot of information about how the Masons are key players in the Illuminati's efforts to bring about a global fascist police state in which everyone will be microchipped, mind-controlled and monitored by satellites.

One reason why our government is so corrupt is the dominance of Freemasonry and other secret societies like the Knights of Malta, especially in the intelligences agencies. At the time of the JFK assassination, President Lyndon Johnson, FBI Director J. Edgar Hoover, Chief Justice Earl Warren and Warren Commission members Gerald Ford and Allen Dulles were all 33rd Degree Freemasons. And they were all involved in covering up the CIA-orchestrated conspiracy that killed JFK.

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 4

2008-02-06T18:19:00.000-05:00

OK, I just got done watching "Body Heat" again, and I have a lot more to add.

Matty Walker had a gazebo in her back yard, just as my family did when I was growing up in Niles, Michigan. That gazebo is forever embedded in my memory because I kissed a girl for the first time in that gazebo when I was 12 years old. It was her idea that we go there to do it, and I believe it was so I would remember it well and they could use the gazebo concept later on. "Body Heat" presented the perfect opportunity.

There's a scene in the gazebo where Matty introduces Ned to her friend from Wheaton High School, Mary Ann Simpson. "Mary Ann is like a sister to me," Matty says. Well, it just so happens that I have a sister named Mary Ann, too, and she's the one who started calling me "Matty" after the movie was released in 1981.

There are a couple of gang-stalking references in the film. In one, Ned has just finished visiting with a client in the local jail, and as he is leaving, the jail door slams behind him so loudly that you can see he is visibly startled. That's a classic noise-campaign strategy. As far as adding it to the movie, it really had no relevance to the plot, so I believe it was added for my benefit as another bit of foreshadowing what was going to happen to me. I discuss foreshadowing in more detail in a post titled "foreshadowing" in the archives of this blog.

Another gang-stalking reference happens in the restaurant, where Ned is walking in just as Matty and her husband are walking out. Ned and Matty practically bump into each other. As anyone who has been a victim of gang stalking knows, that is a common tactic used to unnerve the targeted individual.

In the scene at the law firm where they discuss the will, there are some Oriental wall hangings in the conference room. You can see them clearly in one shot in which the camera pans from the wall to the people sitting at the table. Soon after the film was released, my wife purchased an Oriental wall hanging for our house that was similar, if not identical, to one of the wall hangings in the film.

Later, Ned's friends, Lowenstein, the prosecutor, and Oscar, the police detective, pay Ned a visit at his apartment in an attempt to warn him away from Matty. This is after Matty's husband has been killed, and they express doubts that he was killed by his business partners.

"A very rough group of fellows," Oscar says. "It's possible they wanted to cut old Edmund out, but it's just not their style."

"They'd rather destroy ya than kill ya, and they hate publicity," Lowenstein adds.

That pretty well sums up the Illuminati/Masonic approach to revenge, as I found out years later. Obviously, they could have killed me at any time, but they wanted me to die a slow death for maximum torture effect.

According to James Shelby Downard, author of the article about Masonic involvement in the JFK assassination, Masons don't believe in killing people in just any old way. They went to a great deal of effort to make sure their fingerprints were all over the assassination and easily identifiable by those who knew what to look for.

As far as the movie is concerned, I believe the crux of the matter, at least as far as the lesson the controllers wanted me to learn, is the question of morality. Toward the end of the film, as Oscar and Lowenstein are closing in on Ned, Lowenstein tells Ned that as far as he's concerned, Edmund Walker was a bad guy, and he doesn't care who killed him or who got rich because of it.

"But Oscar's not like that," he says. "His whole life is based on doing the right thing. He's the only person I know like that, and sometimes it's a real pain, even for him."

In my opinion, that was a reference to me. What they were trying to show me in this film is that it doesn't pay to be good. The world is run by people who are willing to be evil to accomplish what they want. And that sums up the attitude of the Illuminati and the Masons.

Ned Racine learned that lesson the hard way, and at the end of the film, we realize that when he says, "Matty was the kind of person who could do what was necessary." That was also the rule by which Edmund Walker lived and died. He got rich by screwing other people over, but he met his match in Matty Walker.

What this film was trying to say to me was that my life was going to be destroyed because I chose the path of good over evil, especially in taking on the fight for truth about the JFK assassination.

I say that because there is also a reference to political assassinations in the film, in that one of the characters -- the prosecutor -- is named Peter Lowenstein. The year before the film was released, former New York congressman and political activist Allard Lowenstein was killed because, among other reasons, he was pushing for the truth about the assassination of Bobby Kennedy.

It was portrayed in the news media as another "lone nut" assassination, but it had the CIA's fingerprints all over it, just like the JFK and RFK assassinations.

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 3

2008-02-05T21:58:00.000-05:00

As I mentioned before, the people in charge of Operation Mindfuck apparently are not allowed to speak with me or write to me, so they use other methods to communicate. One of their favorites is the motion picture.

At the end of part 2 in this ongoing, multi-part series, I mentioned that Paula Wetzel and her husband were instrumental in my situation. Paula's husband, Mark, attended the University of Michigan journalism school when I was an undergraduate there, and he started me down one particular mind-control "treasure hunt" that revealed a lot.

One time Mark was telling me about his experiences as an intern at the daily newspaper in Racine, Wis. He kept repeating and emphasizing "Racine."

The name of the town stuck in my mind, and a few years later, I would visit that town with some of my so-called "friends." A few of my friends from Niles and I attended a Grateful Dead concert at Alpine Valley, which isn't too far from Racine. The day after the concert, we visited Racine, which is located on the Lake Michigan shoreline, not far from Milwaukee.

When we arrived, we went straight to the beach, where we walked around for a while. We also drove through the town, which didn't seem like much of a resort town to me. I didn't understand why my friends were so insistent that we visit Racine, but they seemed determined to do so, and that made it stick in my mind even more. It turned out to be a foreshadowing technique.

I believe that was in the summer of 1982, the year after the movie "Body Heat" was released. In that movie, William Hurt plays a character named Ned Racine, who falls for a femme fatale named Matty Walker, played by Kathleen Turner. Matty seduces Ned and enlists his help in murdering her husband, allegedly so they can inherit his money and live happily ever after. Except Matty frames Ned and skips town with all the dough.

If you haven't seen it, it's a terrific film noir, written and directed by University of Michigan graduate Lawrence Kasdan. But for me, it has special significance, and this is why the lead character's name is Ned Racine. Kasdan also directed The Big Chill, another film that's loaded with references to my situation. I believe he was chosen for this task because of our connection to the University of Michigan.

There are a number of references in "Body Heat" to my situation. I made some notes on them last year while watching the movie, but unfortunately, I'm writing this at the library, and I don't have the notes with me, so I'll just have to remember what I can off the top of my head.

About the time the film was released, my sister Mary Ann began to call me Matty. In the movie, Matty Walker switches identities, a common aspect of multiple personality disorder, with a high school classmate named Mary Ann Simpson. They were classmates together at Wheaton High School in Wheaton, Ill.

Wheaton College is one of the institutions that have taken a stand against Freemasonry. At one time, if not still today, it forbid its faculty from joining Masonic lodges.

Now let's look at some background on Freemasonry and see how it connects to the unfortunate Ned Racine. In 1826, Captain William Morgan of Batavia, N.Y., published an expose of Freemasonry, and he was subsequently murdered by Masons to punish him and to prevent him from speaking out any further.

Although no one was convicted of Morgan's murder, it was widely suspected that Masons killed him, and this resulted in 45,000 Masons quitting their lodges, leaving less than 10,000 practicing Masons. This spawned the Anti-Masonic Party, which was formed in upstate New York in 1828, and was the first third party in American national politics.

Many people feared the Masons, believing they were a powerful secret society that was trying to rule the country in defiance of republican principles. They were right. Other objections were to Freemasonry's links to the occult, witchcraft, and ceremonial magic.

Charles Finney, an evangelist who founded Oberlin College, condemned Freemasonry in his book, "The Character, Claims and Practical Workings of Freemasonry," published in 1879.
In the book, Finney reveals that a Mason named Henry L. Valance confessed to Morgan's murder in the summer of 1848 on his deathbed. The confession was taken down by Dr. John L. Emery of Racine County, Wis.

Morgan received the Royal Arch degrees in Western Star No. 33 of Le Roy, N.Y. Now I know why my father's middle name was Le Roy.

I saw "Body Heat" for the first time in the mid-1980s but did not notice the Racine reference
until last year when I was watching it again. And the full significance of that name escaped me until recently, when I read about Valance's confession in "Freemasonry" by Jack Harris.

As far as the references to my situation in "Body Heat," Ned Racine is played for a fool by Matty Walker, just as I was set up and played for a fool by my wife, Mary Pat Dowling. At one point, Ned's friend Oscar tries to warn him away from Matty, saying, "She's trouble Ned, major league trouble. She's poison. Watch yourself."

In another chilling scene, Ned says to Matty, "A man is going to die for no other reason than we want him dead. Let's not kid ourselves. He doesn't deserve it."

This was a bit of foreshadowing, because I am being slowly poisoned to death now (see "murder in progress," posted on this blog) "for no other reason than we want him dead." I have become a security risk for the mind controllers, so this terminal project is coming to an end.

In one scene, Ned is shown in Miami, where he is trying to set up an alibi for the murder, which happens some distance away in Florida. As he is walking to his car, a man dressed as a clown drives by, causing Ned to wince. The symbolism is that he is being "clowned" by Matty.

There are more examples from the film, but those are all I can think of right now. If I can find my notes, I'll try to post more examples later.

At any rate, calling my attention to the town of Racine, the character Ned Racine and the connection of the Capt. Morgan story to Racine County was the controllers' way of telling me, "This is what is going to happen to you, and these are the people who are responsible for doing it."

If it strikes you as bizarre that they would go to all that trouble just to fuck with my head, we are in total agreement. But you have to understand, that's how the Masons operate.

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 2

2008-02-05T18:30:00.000-05:00

Evidence of Masonic involvement in the assassination of President Kennedy is blatant in my own particular mind-control project, and it is well-documented by James Shelby Downard here:
http://www.whale.to/b/kingkill_33.html

One reason why it's important to let people know about this is, a lot of folks are under the misconception that Freemasonry is nothing but a harmless fraternal organization that seeks to do good things for society. Nothing could be further from the truth. In fact, Freemasonry is one of the primary instruments of a diabolical Illuminati plot to enslave mankind under a global fascist dictatorship.

One good source for information about Freemasonry is the web site http://www.freemasonrywatch.org/ . Another is the book "Freemasonry" by Jack Harris, published in 1983.

The deliberate destruction of the United States of America, which gained momentum after the JFK assassination, is one of the key components of the Masonic plan. So let's take a closer look at the Masonic involvement in the JFK assassination, ritual abuse, mind control, witchcraft and related subjects through the "science of names" that permeates my life.

When I was growing up in the sleepy little town of Niles, Michigan, in the 1960s, three of my closest "friends" were the aforementioned Don Lawrence (see part 1), Mike Neesley and Jim Scott. Here is how those names relate to the JFK case:

Mary Lawrence -- Head waitress of Lucas B&B Restaurant in Dallas, she was a friend of Jack Ruby's. Ruby met Lee Oswald there on the morning of the assassination.
Jack Lawrence -- Right-winger and former soldier alleged to be involved in the assassination, and, according to Richard E. Sprague's book, "The Taking of America 1-2-3," one of the shooters behind the picket fence on the grassy knoll.

Delores Neeley -- Secretary for Bloomfield Enterprises, which had offices in the Trade Mart in New Orleans. CIA contract agent Clay Shaw, who was director of the Trade Mart, was charged by New Orleans District Attorney Jim Garrison with involvement in the conspiracy to assassinate President Kennedy. He was acquitted in 1969, thanks to efforts by the CIA, the FBI, the CIA-controlled news media and others to discredit Garrison's case. Delores Neeley and James Lawrence witnessed Oswald passing out pro-Castro leaflets in front of the Trade Mart in 1963. It's interesting that Neeley and Lawrence were paired, just as Neesley and Lawrence were often paired in my life. There's a photograph that shows Oswald, Neeley and Lawrence together.
214 W. Neely -- Dallas address where Harvey and Marina Oswald moved in March 1963.

Winston Scott -- Chief of the CIA's Mexico City station, which was instrumental in framing Oswald for the assassination by linking him to the Cuban and Soviet embassies. We also had a dog named Winston during this time.

My interest in the JFK assassination didn't start until 1974, when I saw the Zapruder film for the first time at a lecture sponsored by the Assassination Information Bureau on the campus of the University of Michigan, where I was a student. After that, I started to become obsessed with the assassination, and I started doing research on it at the library.

I read "Rush to Judgment" by Mark Lane, "Accessories After the Fact" by Sylvia Meagher and several other books, and I wrote a paper on the assassination for my history class.

According to Kai Bashir, author of "Mind Control Within the United States," the phenomenon of steering a mind-control subject in a particular direction by exposing the person to certain literature, people and experiences is a common method used by the controllers. I believe my interest in the JFK assassination was used in this way, for whatever reason.

One of the main reasons why I think this is true is an incident that happened in November 1975. Mark Lane was scheduled to give a lecture on the assassination on the UM campus, but unfortunately, I was swamped with homework at the time, and I decided not to attend because I had an important paper due the next morning, and I hadn't even started on it.

One of my roommates in the house where I lived with nine other people strenuously objected to my not attending the lecture. She had never indicated she was even interested in the subject, but now, all of a sudden, she was vehemently insisting that I go with her. I told her I was sorry, but there was no way I could go. Finally she relented.

A week or two later, she gave me a tape-recording of the lecture, and I have to say, it was this event more than any other that galvanized me. While listening to the tape, I became almost mesmerized, and I felt a strong sense of direction in my life. It was as though I had never been fully aware of the terrible injustices in the world until that time. Mark Lane's delivery struck a chord deep within my soul, or so I thought at the time.

Is it possible that my mind was influenced somehow at that time? I had always thought my reaction was a natural response to the information, but after I read Bashir's book and other books on mind control, I started to wonder if perhaps I had been programmed to respond so passionately.

One possibility, I decided, was that they wanted to use me as an unwitting spy. I have read about others being used in this fashion. Since the mind controllers have the ability to see what I see and hear what I hear from a remote location, it's possible that they wanted me to infiltrate activist organizations and use my contacts to gather information about other people involved in the JFK research community.

Another possibility was that I was being set up for the big fall. Since that happened in 2004, they have tried to make me feel guilty for getting involved in political activism, as though they want me to think this happened to me because of my resistance to authority. But, as we've seen, they steered me in this direction when I was in college, so they could easily have stopped me.

Since my dad was a Mason and had a top-secret clearance while working on the hydrogen bomb project for the Air Force, he obviously had knowledge of the way the world is, and how dangerous it is to oppose the U.S military and intelligence establishment. When I started talking about the JFK assassination, he could easily have taken me aside and warned me. But he never discouraged me from pursuing this line of inquiry, in fact he encouraged me at times. That's what makes me think he was aware of the project all along and was "handling" me.

Let's take a look at the names of some of the people who lived in that house with me in November 1975.

337 E. Jefferson St. -- This was the address of the house in Ann Arbor, Michigan, where I lived during the 1975-76 school year. Lee Harvey Oswald was captured at the Texas Theatre in Dallas, which is located at 231 W. Jefferson Blvd.

Ellen Green -- I met Ellen in 1973 when we were freshmen, and we became good friends. She is the one who invited me to live with her and the other eight individuals at 337 Jefferson St. She once told me, "I feel like I've known you all my life." We kept in touch off and on through the years, and I spoke to her on the phone in 2005 when she was living in Blacksburg, Va. Intrestingly, Blacksburg is also home to Virginia Tech, where the worst mass shooting in U.S. history occurred last year. Some people think that event was a CIA mind-control project, with the assassin being a victim of Manchurian candidate programming.
Dr. L. Wilson Greene -- Also known as Dr. Green, Dr. Greenbaum, Dr. Greentree and Dr. Greenberg, he assisted Josef Mengele with his bizarre mind-control experiments on prisoners in the Nazi concentration camps during World War II. After the war, Dr. Green was recruited by the U.S. government, which paid him to go to medical school and then hired him to carry out mind-control experiments on children. He had a laboratory at Tulane University, where he was instrumental in developing Manchurian Candidate programming. (Probe magazine, July/August 2000)
Jennifer Greene -- Also known as Arizona Wilder, she told her story of having been victimized by the Illuminati mind-control network in David Icke's "Tales From the Time Loop."
Jenny Green -- Indianapolis Star editor who offered me a job on the copy desk in July 2004. She would have been one of my CIA "handlers" at the newspaper if it had not withdrawn its offer after I quit my current job. This incident is discussed in detail elsewhere on this blog, under "how it all started" in the October 2005 archives.

Steve Adler -- Steve shared a room with Ellen on 337 E. Jefferson St. As I mentioned before, my case involves a long history of deliberately inflicted emotional trauma and humiliation, and this was a prime example. I had been competing with Steve for Ellen's affections for the previous two years, so it was humiliating in a way for me to have to live in the same house with them while they were sleeping together. I think this was one reason why Ellen invited me to live there.
I didn't realize they would be sharing a room when I moved in.
Margot Adler -- Leading figure in the Wiccan movement who wrote "Drawing Down the Moon." Also the granddaughter of Alfred Adler. Her involvement in the occult is significant because Ellen Green was also involved in the occult. She took a witchcraft class in her home state of Massachusetts during the summer of 1974, and she was heavily into celebrating Halloween.
Dr. Alfred Adler -- Austrian medical doctor and psychologist who collaborated with Sigmund Freud on psychoanalytic method. His most famous concept was the inferiority complex, which the controllers have tried to instill in me ever since I was a young child. One thought that occurs to me is that this may have been part of an experiment to see if someone with a strong will (that was how I was able to break away from my programming) could be forced to feel inferior with other forms of mind control (such as all the staged incidents designed to inflict emotional trauma).

Dorothy Michniewicz -- This is the girl who tried to get me to go with her to the Mark Lane lecture. She was Ellen's closest friend, and Ellen was always trying to pawn her off on me. The effect of all those incidents was for Ellen to let me know that I wasn't good enough for her, but I was good enough for Dorothy, who was nowhere near as interesting and attractive as Ellen was.
In other words, the whole thing was a psychological setup.
Dorothy Wetzel Hunt -- The wife of Watergate conspirator E. Howard Hunt, she was killed in the infamous "Watergate plane crash" at Midway Airport in Chicago in December 1972. Various other Watergate-related figures were killed in the "accident," which was actually a case of airplane sabotage. Immediately after the plane crashed, dozens of federal agents descended on the crash site and confiscated evidence. This is documented on Sherman Skolnick's web site, http://www.skolnicksreport.com/ in a four-part series titled "The Secret History of Airplane Sabotage."
Paula Wetzel -- One of my friends from high school, she was present the night my romance with Mary Pat Dowling was arranged. That was New Year's Eve 1974, at a party in Kalamazoo, Mich. We kept in touch with Paula for years after that. I hesitate to say that we were "friends," because I honestly don't believe anyone I thought was my friend at that time was actually my friend. They were all just pawns in the mind-control project, some witting and some perhaps unwitting.

More about Paula and her husband in bizarre masonic atrocity exposed, part 3.

bizarre mind-control atrocity exposed, part 1

2008-02-05T16:24:00.000-05:00

Although I have not attempted to recover my memories, I strongly suspect that as a child, I was subjected to ritual abuse and other forms of torture in an attempt to fracture my mind into multiple personalities as part of the CIA mind-control program known as Project Monarch. See this: www.whale.to/b/patton.html

But regardless of whether I was subjected to ritual abuse as a child, I will demonstrate in this multi-part series, beyond the shadow of a doubt, that I was targeted by the Illuminati, the Freemasons and their henchmen in the CIA for a bizarre and lifelong mind-control atrocity. For more information about the Illuminati, see this: http://henrymakow.com/000166.html

Last year, a CIA agent confirmed to me that I had been subjected to ritual abuse as a child, but that I had broken away from my programming. I believe one reason why I was chosen for this lifelong ordeal was to punish me for rejecting the satanic way of life that was part of my family's heritage, and to teach me that being "good" doesn't pay.

I think another reason why I was selected for Project Monarch is that my father was in the Air Force and had a top-secret security clearance while working on the hydrogen bomb project in the 1950s. In my case, it's evident that Freemasonry also played a major part in my being selected for a lifelong mind-control project. My grandfather was a Shriner, which means he was a high-ranking Freemason, and my father was also a high-ranking Mason.

A number of books have connected Masons to ritual abuse and CIA mind-control programs, including "Trance Formation of America" by Cathy O'Brien and Mark Phillips (www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_mindcon08.htm) and "Thanks for the Memories" by Brice Taylor ( http://educate-yourself.org/mc/nwomcbturireview.shtml )

According to the Encyclopedia of Freemasonry, "It is certain that onomatology, or the science of names, forms a very interesting part of the investigations of higher Masonry." In my case, the science of names connects me to Freemasonry, ritual abuse, the JFK assassination, mind control, satanism and other related topics.

I didn't wake up to this until recently, but once I did, I used this knowledge to piece together the clues to the mystery of my life. Names of people, streets, towns and much more began to take on a meaning that I had never understood before. It became apparent to me that people had been planted in my life whose names would connnect me to Freemasonry, ritual abuse, the JFK assassination, the Franklin Credit Union scandal in Nebraska, mind control, satanism and other related topics.

This was a way for the Illuminati to reveal to me that I had been targeted by a mind-control program without coming right out and telling me. In other words, it was designed to be plausibly deniable, but at the same time, to leave no doubt in my mind what was going on and who was behind the program. Arrogance is one of the Illuminati's weaknesses. They are so proud of themselves and so anxious to demonstrate how powerful they are, that they leave their fingerprints all over the place.

Certainly it's possible that the appearance of some of these people in my life could have been coincidences, but what makes me think there's something more to it is the sheer number of "coincidences." At some point, in the face of so much evidence, it becomes impossible to attribute all these examples to "coincidence," especially when there's so much other evidence of mind control in my life.

Jerry Rose, editor of the JFK assassination research journal The Third Decade and later The Fourth Decade, made the same point in an article titled "Jack Ruby and J.D. Tippit," published in the March 1985 issue of The Third Decade:

"The question, as always, is that of the point at which the reasonable mind rebels at accepting a host of coincidences and begins to demand that we look for the conspiratorial agency behind all these 'coincidental' happenings."

I have read the accounts of dozens of mind-control victims, and I share with them many of the usual symptoms, including being targeted by gang stalking, electromagnetic harassment, slander campaigns, unexplained rude treatment, references to my ordeal in the news media, and so forth.

But the phenomenon of the science of names, which I have experienced since childhood, is unusual and possibly unique to my situation. That's why I decided to expose it on this blog. If someone else is being targeted in a similar fashion, it could alert them to the situation. But more importantly, since it points to Masonic involvement in mind control, it could help people wake up to the fact that Masons are deliberately running this country into the ground so they can dissolve the United States and merge it into a global fascist dictatorship known as the New World Order.

I will be listing dozens -- maybe hundreds -- of examples in this multi-part series, but just to give you an idea, I'm going to list in this post a few of the bizarre "coincidences" that have been one of the hallmarks of my lifelong ordeal. Another hallmark of this brutal, covert and vicious campaign has been emotional abuse -- particularly the type inflicted by women who pretended to be interested in me and then abruptly broke off the relationship with no explanation.

After 17 years of marriage, my wife divorced me in 1993, but I was confident that I would find someone who was a better match for me, so although I resisted the idea at first, I eventually went along with the idea, not realizing that all my efforts to find a new life partner would be sabotaged as part of the mind-control atrocity.

My wife's maiden name was Mary Pat Dowling, so her initials were MPD, which is an acronym for Multiple Personality Disorder. Freemasons have long induced MPD in young children as a means of programming them for mind control. Mary Pat and I first met in the summer of 1967 when we were both about 12 years old. A "friend" of mine, and I use that term loosely these days, named Don Lawrence, first called my attention to her on the playground at the elementary school we attended in Niles, Mich.

Many times when the three of us were together, Don would say to her, making sure I could hear, "That's a little MPD" or "What's a little MPD?" Then he would look at me and smile. I always thought that was strange, but I never understood the significance of it until recently.

Don Lawrence moved to Niles from Pennsylvania in 1965, the same year that Lincoln Lawrence's book "Were We Controlled?" was published. That book suggested that Lee Harvey Oswald and Jack Ruby may have been victims of mind control.

A woman named Mary Dowling waited on Lee Harvey Oswald on Nov. 20, 1963, at the Dobbs House Restaurant in Dallas, two days before the assassination. This was not the same Lee Harvey Oswald who was framed for the JFK assassination and shot to death by Jack Ruby. That man was also named Lee Harvey Oswald, but he had been known as Harvey Oswald as a youth. Later, he was sent to Russia on a mission for U.S. intelligence, and after he returned to the United States, he was set up with a job at the Texas School Book Depository.

The story of the two Oswalds is spelled out in a fascinating book by John Armstrong called "Harvey and Lee: How the CIA Framed Oswald." You can read about it here: www.jfkresearch.com/critique/critique-view.html and purchase the book here: http://www.lasthurrahbookshop.net/

According to the late conspiracy researcher James Shelby Downard, the Kennedys are connected to the Beals through the "magic and mystery of words." Jackie Kennedy's aunt, Edith Bouvier, married a man named Beale, and John F. Kennedy was born on May 29, 1917, at 83 Beals St. in Brookline, Mass. Beale onomatology is rendered thus: El-Bel-Baal-Be al-Beal-Beale.

I learned this from reading Downard's article, "Sorcery, Sex, Assassination and the Science of Symbolism" in the book titled "Secret and Suppressed: Banned Ideas and Hidden History," edited by Jim Keith and published in 1993. You can read more about Downard's research here: www.whale.to/b/whalen.html

Downard demonstrates that the JFK assassination was essentially a Masonic ritual, covered up by high-ranking Masons, including Lyndon Johnson, J. Edgar Hoover, Allen Dulles and Gerald Ford. And since the Beals are connected to the Kennedys by the science of names, I feel that my lifelong ordeal is also a Masonic ritual related to the JFK assassination.

I can give hundreds of examples of how the science of names connects my life to the JFK assassination, ritual abuse, mind control, satanic cults, Nazi Germany, the Philadelphia Experiment, the Montauk Project, extraterrestrials and other strange phenomena.

As far as I can determine, the pattern of placing people around me whose names are identical or similar to the names of people involved in these subjects started in 1965, the year I turned 10 years old. But it reached its peak in 1998, the year I took a job on the metro desk of the Daily Southtown in Tinley Park, Ill.

I was one of five metro editors who worked together closely, and our desks were clustered together so we could communicate with each other easily. The editors I worked with were named John Hector, Mike Waters, Tom Finn and John O'Brien. Later, Karen Sorensen joined our group. This was before I learned about the Masons' bizarre obsession with names, so I didn't think anything of it at the time.

Later, after a fellow mind-control victim tipped me off to the science of names, I started to write down the names of people I had known in my life, and the pattern emerged. Here are the connections of the Daily Southtown metro desk to ritual abuse, mind control and the JFK assassination:

John Hector -- Daily Southtown night editor.
Holly Hector -- Therapist who treated survivors of satanic ritual abuse and described her experiences in a book titled "Satanic Ritual Abuse and MPD: Understanding and Treating the Survivor," published in 1991.

Mike Waters -- Daily Southtown metro editor.
Ethan Watters -- Co-authored the 1996 book "Making Monsters: False Memories, Psychotherapy and Sexual Hysteria." This book was one of the many fraudulent efforts on behalf of ritual abuse apologists to brainwash the public into believing allegations of ritual abuse are examples of "hysteria." The False Memory Syndrome Foundation is a CIA-connected organization set up for the purpose of debunking the testimony of ritual abuse victims. It was established in 1992 after a number ritual abuse victims began to speak out about their experiences. Alex Constantine exposed the FMSF as a CIA front in his books "Psychic Dictatorship in the U.S.A." and "Virtual Government." See this: www.whale.to/b/constantine6.html
Brent Watters -- Daily Southtown reporter who worked closely with me on many of his stories. This was part of a pattern that became apparent to me in which I would be placed into close contact with people whose names the mind controllers wanted me to remember.
Cecil McWatters -- Driver of the bus "Lee Harvey Oswald" allegedly took after allegedly (but not really) assassinating President Kennedy.

Tom Finn -- Daily Southtown editor.
Terri Finn -- Mother of a boy who was molested at Small World preschool in my hometown of Niles, Mich., in 1984. The boy's testimony against the defendant, Richard Barkman, was instrumental in Barkman being sent to prison for five years following his conviction in 1985. At that time, I was working as the sports editor of the Niles Daily Star. Although Barkman was the only employee of the school to be tried, dozens of children told therapists that they had been molested, and some of them talked about bizarre satanic rituals they had been subjected to as part of the abuse.

Other employees besides Barkman were allegedly involved, but as typically happens in ritual abuse cases, the prosecutor chose not to pursue evidence of a wider conspiracy, and the case was prosecuted as a simple case of child abuse by one defendant. One reason for this is that ritual abuse is protected at the highest levels of society, because judges, politicians and other powerful members of the establishment are directly involved in the scandal. For more information about this, read "The Franklin Cover-Up" by John DeCamp and "Why Johnny Can't Come Home" by Noreen Gosch. See this: www.educate-yourself.org/cn/franklincoverupexcerpt.shtml

Another connection between the Small World case and the Daily Southtown that the mind controllers in charge of ruining my life wanted me to make was the relationship of Tom Finn to the Southtown's graphic artist, Bonnie Ballew. Bonnie often visited Finn at his desk to socialize, and it was obvious to everyone that they were good friends, so it was natural for me to connect them to each other. That was important because one of the employees at Small World was named Laura Ballew, so the Ballew-Finn connection was a reference to the Small World case.

John O'Brien -- Daily Southtown editor.
Cathy O'Brien -- Co-author of "Trance Formation of America," published in 1995, which is the story of her enslavement in Project Monarch. Cathy was subjected to ritual abuse when she was a child in an effort to split her mind into multiple personalities. She was then programmed to be a sex slave and courier.

Karen Sorensen -- Daily Southtown editor who joined the metro desk soon after I did.
Kathleen Sorenson -- Foster parent who was killed in a suspicious car accident after "talking too much" about the satanic cult in Omaha, Neb., that was sexually abusing children. Her story was detailed in "The Franklin Cover-Up" by former Nebraska state senator John DeCamp. Kathleen decided to speak out about what she had learned from children in her care. Together with her eldest foster daughter, a survivor of ritual abuse, she spoke at public forums around the state, gave radio and television interviews, and appeared on Geraldo Rivera's nationally televised special on satanism.

I'm not saying that John Hector, Mike Waters, Tom Finn, John O'Brien and Karen Sorensen are involved in ritual abuse, mind control or anything like that, although the newspaper industry is flooded with CIA operatives, and it's certainly possible that some of those operatives are involved in the scandal. What I am saying is that the officials in charge of my mind-control project, whether they're from the CIA, the NSA, the DIA, Naval intelligence, Army intelligence, Air Force intelligence or some other government agency, arranged for me to be placed into that position so I would come into contact with those specific individuals.

Apparently, as part of my own particular lifelong project, they're not permitted to explain what's happening to me verbally or in writing, so they have to resort to other means when they want to communicate with me. At some point, they must have decided to let me know who was behind the nonconsensual mind-control experiment that is my life.

Occasionally, I receive more direct indications. In the summer of 2004, the Matt Beal project was escalated from covert status to a more direct approach with the introduction of an organized slander campaign, gang stalking, microwave harassment, electromagnetic harassment and other forms of psychological warfare. For more information about this aspect of mind control, see:
http://www.9-11themotherofallblackoperations.blogspot.com/

As a result of being targeted by this latest form of harassment, I sought to reach out to other victims for moral support. Unfortunately, many of these so-called "victims" turned out to be agents. One such agent is the one who told me that I was part of Project Monarch as a child, but that I had broken away from my programming.

She wouldn't tell me more, so I'm not sure if I was supposed to be trained as an assassin, a sex slave, a courier, a patsy, or just what they had in mind. But there has been a pattern throughout my life of placing me in situations that seem designed to lower my self-esteem and humiliate me in various ways. I suppose that made me easier to control in a way, but it also caused me to feel a great deal of anger toward the people responsible for this, which fuels my efforts to expose this atrocity.

I'm not writing about this subject to make people feel sorry for me, although I do want people to feel outraged that this is happening to innocent people in the United States. My primary motivation for exposing what happened to me is to help stop mind control before it enslaves the entire human race. For readers who are not familiar with the subject of mind control and the threat it poses to humanity, here's a good place to start: http://www.wanttoknow.info/mindcontrol

not even right-wing propaganda can turn a liberal into a fascist

2008-02-05T16:12:00.000-05:00

This is a copy of an essay I sent to the South Bend Tribune a couple days ago, in the hope that they would publish it on their op-ed page. Since I haven't heard back from them, I doubt that it will ever see the light of day, so I'm publishing it here instead.

Not even right-wing propaganda can turn a liberal into a fascist

Bt MATT BEAL

There has long been an effort by the right wing in this country to make people believe "liberal" is a dirty word. One recent example of this was when Republican candidates Mitt Romney and John McCain both tried to label each other as too "liberal" while campaigning in Florida.

Even more ridiculous is Jonah Goldberg's latest book, "Liberal Fascism," in which he argues that liberals are fascists. Apparently that idea resonates with some people, because his book is on the best-seller list. What a sad commentary on the intellectual state of affairs in this country.

All you have to do is look up the words in the dictionary to realize the two concepts are mutually exclusive.

According to the definitions I found on dictionary.com, liberal means "favorable to progress or reform; favorable to or in accord with concepts of maximum individual freedom; free from prejudice or bigotry; tolerant; open-minded; and not bound by conventional ideas."

Why anyone would not want to be associated with those qualities is beyond me.

On the other hand, fascism is defined as "a system of government marked by centralization of authority under a dictator, stringent socioeconomic controls, suppression of the opposition through terror and censorship, and typically a policy of belligerent nationalism and racism."

Why would someone who advocated maximum individual freedom support a system that suppresses individual freedom -- especially the right to dissent? People who support fascism of the kind practiced by Hitler and Mussolini may be many things, but they are not liberals.

Goldberg's effort to link liberalism with fascism is another in a long line of right-wing attempts to brainwash the American people into thinking there's something wrong with being a liberal. People need to wake up and realize this country was founded by liberals, and that means we have the right to criticize our government without being subjected to illegal surveillance, slander and other forms of harassment for exercising that right.

Unfortunately, the FBI and CIA both have a long and disgraceful history of spying on and harassing Americans for no reason other than the fact that they oppose rampant militarism, unjust economic policies or some other action that betrays the values expressed in the Constitution.

These abuses first came to light in the 1970s when The New York Times exposed Operation CHAOS, the CIA's illegal campaign to infiltrate and discredit the anti-war movement. The FBI's counterintelligence program, COINTELPRO, also saw the light of day for the first time during this period.

After Senate and House committees investigated abuses by the intelligence agencies in the 1970s, oversight committees were established, but these were and still are ineffectual in preventing those agencies and others from illegally cracking down on dissent by law-abiding Americans.

That aspect of our government certainly has more in common with fascism than it does with liberalism.

According to the late, great political researcher Steve Kangas, in the wake of the scandals of the mid-1970s, the CIA, which has always been an instrument of the elite, started to organize a system to help the wealthy consolidate their power and turn the country sharply to the right.

In an essay titled "Origins of the Overclass," posted on the Internet at huppi.com/kangaroo/tenets.htm, Kangas explains how the CIA and its allies in corporate America put together an organization of advocacy groups, lobbyists, think tanks, conservative foundations and PR firms that "hurtled the richest 1 percent into the stratosphere."

That was reflected in data released by the Internal Revenue Service last October that showed the wealthiest 1 percent of Americans earned 21.2 percent of all income in 2005, compared to 11 percent of all income in 1986.

One of the movement's most effective strategies was to saturate the airwaves with conservative talk-show hosts. This phenomenon, which gained momentum in the early 1990s and is even more pronounced today, debunks once and for all the myth of the so-called liberal media.

"Using propaganda techniques it had perfected at the Voice of America and Radio Free Europe, the CIA and its allies turned American AM radio into a haven for conservative talk show hosts," Kangas wrote. "Yes -- Rush Limbaugh uses the same propaganda techniques that Muscovites once heard from Voice of America."

The merger of military and corporate interests is another consequence of this country's sharp turn to the right.

One of the worst examples of this problem is the conflict of interest involving the companies that own the electronic voting systems used throughout the United States.

In "9/11 and the American Empire," edited by David Ray Griffin and Peter Dale Scott, it was revealed that Election Systems & Software (ES&S), Diebold and Sequoia all have strong ties to the Bush administration. And the largest investors in those companies are government defense contractors Northrop Grumman, Lockheed Martin, Electronic Data Systems (EDS) and Accenture.

Since those companies have a vested interest in election outcomes, this conflict of interest threatens the integrity of our electoral process.

Our last two presidential elections were both tainted by electronic-voting fraud, and now there is evidence that last month's New Hampshire primary was also plagued by irregularities. Barack Obama had a decisive lead in paper ballots, but Hillary Clinton nullified that with a commanding margin in electronic votes.

In a recent column published in the Tribune, Goldberg claimed fascism will come to America in the guise of something "progressive." But the truth is, it has already gained a foothold here under the guise of "neoconservatism."

In fact, fascism has been making inroads in America since the 1930s, when DuPont, General Motors, Standard Oil (now Exxon), Ford, ITT, National City Bank and General Electric all helped to build Hitler's war machine.

After the war, the United States recruited hundreds of Nazi war criminals, intelligence officers and scientists into the CIA, universities and various other institutions. Christopher Simpson, author of "Blowback," pointed out that this had a disastrous effect on both the foreign and domestic policies of this country.

Vice President Henry Wallace warned about the dangers of American fascism in an article published by The New York Times on April 9, 1944. His remarks apply as well to President Bush, Vice President Cheney and all the other neoconservatives in the administration as they did to the Americans he was talking about in 1944:

"They claim to be super-patriots, but they would destroy every liberty guaranteed by the Constitution. They demand free enterprise, but are the spokesmen for monopoly and vested interest. Their final objective toward which all their deceit is directed is to capture political power so that, using the power of the state and the power of the market simultaneously, they may keep the common man in eternal subjection."

a photograph of me, plus my e-mail address

2008-02-05T16:00:00.000-05:00

For some reason, the people who are in charge of destroying my life will not allow me to post a photograph of myself on this site, so instead, I am providing a link to a site that has a photograph of me: http://www.ineways.com/mjbeal

This is a web site I put up when I was an independent distributor for Neways. I am no longer active in distributing Neways products, but at least you can go there to see what I look like. As a journalist, I have found that it always helps to humanize a story with photos whenever possible, so one can get a clearer picture in his mind of who the person is.

This picture was taken in the summer of 2000, before the overt targeting process began.

Since the e-mail tab doesn't always seem to work, I am also posting my e-mail address here:
palomine55@yahoo.com

murder in progress

2007-07-02T19:35:00.000-04:00

I haven't posted in a long time because my life has been in danger, and I tried various experiments to see if I could get the harassment reduced. Nothing worked, so here I am again.

The most significant thing to happen since I last posted is that the food and beverages I buy from grocery stores is frequently spiked with some kind of poison. I suspect it might be a pesticide, but it could be rat poison or God knows what.

Anyway, I want to get the facts out there before I end up dead.

I've tried driving far away from home (South Bend, Indiana), but it seems like no matter where I go, they're ready for me, and the food I buy is poisoned. I hestitate to report this to authorities, because I know they are already aware of it and approve of the situation. The conspiracy against targeted individuals goes to the highest echelons of society. All our institutions are corrupt, and there's nowhere to turn.

My purpose in getting this information out to the general public is not to make people feel sorry for me, but to alert everyone to the imminent danger of a global fascist police state as predicted in George Orwell's novel, "1984."

I'm going to make a number of allegations that I won't have time to back up right away because I want people to have the benefit of my experience. Later on, as time permits, if I don't meet with an untimely death beforehand, I will provide more documentation.

It took me a long time to figure this out, but I now suspect that I was born into a satanic cult. My father and grandfather were both Freemasons, and Freemasons have a long history of engaging in ritual abuse. I now suspect that I was subjected to SRA when I was a child, and I have been surrounded by spooks ever since.

I don't recall the abuse, but that could be because I dissociated in a classic case of multiple personality disorder. The CIA used MPD victims for various intelligence assignments as part of Project Monarch, which is the program I believe I was placed into by my father. In addition to being a high-level Mason, he also had a background in the military, which are both high-risk factors for involvement in Project Monarch.

My father had a top-secret security clearance when he worked on the hydrogen bomb project in the 1950s, so it seems likely that he had some contact with intelligence officers. Another thing that makes me suspicious of him is that when I asked him if he was a Mason, he lied to me by denying he was a member.

I found out after he died that he had been a member of a Masonic youth organization called the Order of DeMolay when he was a young man, and that he had been a member of a Masonic lodge since 1956 -- the year after I was born. My question is, if Freemasonry is just a harmless fraternal organization that is devoted to charity, why would it be necessary for him to conceal his membership in that organization from me until the day he died?

Satanic cults took over some CIA mind-control operations in the 1960s. This is documented in Alex Constantine's books, "Psychic Dictatorship in the U.S.A." and "Virtual Government."

Those books also address the McMartin preschool case involving satanic ritual abuse of children in the 1980s. In the books, Constantine reports that parents of some of the abused children complained that their food was being poisoned in retaliation for their involvement in the case. Tests came back positive for pesticides.

Since McMartin was a classic case of SRA involving children, I put two and two together and realized that the same method was being used against me. There is one major difference, however. Instead of perps coming into my home and poisoning my food in the refrigerator, my food comes already-poisoned from the grocery store. This shows that the conspiracy has reached the level where they can enlist the help of retail employees when it comes time to silence troublesome witnesses.

Some of the major stores involved in the conspiracy are Kroger and Martin's supermarkets in Indiana, and Harding's Friendly Market in Michigan. Hah! With "friends" like these, who needs enemies?

In addition, virtually every retail convenience store in a 100-mile radius from my home is involved. In case I object, I receive daily reminders from police, fire departments and emergency medical service workers in the form of gang stalking. Bogus events are set up along my path, with vehicles using sirens and flashing lights in an attempt to intimidate me.

But what they don't understand is that I will not be intimidated any longer. I have absolutely nothing to lose now. My life has already been made into a living hell for three years, so if they kill me, it will be a blessing. At least I won't have to put up with being harassed by a bunch of homicidal sociopaths any longer.

Constantine says in at least one of his books that adults who were subjected to SRA when they were children are being targeted now because they pose security risks for the agencies and the cults. In addition to having that strike against me, I also have a history of exposing illegal activities by the CIA in print. I wrote book reviews and editorials on the JFK assassination and other Agency crimes when I worked for the South Bend Tribune in the early 1990s, as documented in another post on this web site.

My reward for being an honest citizen who exercised his constitutional right of freedom of speech was to be placed into the gang stalking/electronic harassment program in 2004. Prior to that, my life was sabotaged in myriad ways, also documented on this web site.

common cause flap

2006-03-24T14:15:00.000-05:00

I applaud Chellie Pingree for publicly criticizing the so-called "Patriot Act" and also for standing up to the FBI.

Thirty-five years ago this month, a group calling itself the Citizens Commission to Investigate the FBI broke into the agency's office in Media, Pa., and removed hundreds of files documenting its policy of surveillance, infiltration and harassment of civil rights and anti-war activists.

Thanks to the efforts of those patriotic Americans, newspaper articles based on the documents prompted Congress to hold hearings on some of the illegal activities engaged in by the FBI and CIA. Unfortunately, recent revelations have shown that the reforms subsequently adopted by Congress to prevent such abuses by the FBI were not successful.

The FBI is still spying on whistle-blowers, peace activists and other patriotic Americans, not because they pose a threat to national security, but because they oppose U.S. government policies. The truth is, there never would have been a need for the "Patriot Act" if the FBI had done its job in the months leading up to 9-11.

If the FBI would spend more time preventing crime and less time covering up its illegal activities, patriotic Americans would feel free to exercise their First Amendment rights to freedom of expression without having to worry about being placed under the type of surveillance authorized by the "Patriot Act."

monarch

2006-01-28T11:27:00.000-05:00

Since the CIA never confronts me in person, they like to give me subtle hints to let me know that they are the agency charged with the task of destroying my life. This is in retaliation for my efforts to expose the fact that they killed President Kennedy in 1963 and have been running this country into the ground ever since.

Just to give you an example of the kind of tactics they use, the other day I was out driving around when I was passed on the left-hand side by a white van that had "Monarch Beverage" painted on the side. This was significant because the CIA started a program back in the 1940s called Monarch. It may even be going on today under the same name, or it could have a different name.

At any rate, much has been written about this program, which involved tourturing people to split their personalities so they could be used for sex slaves, assassins or whatever sick, twisted and perverted purpose the Nazi doctors could devise.

Also, on one of my so-called "jobs" at the CTB-McGraw Hill testing center, they had posters on the wall referring to the Monarch training program. They said, "Monarch: The Power to Lead."

Now, it's possible that was just a coincidence, but I checked the McGraw Hill web site, and I did not find any reference to this wonderful program. That leads me to believe that those posters were made specifically for my benefit. Since that office was crawling with CIA operatives and is basically just a CIA front, they wanted to intimidate me with references to that program.

Since they never come right out and tell me anything, I have to figure all this out on my own. I'm sot sure if I'm supposed to think I was at one time part of the Monarch program, or if I still am, or if it's all just a smokescreen.

Regardless of the name of the program or the agency in charge of implementing it, it has become increasingly evident to me lately that I have been involved in some kind of mind control program my entire adult life and possibly since I was a young child. I could even be one of those Monarch kids who were tortured in the 1950s. I was born in 1955 and can't remember anything until 1960, but that's typical. Most people don't remember much from their early childhood. The latest revelation about the CIA spiking French bread with LSD in the 1950s is here: www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/france/7415082/French-bread-spiked-with-LSD-in-CIA-experiment.html

Since my father was in Air Force intelligence and worked on the atom bomb project, it's possible that I was "volunteered" for a CIA project or some other intelligence project. Children whose fathers served in the military are commonly used for that sort of thing. All I know is, strange things started happening to me when I was a kid, and things got increasingly more bizarre as time went on.

It took me a long time to realize that many of the most painful experiences in my life were not just the usual bad breaks from the school of hard knocks. In many cases, they were covert operations involving members of my own family and people I thought were my friends.

I had a lot of incidents like that involving my father. One time I climbed a tree and was watching him play tennis when I fell out of the tree and injured my leg. Instead of comforting me, he ran over and started yelling at me.

My father did not show me much affection when I was a child, and he hardly ever praised me, even though I was a good student and a good athlete. I won the Little League batting title when I was a kid, but he hardly ever came to watch me play.

Contrast that with my approach as a father. Not only did I go to virtually all my son's games, I coached his team when he was 9 and 10. I wouldn't have missed it!

Another time my brother and I helped my dad paint the garage. Afterwards, he told us to clean up the brushes, not bothering to explain that we had to use turpentine because it was oil-based paint. Well, since this was our first experience with paint, we didn't have a clue what we were doing, and as you can imagine, we made an awful mess trying to clean those brushes with water.

So can you guess what our dad's reaction to the fiasco was? He yelled at us! Not only that, he made us sit on a stump in the hot sun and think about what we had done. Does that strike you as a rational response to the situation?

I don't think so. Matter of fact, I think it's so irrational as to be ridiculous and even suspicious. Bad parenting is one thing, but this was really off the charts in terms of being cruel.

When I was in junior high school, I had lots of friends and girlfriends, I was on the basketball and football teams, and life was good for the most part. But I also had bullies picking on me for no good reason whatsoever.

At first, I thought they were just jealous because I was more popular or better-looking than they were. But the truth is, I never understood why I was singled out for abuse. For one thing, I was a genuinely nice kid. I didn't make fun of others kids or brag about how great I was or do anything to antagonize anybody.

Despite the fact that I was just minding my own business, however, this kid I barely knew beat the crap out of me at school one day as my so-called "friend" just stood there and watched. This kid was a lot bigger than me and a whole sight meaner, too. It wasn't a fair fight.

Another time I was just walking down the hallway, minding my own business, when this gigantic kid walked up to me and pushed me so hard that all my books went flying. Another thing that was odd about this was that one of my girlfriends just happened to be standing there watching the whole thing unfold. That was pretty humiliating, but I didn't feel like getting my ass kicked again, so I just shut my mouth, picked up my books and walked away.

Sometimes the abuse would just be emotional. I had a girlfriend in eighth grade who I liked a lot. She wasn't the prettiest girl in the school, but she was nice and fun, and we had good times when we were together. There was another girl I really had a crush on, but one of my friends was going steady with her, so I considered it a lost cause. Even if I had been able to steal her away from him, I wouldn't have felt right about it, because we were friends.

So one day, my friend proposed that we swap girlfriends. I said sure, because I always had a crush on her anyway.

Well, the four of us were walking down the street holding hands at the time, so all the sudden we switched girls and I had my dream date. The problem was, my dream girl starting pissing me off in various ways, and pretty soon I wanted my old girlfriend back. But things were never the same with her after that, either. The whole experience left me feeling confused and upset.

foreshadowing

2006-01-08T13:37:00.000-05:00

Ever since I realized that I had been placed under illegal surveillance by the government -- possibly for my entire adult life -- it has become apparent to me that there has been some foreshadowing going on in my life.

Several incidents involving my ex-wife come to mind. Sometime around 2000 or so, she started calling me and begging me to help her deal with her ex-boyfriend, who she said was stalking her. Sometimes she would be hysterical as she described how he was following her around, telephoning her and harassing her in an effort to persuade her to start seeing him again. He even rented a house down the street from her to facilitate the stalking.

These are all things that I have to deal with now. A gang of psychopaths hired by some government intelligence agency has been stalking me everywhere I go, and the neighborhood where I live is infested with them. Many of them have purchased houses in the neighborhood to facilitate the stalking, harassment and illegal surveillance activities.

I think my ex-wife knew that I was going to be targeted, so she was conditioning me to the type of activities I was going to have to deal with.

There are other instances of her having foreknowledge of events involving the intelligence agencies that confirm my suspicion that she is some type of government agent or informant.
The Sept. 11 attacks are a case in point.

The week before the attacks, she called me up and asked me to come over for my son's cross country meet the following Tuesday, Sept. 11. I got the night off work and drove over to South Bend, but the meet was canceled. So, I spent the afternoon hanging out at my ex-wife's home with her, my son and my daughter.

I think my ex-wife wanted me to be there so she could see how I reacted to the attacks. Naturally, I was suspicious from the start, because I realized something like that could never have been allowed to happen with the cooperation of the FBI and the CIA. Also, I pointed out that the buildings were imploded.

Not realizing that I was under surveillance and associating with government informants, I talked openly about my suspicisons. Later, I realized that my ex-wife must have had a tip from a government agent that something was going to happen that day.

The JFK Jr. assassination is another example. My uncle called and invited me to meet him at a motel in South Bend on the following Friday so we could spend some time drinking and catching up on things. The next morning, when we woke up and turned on the TV news, there was wall to wall coverage of the plane crash that killed JFK Jr., his wife and his sister-in-law.

Now, I realize my "uncle" has been acting as a government informant, too. He wanted to be there to see my reaction, so he could tell his handler whether or not I had figured out that the plane crash was not an accident.

One last incident that comes to mind involves a woman I met on the Internet around that same time. We had lunch together and did a few other things, then one day she asked me if I would accompany her on a trip to St. Ignatius High School in Chicago. She said she had some research to do there.

I didn't think anything of it at the time, but just recently I learned that the school is named after Ignatius Loyola, who founded the Jesuit Order of the Roman Catholic Church in the 16th century. According to Eric Jon Phelps in his book "Vatican Assassins," the Jesuits have been running the world into the ground ever since. He contends that they have been behind virtually every significant political assassination of modern history, including JFK, RFK, MLK and JFK Jr.
The Jesuits control all the intelligence agencies in the world through their vast network of secret societies, including the Knights of Columbus, the Knights of Malta and the Freemasons. They probably figured out I would learn this at some point in the future, so they hired this woman to spy on me and take me there as a way of foreshadowing and letting me know who was behind the campaign to destroy my life, my career, my relationships and my family.

You really gotta hand it to them. They're good at ruining someone's life.

various forms of harassment

2005-12-28T12:44:00.000-05:00

For the past 18 months, I have been relentlessly attacked and harassed by the FBI, or some government intelligence agency. Since they don't have the guts to come out and tell me who they are, I have to guess. I think the FBI is a good guess, because they are authorized by charter to operate in the United States, whereas the CIA is not. That didn't stop the CIA from spying on American citizens in the 1960s, however. Operation Chaos was a program designed to destroy the ant-war movement. It was exposed in congressional hearings back in the 1970s, when Congress still had a few members who had not yet sold out to the "intelligence" agencies.

I have been placed under illegal 24-hour surveillance in the "privacy" of my own home, zapped with microwaves and other electronic weapons, stalked by a gang of psychopaths everywhere I go, had my employment opportunities and relationships sabotaged, been betrayed by so-called "friends" and "family," and much, much more. All the people in my life have been co-opted to participate in this harassment campaign. If they don't agree to participate, they are not allowed to have contact with me.

One good thing about this, from my point of view, is that it makes it easy to identify the perps. By definition, anyone who is allowed to have contact with me is a perp. If they weren't, they wouldn't be allowed to associate with me.

Lately, they've been using TV and radio to harass me. For example, these "non-lethal" weapons are sometimes more accurately described as "slow kill" weapons, since they hasten the target's departure from this world. So the other night I was watching a basketball game on TV, and the announcer started talking about how one player was "killing them softly" with his shooting.

I've been reading a lot about the Jesuits' use of deception to rule the world secretly from Rome, so one day I was watching a football game on TV, and the announcer started talking about how one team was a "master of deception" for using a screen pass.

Little incidents like these are designed with me in mind, because they know I'm going to be watching certain games, and the announcers are prepared ahead of time to work these comments into the broadcast while I'm watching. It gives you an idea of the enormous power the FBI has to infiltrate your life. They never come right out and tell you anything, they just plant ideas in your head so you're aware that they're watching you.

Oliver Stone's 'JFK'

2005-12-14T12:22:00.000-05:00

In the spring of 1991, I started writing book reviews in the South Bend Tribune for the purpose of publicizing the fact that the CIA killed President Kennedy and has been running the country into the ground ever since. I reviewed "High Treason" by Harrison Livingstone and Robert Groden, "Crossfire" by Jim Marrs, "On the Trail of the Assassins" by Jim Garrison and several other books. Then, after the mainstream media started attacking Oliver Stone's "JFK," I wrote this op-ed piece. It was published in the South Bend Tribune on Tuesday, Jan. 7, 1992

Oliver Stone's 'JFK' might open up more minds to the truth

By MATT BEAL

I was just a third-grader at Jefferson School in South Bend when President Kennedy was assassinated on Nov. 22, 1963, but I still remember it vividly. I was outside playing on the playground during recess when one of the teachers came out of the building and told us the president was dead.

Those of us who lived nearby were allowed to go home from school early that day, and I remember my mother greeting me at the door in tears. I stayed up later than usual that night to watch the news about the assasssination on television, and I was convinced of Lee Harvey Oswald's guilt.

I was outside playing again when Jack Ruby murdered Oswald two days later, but when I came inside and heard the news, I remember feeling that justice had been done.

Like most Americans, I accepted the U.S. government's official explanation of the events in Dallas when the Warren Commission report came out in September 1964. In fact, I don't think I gave it a second thought until the fall of 1974, when I was a student at the University of Michigan. That's when I saw Abraham Zapruder's film of the assassination for the first time.

A researcher named Jeff Cohen from the Assassination Information Bureau had obtained a copy of the film and brought it with him when he came to Ann Arbor to deliver a lecture on the assassination. I saw the Zapruder film over and over that night, and it was obvious to me that Kennedy had been shot from in front because of the way his entire body was thrown violently backward by the fatal head shot.

The Warren Commission, of course, concluded only three shots were fired that day and that they were all fired by Oswald from the Texas School Book Depository building behind the limousine. That was just one of a multitude of errors in the Warren Report that Cohen pointed out that night.

Some of the errors he referred to were so flagrant that it was difficult to believe what he was saying was true. So I started reading the report and some of the books about the assassination that were available at that time.

Believe me, I didn't want to believe my own government would lie to me. I was a reluctant convert to the conspiracy theory. But the evidence was overwhleming.

Since that time, I have tried to keep up with the controversy as best I could by reading about the case and watching documentariesd about it on television. I have also told what I have learned to anyone who expressed an interest. And what I have discovered is that for the most part, the only people who still think Oswald was the lone assassin are people who have not bothered to obtain the facts. Fortunately, they are in the minority, according to the latest polls on the subject.

One of the most outrageous claims made by the legion of columnists who have recently attacked Oliver Stone's film about the assassination, "JFK," is that no one has ever produced any evidence that there was a conspiracy in the assassination. In fact, there are hundreds of credible books and articles available that are loaded with convincing evidence of a conspiracy.

In the future, some of these skeptics might want to try reading some of this material before revealing their ignorance in a public forum. But that would mean accepting something other than the official government press releases, because the truth about the JFK assassination isn't something the government wants the American public to know.

Unfortunately, most reporters did buy the official government line, and many continue to do so to this day, despite the lessons of Vietnam, Watergate and the Iran-Contra scandal, to name just a few examples of lies we have been told by our government. For some, to admit the truth would be to acknowledge they had been co-opted all these years. And that is a difficult thing for any journalist to admit.

Warren Commission apologists have names for people like me. We're known as "conspiracy freaks" or "assassination buffs," as though our interest in this case stems from a morbid fascination with assassinations or a paranoid obsession with conspiracies. In fact, most of us are just ordinary Americans who simply want to know the truth about our government.

Our desire to learn the truth is not limited to the JFK assassination. We also want to know the truth about the CIA's covert operations in Vietnam, Nicaragua, El Salvador, Chile and other courtries where democratically elected governments wer overthrown or destabilized as a result of secret U.S. policies.

And we want to know the truth about the mysterious death last summer of Danny Casolaro, the investigative reporter who was working on a book about allegations that the Justice Department stole computer software from Inslaw Inc., a small computer firm based in Washington.

We're from the old-fashioned school of thought that democracy means conducting the business of government out in the open. And yet we are depicted as radicals by the mainstream media.

Our point, and the point Oliver Stone is making in "JFK," is that there are forces controlling our government that we know little about. It will take courage to stand up to them, but unless we do, U.S. policies will continue to be manipulated by this secret government.

"JFK" is an attempt to remind the American public that the crime of the century is still unsolved, and our government is still hiding the truth from us. It is not likely to cause the CIA, FBI or Congress to open their files to the public, but if it succeeds in getting people to open their minds to the truth, it will have done a great service to the American people.

dedicated to mae brussell

2005-12-04T16:49:00.000-05:00

I named this blog in honor of the late Mae Brussell, a housewife and mother who became a conspiracy researcher when she noticed something fishy about the JFK assassination. She started out by clipping articles from newspapers and magazines, and pretty soon she had her own radio show in Carmel, Calif. She was one of the first people to point out the war that was being waged by the CIA against the counterculture in the 1960s. She identified Charles Manson as being connected to the government's efforts. The sensational murders he was involved in were designed to discredit the hippie movement. For more information about Mae Brussell and the real history of the United States since the 1960s, see www.maebrussell.com

workplace harassment

2005-11-06T12:36:00.000-05:00

I just finished my most recent "job," which was little more than a torture chamber, as expected. My assignment was to score essays by eighth-graders on the Indiana standardized test. There were hundreds of us in this giant scoring room, and I was placed far away from the exits so everybody could get in place for their harassment routines. Just getting in and out of the office was an ordeal. Instead of having staggered shifts, everybody had to work from 5:30 to 10:30 on the evening shift. That meant that there was a huge traffic jam whenever I needed to punch in or punch out. Since crowding my personal space is one of their favorite tricks, it was an ideal setup for perps. They could stare at me, smirk at me, and engage in conversations within earshot that were meant to convey the message that they had me under surveillance. One time as I was passing by, I heard one perp say to another, "Government IS organized crime," which is something I've said myself many times.

In the scoring room, masonic hand signals were the rule of the day. Everyone participated by touching their nose or their face in one form or another. And noise campaigns were common. One night, perps coughed every 5 or 10 seconds for the entire shift. It was so obvious that it was a setup, but NOBODY commented on it. This is another tipoff when you're surrounded by perps. Everybody pretends nothing out of the ordinary is going on.

The same holds true in the neighborhood where I have lived with my brother since September 2004. Vehicles drive by our house with WAY MORE regularity than normal, and neighbors engage in all kinds of rude behavior like mowing the lawn at 9 a.m. on a Saturday, just to make noise. But since most if not all of our neighbors are perps, nobody complains. Everybody KNOWS what's going on.

Occasionally at work, I would come across an essay that was "off topic," and I was supposed to report those to my supervisor. A couple of them were designed specifically for me. One was by a kid who made all kinds of Satanic references and described how he was a HERETIC, which I interpreted to mean that's what they think I am. Someone who holds unpopular views. Well, yes, it is unpopular to challenge the CIA. And it's especially dangerous to write articles that point out that the CIA staged a coup d'etat when it overthrew President Kennedy in 1963. This country has been systematically dismantled ever since that day.

Another essay I came across made reference to a toy called "Robot in a House." The kid was telling how he went to the store and found it on a shelf and wanted to buy it. Well, since I'm under surveillance 24 hours a day, seven days a week, and my mind and body are basically a laboratory for remote stimulation through implants, I am basically a "Robot in a House."

I had a similar incident in my last job, where I was working as a customer service rep for General Electric. One day as I was walking past a woman's desk on my way to the bathroom, she just "happened" to be playing lines from movies on some web site, and she just "happened" to play one of my favorite lines from Sling Blade. That's a movie my brother and I have watched many times, so I took it to mean that this woman wanted me to know that she is part of the team of psychopaths that has me under surveillance.

I am not "allowed" to have a job anymore unless it's at a workplace that has been infiltrated by perps ahead of time. Unless they can harass me on the job, they sabotage all my employment opportunities.

state of the union

2005-11-01T15:05:00.000-05:00

Following is an excerpt from an article on the state of the union by Allen Barker, who is also a target of gang stalking and electronic harassment.
You can find his web site here: http://www.cs.virginia.edu/~alb/

State of the Union

Consider the population for a moment to be made up of three tiers. This does not begin to capture the true complexity, but begins to show the pattern. The top tier is made up of the controlling elites. The bottom tier is the oppressed group, the group whose lives really do not matter to the controlling elites except as workers or as scapegoats. In between there is the middle tier. (These tiers are not completely correlated with wealth or official titles. For example, many wealthy people and some members of Congress are in what I am calling the middle tier.) The unspoken deal between the middle tier and the elites is basically that members of the middle tier will be allowed to prosper, raise families, and have access to a reasonable level of justice, if only they buy the grand lie. That is, the middle tier gets to live the "American dream'' life, provided they do not make trouble for the controlling elites, follow their cues, and pretend everyone is free to achieve just like they are.

The interesting thing is that most members of the middle tier are not even aware of this. They really believe all the rhetoric. People who cannot achieve what they have achieved are thought of as flawed and lazy. They refuse to believe their government could launch a covert terror campaign against its own citizens. Middle tier citizens who get put down by the controlling elites for threatening the grand lie are assumed to have done something (else) to deserve it. This belief system is self-reinforcing, and is reinforced further by the collective scoffing at "kooks'' who claim otherwise. These middle tier people include some of the most educated members of our society! People who go through years of schooling, but apparently cannot or choose not to think outside their specialty or for themselves. This is partly because it takes time and effort to see outside of what you are constantly told. Middle tier individuals are typically busy, having to work harder than ever to just maintain their standard of living.

The Secret Police By Any Other Name

Some people might claim that the situation I have just described is, if not ancient history, sour grapes from someone who did not fare well in the meritocracy. But I completely support free enterprise and the ability of citizens to make use of and benefit from their talent, hard work, and luck -- provided we also recognize and maintain a basic level of human decency for the less fortunate. The problem with the system today is that, both politically and economically, the deck is stacked, the cards are marked, and if you still manage to win they rob you when you step out the door.

The controlling elites still tightly control the political system and certain aspects of the economy. They try to control the culture and social climate as well. Instead of using the crude tactics of earlier times, though, the philosophy of the late 20th century American controlling elites is to use covert operations, surveillance, secret harassment, and torture to suppress dissent, and the tactics of information warfare and control to sway the opinions of the public (and even what ideas they have access to). While these methods all have their counterparts in earlier times, they have been greatly expanded and institutionalized in modern times. All under the cover of the grand lie that none of it is happening at all and the Bill of Rights is a respected document.

The U.S. government maintains at least 12 separate intelligence agencies. They spend around 30 billion dollars of our tax money each year, in secret, with almost no effective oversight. Even with the Cold War over and other defense spending on the decrease, spending on intelligence agencies is rising. The claim that these agencies do not operate domestically is part of the grand lie -- they definitely spy on American citizens here in the U.S. Some of these agencies also maintain proprietary companies that interact in the private market. They also maintain close ties with former agents in the civilian sector. In addition to the intelligence agencies, there are numerous federal law enforcement agencies, some of which have secret branches and none of which is particularly accountable for its actions.

That these agencies do some good and necessary work is true; it is also irrelevant. Fascists always point out that Mussolini made the trains run on time (whether he truly did or not). These agencies have, regularly and repeatedly, trampled the rights of American citizens. Beyond this they have committed crimes against humanity -- weapons tests on citizens, nonconsensual experimentation, and mind control -- that can only be compared to the sick experiments of Josef Mengele. Apologists for these sadistic crimes should be considered to be volunteering themselves and their families for the next round of torture -- though part of the appeal of acting as an apologist is the belief that it minimizes one's chance of being victimized next.

Comparisons to Nazis are usually hyperbolic, but in this case the shoe fits. This is clear from the acknowledged crimes we know to have been committed, and those crimes are just the tip of the iceberg. The controlling elites in this nation, including many of its highest leaders, do everything in their power to protect their secret thugs from exposure or accountability. The secret thugs in turn neutralize any threat to their power and privilege that might come from outside the standard channels. Even potential leaders from outside the system are put down as a preventative measure.

The U.S. government holds slaves. It tags, tracks, monitors, and tortures its own citizens (and those of other nations) like animals. It maintains an electronic gulag system whereby the very homes and minds of "dissidents'' and experimental guinea pigs are turned into concentration camps. The controlling elites have basically concluded that Hitler was right, but that he should have always acted in secret and with deniability. The American public has been trained into an ignorant brutality and is seemingly incapable of outrage.